Sometimes I Listen To Nirvana And Feel Lonely

Party rock is¹ in the house tonight Everybody just have a good time (Yeah)²

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¹Pretty sure it’s “party rockers.”³

²LMFAO’s “Party Rock Anthem,” Sorry for Party Rocking, 2011

³It’s “party rock is.”— Ed.

I properly shaved my tummy for the first time last night. I can't come out right now, but I'm taking what I can get.

Jay crop-top update when?

yeah I got a sonic oc, shut up

her name is bubble and she is a raccoon :)

I think I want to be a girl.

It's all I can think about recently.

For all the shit going on in my life right now, the only solace I can find is in escapism for the most part.

Then, when I least expect it, I see my face in the reflection of my screen and am reminded of how pathetic I am.

I need to get out of this living situation and just be able to be myself again. It's killing me.

the speedy fellow

I've been thinking a lot about my gender again recently. For context, I currently identify as non-binary, a title that I kind of just settled on since it was the easiest conclusion to jump to at the time. For a couple years I've identified as non-binary, but I used to identify a lot more with being genderfluid.

I've been so confused with my feelings about my gender lately, and I had a thought this morning. I was probably right in my original assumption of being genderfluid.

I dunno. I still gotta think about it, but it's a possibility.

Anxiety.

Still figuring out my gender over here. I've been doing some research and some retrospective, and I feel that Polygender/Multigender might be the best descriptor at the moment.

This feels closer to how I feel than the term Genderfluid, but nothing's set in stone at the moment.