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I'm so normal about them☺️☺️ *starts vibrating at a frequency only bats can hear*

i love this ship so much (they bring me immense emotional pain)

Honestly screamed at that scene because ain't that the truth

"You're bi? I'm bi too" [start making out], P'Jojo did it, he broke bisexuals down to their bare essentials

I am not ready for anyone's opinions honestly, but I just have to say this: as someone who has an alcoholic sibling, there is only so much you can do to stop an addict.

I mean, the friend group is shitty. I don't see the love or loyalty one expects from a friend group. Frankly, I don't think any of them have ever taken Ray's addiction seriously, but we do not know if they ever tried to help.

At some point you become exhausted. At some point, you realize the person you care about will not quit if they don't want to.

And Ray does have agency. He did not have to bring drugs to the party. His dellusions explain his behavior but do not justify it.

I'm very angry with Ray this week I'm sorry. This show is hitting too close to home

Next week's preview makes next week worth living

Only I hate the fact that Sand is the one confessing. I hate it. He deserves to be confessed to. He deserves to be chased after. Ray needs to fucking repent because he's fucked up so many times and Sand needs to be less forgiving

I am so normal about Sand it's not like I relate to him or anything

Dude this is straight up poetry

Sand is so me fr

Makes me wanna poke my eye out with a freshly sharpened pencil

actually sick thinking about sand, the icarus. sand, who has probably been watching ray for so long, has seen how broken he is but could see how bright he shined underneath it all. sand, whose first words to ray were "are you okay?" and has followed through on the promise of those words every day since. sand, who let himself get close and told himself it would only be once but knew it was a failing mission. sand, who walked into the fire knowing he would get burned, but wanting so desperately to feel that warmth. sand, who keeps walking into the fire thinking maybe this time the warmth won't come with third degree burns.

I wonder if they cried in this interview too

The two cannot fucking go one interview without sobbing about each other

Love them to death

Many people in the fandom are convinced that SandRay won't get a happy ending because it's 'not a bl' and it's 'realistic'. First of all, even I, the resident hopeless romantic, understand that realism is not the same as pessimism. Second of all, it's P'Jojo we're talking about. He loves giving people happy endings after a couple of tragic twists and time jumps. Just think about Bad Buddy or Never Let Me Go and their endings. I am a SandRay-is-endgame truther, because of the reasons listed above and because I will bawl my eyes out in the case they don't end up together.

This!

I have an insane personal attachment to the SandRay pairing so I'm very biased. However I do recognize the possibility of them not ending up together because of all of the characters' unresolved issues. It's just that it might end on a high note or a low note, depending on where the journey takes them

Many people in the fandom are convinced that SandRay won't get a happy ending because it's 'not a bl' and it's 'realistic'. First of all, even I, the resident hopeless romantic, understand that realism is not the same as pessimism. Second of all, it's P'Jojo we're talking about. He loves giving people happy endings after a couple of tragic twists and time jumps. Just think about Bad Buddy or Never Let Me Go and their endings. I am a SandRay-is-endgame truther, because of the reasons listed above and because I will bawl my eyes out in the case they don't end up together.

Many people in the fandom are convinced that SandRay won't get a happy ending because it's 'not a bl' and it's 'realistic'. First of all, even I, the resident hopeless romantic, understand that realism is not the same as pessimism. Second of all, it's P'Jojo we're talking about. He loves giving people happy endings after a couple of tragic twists and time jumps. Just think about Bad Buddy or Never Let Me Go and their endings. I am a SandRay-is-endgame truther, because of the reasons listed above and because I will bawl my eyes out in the case they don't end up together.

Boston and Ray are parallels of each other as the rich and broken children of men who don't see them for who they are and who crave something they cannot get and so will fight desperately for what they think they can have whether that be sex or love or merely attention.

Nick and Sand are parallels of each other in what happens when they fall in love with the wrong person at the right time, who fell for the person with the most power to hurt them because the one they love is broken in a way that merely being loved cannot fix.

Top and Mew are... not parallels to anyone because they are opposites of each other and running alongside each other but in different directions, rushing to different ends but tied together against their goals.

That's why I'm so sensitive about Sand. I relate to him so much it hurts. He's a person who has learned that there's no point in expecting anything from people. He doesn't see himself as anyone special, as someone who can be "the one". He takes responsibility for his feelings and doesn't blame anyone for being hurt. But he feels so,so much. He cares more than he can take and more than others can appreciate. He's doomed to get hurt and I am too.

And that is absolutely tragic

You know what absolutely kills me about this? Sand doesn't even look surprised. He isn't teary or wide-eyed. It's a look of pure disappointment. The kind that says he knew this would happen from the start, and he's utterly powerless to stop it.

While seeing Sand breaking down in tears would have been devastating, there's something very achy about this reaction. It's hard to put into words.

