Sometimes I Just Sit There Having Imaginary Conversations In My Head Whilst Making Little Gestures And

I'm going to get my height measured tomorrow

I always use a number I think is lower than I actually am when calculating my BMI and such, but at this point, I don't know my real height, but I'm pretty sure it's higher than I think it is at the moment, anyway. Because my shorter friends say they're as tall as me in numbers, but, well, I am definitely physically taller, so.... yeah, Ig I hope for the best lol

I feel like I know every single weightloss hack to ever exist but still fail to lose weight

I look a little different each day and at this pointy I have no clue what I really look like

Do i hate it when people worry about me? Hell yea! Does it feel nice to know that someone gives a shit about me/notices that i'm getting worse? YES!

not to self-diagnose, but something is definitely wrong here.

If alcohol bad then why so tasty? Why it make me happy :(

I relapsed into sh again, after having been clean for about 15 days

Usually I manage to go about a month clean before urges get too bad

And I did my arm for the first time (I usually only do my legs)

So yeah

I only quit because I have to take swimming classes at school and they're the absolute worst

My feelings may for her may not be as strong anymore (I think), but her name still gives me butterflies and thinking of her face makes me feel so warm and the thought of being with her makes me want to smile so much my cheeks hurt... And here I am, thinking I was over her

big plans this easter (getting drunk‼️)