Simon has had to deal with fucking idiots his entire life, beginning with his weird-ass brother, Ichobod, and now with his dumbass co-worker, Daisy. His suffering never ends. Do I have too many OCs? YES, definitely. Shit. I just realized that my OCs are another collection. Fuck! Also that second drawing looks like shit but Iām too lazy to redraw it.
And my sister trys to say they were brothers, lol lol lol,šš³ļøāšš¬
The absolute best thing I've ever found at Claire's(including the Stranger Things popsockets I saw a few moments after this!)
Kid always looks both ways before crossing and tries to keep people out of the road... i- am sad.
A noice drawing that took me twenty fucking minetes(which was mostly just shading).
Although, I must say: fucking worth it.
My new bab: Alex-Lotol the axalotol! I love him sm #(⢠┠ā¢)# (I am NOT a little so please don't interact)
So atlas likes sleeping on the short, waist level bookcase in the bathroom, that's fine.
And sometimes he'll climb into my arms from there, ok, that's cute.
BUT JUST NOW HE FUCKING CLIMBING INTO MY ARMS AND THEN IMMEDIATLY GRABBED MY FACE AND FUCKING BIT MY GODDAMN CHEEK FOR NO GODDAMN MOTHERFUCKING SHITASS REASON!
^^^^^^^^^ THE FACE OF AN ASSHOLE ^^^^^^^^^^
I just took my nausea medicine cause I'm sick and I wanna sleeeeeep
Casserole d idnt go great but the important thing is that it might've been the best casserole I've ever made!
(Still not salty enough and I can't seem to get the top crust right but still the best!!!)
I swear I'm trying to change whatever's wrong with me.
It gets hard when the happier I am the less ok I feel.
When the more I let myself hug my friends the more being touched makes me want to hurl.
The more I care about everyone else, the less I care about myself.
The less I let them hate themselves the more I hate myself.
I try to work outside in but It feels more like turning myself inside out.
Why is it so hard for me to like myself half as much as I love everyone else?
Why is it so difficult to care about myself yet so easy to take care of everyone else?
Why do I feel like I'm giving myself away
Why do I feel like they hate me
Why do I feel so hopeless
Why do I feel so lost
Why can't I feel anything...?
Please, for the love of god, let me smile and breathe at the same time
Let me actually feel all those emotions I was promised
Someone make me less selfish.
21, he/they, ace- not very interesting and rarely post(let alone anything good)
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