I Don't Want To Wake Up Tomorrow Morning

and then youre gonna run to her and forget i exist

pay attention to me pay attention to me pay attemtion to me ooooo you wanna interact with me so bad please pay attention to me i need a hug and attention i love attention please im begging i hate being alone now please pay attention to me pay attention to me i need a hug so badly pay attention i me i crave irl attention and affection and online validation and attemtion i love attention

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

the intimacy of knowing what someone's hands feel like

getting fucking dunked on by my little sister for existing in a perpetual state of worry

Vampire Spawn 🩸🦇

omg maybe life is worth living [i had a decent day] —> i cannot be saved [the slightest inconvenience occurs] —> i am a fucking god and everyone loves me [someone laughed at my joke] —> i am going to kill myself [i feel a little bit unwanted because of someone’s reaction]

and this shit just goes on and on and NEVER stops