Today is the day

The day a new episode of only friends comes out

The only thing that kept me afloat for the entire week

If I don't get some resolution to SandRay's fight I will drown my sorrows in soju

I find it really telling that the ones who are actually boyfriends are the ones who have the least compatibility, while the ones with the lower status have the most.

Like, Top and Mew don’t even like each other as people. Just an idea. Top likes the IDEA of Mew. And Mew likes the IDEA of Top. But Mew keeps insisting Top be someone he’s not and then Top keeps lying about who he is and then Mew believes that lie. Their whole relationship is a performance. They are the two characters with the least personal chemistry (not sexual chemistry. But it’s also like they’re deliberately putting the breaks on that too since Mew is reading more and more Demi/aspec to me)

Then we have the one step down to the Friends with Benefits, Boston and Nick, who are a lot more compatible but also create façades to a lesser degree. Boston reminds me of a cheaper knockoff version of the Nevertheless kdrama guy. He keeps telling Nick he isn’t interested in something more while also peppering him in domestic pecks and sniff kisses while giving pet names and cuddles and words of encouragement similar to one’s spouses give. Like Boston wants the freedom of no strings attached just for HIM, but needs Nick to feel smitten and in love and devoted for his own ego. So he plays boyfriend anytime he feels Nick slipping away while never allowing the label to stick. Meanwhile, Nick is literally surveilling him. They’re more aware of each others true selves, but they also perform.

And the one with the lowest status, Ray and Sand as just ‘bed friends/one night stand’, are the ones who have the most authentic relationship out of all of them. There are almost no lies between them. And they don’t dole out affection as a way to manipulate the other into thinking they are someone or feel someway they are not. They give affection because they want to. They don’t give affection when they don’t. They’ve seen the worst sides so they don’t pretend that they don’t exist.

And I don’t know. I just think it’s neat!

so this is what fanfic writers mean when they write an italicized oh

god he's so fucking pathetic. what a god damn loser. (insane with lust)

Actually everything on tumblr is about Ray and Sand from only friends

I love characters that think they can't allow themselves to love or be loved

just to have someone stride into their life to turn that concept upside down

GMMTV really decided to produce a show which on the surface level is about messy queers fucking the brains out of each other but on the deeper level is really about the power dynamics in queer relationships and how important having control is for so many people

it's the way Top is used to having the upper hand, but in his new relationship it's Mew who has control

it's the way Sand is so afraid of losing control over his own emotions in his relationship with Ray, but he's bound to catch feelings, we all know it

it's the way Boston doesn't get attached to anyone but loses control in his pursuit of Top

it's all about who's got the power, who protected their heart the best

okay but this LOOK

the look after Ray asked Sand if he found him attractive

First I applaud you for mastering the "trying to remain calm and collected while being horny" face

I can't believe I didn't pick up on it in the first episode but Mew is such a proficient manipulator for someone so young and inexperienced. He likes having control, and I'm surprised Top is actually sticking around. He must be so sure of himself his confidence makes him blind to Mew's tricks. Either that or it makes the challenge more interesting and the conquest more gratifying for him, so he's just waiting to take the trophy home.

I am Mew and Mew is me

Seriously, the guy:

1. Doesn't want a one-night stand because he knows he'll fall hard

2. Apologises to the guy he didn't hook up with because you know he got his hopes up and all

3. Brings said guy to a bookshop the next day and talks about his love for reading

4. Is extremely cute and wears glasses

Gmmtv I am gonna sue you for identity theft because what is this

that being said, i still watched the fuck out of all those rwrb edits

the fact that RWRB came out the same week on only friends is so fuckin funny to me because people who only watch western media are really so desperate for queer content that ive seen people waxing poetic about so many (non) things meanwhile i'm out here SCREAMING at the top of my lungs because Mark Pakin violated privacy laws to put a sexy selfie onto a customer's phone and WON

people who discover gay soap operas never go back to western media

my silly little gay shows satisfy my need for queer stories with low stakes zero deaths and a lot of fucking

gmmtv the sponsor of my daily fix of gayness

the fact that RWRB came out the same week on only friends is so fuckin funny to me because people who only watch western media are really so desperate for queer content that ive seen people waxing poetic about so many (non) things meanwhile i'm out here SCREAMING at the top of my lungs because Mark Pakin violated privacy laws to put a sexy selfie onto a customer's phone and WON

Listen, but like Only Friends is wild because of how much it's established in just a single episode.

Mew is a virgin, Boston is dickmatized by Top, Ray is a poor little meow meow slowly baiting Sand into spite-fucking him, Sand needs a nap, Top is the Brian Kinney of this universe, Mew is a more strategically gifted Justin Taylor, Nick's a man of action, Cheum just wants to dance, and Drake is just out here gettin' some D from Boston, because, ladies and gentlemen, we are finally in that kind of show.

Ain't no yaoi or yuri here folks. They're here, they're queer, and they know how to get it. Especially Nick, like where's the number to the garage that'll get me that kind of bodywork?

