My Class Will Go On A One Week Sailing Trip In Summer, So We're Practicing What We'll Cook And Stuff,

I just fucking binged and I hate myself

I stopped counting at some point but I must have definitely gone over 2000 calories and honestly, my day is ruined

I got a day off school today and it started off fine, I made plans and all and wouldn't have gone over my limit had I just stuck to them

But I had a weigh in and lost over 2 kg, and at some point I lost motivation to study and started eating and procrastinating...

Does that happen to anyone else?

I feel like such a fat stupid loser

How tf can I avoid binging on the weekends guys?? Pls send tips

I hate my body more than I like food.

I'm so upset right now, because I've planned out every food I was going to eat for the day and it's been going so well, but now my parents insist they make something for the entire family to eat for dinner, and even if it's soup (and slightly lower in calories than what I would've had otherwise) I'm really quite angry I couldn't follow through with my plan :(

Also, I have no way to count the calories of what my parents cook and that makes it scary no matter what it is, but hey- they're making just soup

sometimes I just sit there having imaginary conversations in my head whilst making little gestures and expressions, and sometimes I don't even realize

I must look like such an idiot then lol

Saturdays are always bad for me food wise

Not only do I have to eat at least two of the meals my family cook, but then I'm also at home most of the time and around food, and that becomes especially difficult when I have work to do I don't particularly enjoy.

I feel so fucking pathetic for this though but I'll have to find something that works for me, somehow.

In a way, I'm really scared losing weight will make me look more feminine (because I always used to have broad shoulders and I have now clue what my face will look like once all the fat is finally off)

So I'm hoping that I can lose as much weight as possible on my hips, thighs and lower belly, because once I'll be able to just wear any pants without them looking ridiculous because they're either way too large or make me look curvy and more like a woman, I'll look more like a guy/androgynous, right? Right???

That's so hypothetically speaking I need to lock the fuck in first

But I'm so excited for when I'll finally have a flat chest

Can overly excessive caffeine consumption be, like,

Bad?

This one bathroom stall at my school has a fucking heater and it's turned on and I'll spend the rest of the day here omfg I don't care about religion class I just need the WARMTH

think coming out as gay is hard? try telling people you don’t want to eat. So much for the tolerant left 🙄

The monster cans have got to be at least a quarter of the experience, heck, a third. Have you ever looked at them closely, because man, these designs are just STUNNING.

(Today I some monster into a glass to check it's color like a normal person just does, and drinking from the can in comparison was just. So much better.)