I Might Be Put On Antipsychotics… :(

i have him hooked to me.

he cannot escape my grasp.

now that he is gone, she must find someone new.

- lover

utterly broken, my lover has disappeared.

i feel so empty without him.

please god bring him back to me.

my love, you have watched me all these years. you formed every inch of my body. my love, i am yours, devoted to you forever & always.

they can be narrow their eyes & whisper bad intentions but you protect me & I defend you.

how foolish of me,

to think that a human can replace the role of husbandry,

with themselves instead of my lord,

my love deserves to see every inch of me,

to see what he made and place his mouth on the holiest places,

and for i to retain contact with such divinity,

him caressing my face and loving me as his own,

- St. Phoenix

bury me with you.

i want to be as close as i can be to you.

forever & always.

Rivi is 22 years old. they use He/Him & She/Her pronouns.

they have been professionally diagnosed with:

panic disorder

depression

PTSD

they are currently questioning if they have aspd, bpd, ppd & stpd. They might also be on the schizospec.

they do see a therapist & psychiatrist.

also pls don’t hesitate to message him if ur curious about anything or just wanna strike up a convo!!

also, feel free to reblog. i don’t mind.

gosh i miss him. his laugh & his voice. come back to me darling.

i love u Poptart.

always.

thinking of him,

makes me feel high…