I Always Forget How Much Of A Hell Getting Up In The Morning During The Cold Months Is Until Im Trying

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

feeling

I need to put down the cup 💔

yeah, no ur good i don’t think romanticizing your misery and intentionally enabling yourself is making you worse at all dw

*stomping out cigarette*

Only I can prevent forest fires

“I desire violently, and I wait.”

— Anais Nin

Oughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

losing appetite because you're sad is the worst feeling ever.

where is your boy tonight?

sticker

feeling like people do not like me as much i as i think they do

i know if you don’t like yourself is manifests and blah blah blah

but it just kind of feels like my self hatred is a stab wound and i can’t stop the bleeding and everyone around me has to wipe up the blood and i just watch as it stains their clothes and it feels like i’m frozen

whatever i don’t know i’m sure it’s not nowhere near as deep as i’m making it

i just wish i wasn’t the one initiating almost everything in my relationships