Also I don't know whose idea the 90's glossy whore aesthetic was, but bless them.

it's saturday morning and there are hordes of gay sex gifs on my dash. welcome to gmmtv's slut era

Daniel Sloss vibes

He would be proud

#jigsaw #danielsloss

Like music to my ears

dreamworks villain type shit

never in all of my years would i have expected to characterize a company’s rebrand as “actively hostile” and “potentially endangering lives” yet here we are

for context, that X sign is dangerously bright, directly faces an entire apartment complex, and to top it all off it fucking strobes

this post pointed a finger at me and laughed

on shame and yearning (pt.2)

"He's not naked, a man, or a friend to me (we're husbands)" - Aziraphale's mind

Only God can judge you.

I am being so serious when I tell y’all that I say “I fucking love this show” out loud multiple times throughout each new episode of riverdale

Korean Vocabulary from The Uncanny Counter

Counter

카운터 - counter

악귀 - evil spirit, demon

영혼 - soul, spirit

하늘 - heaven, paradise

염력 - psychokinesis

코마 - coma

땅 - territory

힘 - power, energy

인력 - gravitation, (force of) gravity

캐치하다 - to catch

올라오다 - to ascend

지우다 - to erase (something from one’s mind)

Health

앰뷸런스 - ambulance

구급차 - ambulance

치료 - treatment, cure

고치다 - to cure, heal, treat

뼈 - bone

Politics / Business

정치 - politics

시민 - citizen

지지자 - supporter

상석자 - a superior official, a senior

의원 - member of a legislative body [assembly]

시장 - mayor

대통령 - president

위원회 - committee, commission

국회 - national assembly

법인 - a corporate body

이사회 - board of directors, directorate

계약 - contract

출마하다 - to run for office, to stand [come forward] as a candidate

대선 - presidential election

Police / Law Enforcement

살해 - killing, murder

살인 - murder, killing; homicide

사망하다 - to die, to pass away

숨진다 - to die, pass away

자살 - suicide

살인미수 - attempted murder

살인자 - murderer

연쇄 살인범 - a serial killer

사체 - corpse, (dead) body

부검 - autopsy, postmortem (examination)

혈흔 - bloodstain

총 - gun

참고인 - testifier

용의자 - suspect

피해자 - victim

검사관 - an examining officer

형사 - (police) detective

경위 - (police) lieutenant

서장 - head, chief

경찰 서장 - chief of a police station

증거 - evidence, proof

수배 - to be wanted (for)

지명수배하다 - to put somebody on the wanted list

사건 - case

영장 - warrant

감찰 - inspection

체포하다 - to arrest

감방 - prison, jail, lockup

People

여사 - Mrs, Ms, Madame

양아치  - bully, gangster

신인 - rookie

양반 - one’s husband

놈 - (informal) guy

새끼 - (informal) kid

걔 - a form of 얘 , short for 그 아이

쟤 - a form of 얘 , short for 저 아이

Verbs

건드리다 - to touch

박탈하다 - to deprive, to forfeit

훼손되다 - to be damaged, to be disfigured

발견되다 - to be discovered, to be found

인정하다 - to recognize, to concede

참다 - to suppress, to stifle

보내다 - to send

교사하다 - to be haughty and extravagant

고용하다 - to employ, to hire

풀다 - to relax, loosen up, unwind

소환하다 - to summon, to cite

Others

단계 - stage, phase, step

유산 - legacy

정체 - identity

부지 - site, (a plot of) land

계획 - plan (for), program

저수지 - reservoir

복수 - revenge

경고 - warning (of/against), caution

이의 - objection (to)

자격 - qualification, right (to do)

충동 - impulse

심하게다 - severe, violent, harsh

구세주 - lifesaver, saviour

연기 - smoke

직접 - personally, in person, firsthand

경이롭다  - wonderful, marvelous, miraculous

I want to tattoo this masterpiece of a post on my forearm so I can reread it whenever I want

I could write a thesis on how Jae Won’s libido and romantic life are affected by his depression. I WILL SCREAM ON THE ROOFTOPS THAT BABY IS HIS FIRST LOVE TOO. He his a sensual and attractive bi/pan dude who has never been in love nor in lust. When he gave in to his attraction to JH he felt that the accident was the consequence of him indulging in pleasure. The way Jae Won shot down every spontaneous idea Ji Hyun had when they got back together ?! Refusing to listen to their giddiness, horniness, their joy and trying to be a senior when in fact he is AS GREEN as JH ?. He refused Ji Hyun’s invitation to sleep over, to ditch school, to leave the party early to be alone together, he resisted until he could not take it anymore and hugged his lover. Ji Hyun had to throw that man on his bed, pin him down and grind on him to get him to relax and give in. Good thing Ji Hyun is really a sexpot who will bang this dude into an early hip replacement.