PoV: Tiktok Knows You Too Well

I'm okay eating with my family, even if I prefer to be by myself. But I fucking hate eating around others, even with friends it's difficult. So I'm fucking enraged that my sister's stupid boyfriend - who I absolutely hate, anyway - keeps eating with us. I like neither my sister nor him and them makes it so difficult because they always have me sit next to either of them.

Part of me wants to get better so badly, whereas on the other hand I want to get as bad as possible

as much as im the main factor of my downfall into this disorder i really hope one day i can recover and truly love myself as i am

not to self-diagnose, but something is definitely wrong here.

Dad bought me coke zero but the caffeine free one.... I guess it kinda defeats the purpose but imma enjoy it anyway because diet coke duh and that was really sweet of him to think of me

Crazy how fast you can get on the weird side of Pinterest

I just wanted to work out, but when I started the headache I was having all day just got so bad I almost cried holy shit how do I get rid of that?

I ate a banana today and it was huge. Seriously. Largest banana I've ever fucking seen I don't think it was real

Come on hip bones, don't be shy I promise I'll treat you kindly pleseaasse poke out alreadyyy

I just fucking binged and I hate myself

I stopped counting at some point but I must have definitely gone over 2000 calories and honestly, my day is ruined

I got a day off school today and it started off fine, I made plans and all and wouldn't have gone over my limit had I just stuck to them

But I had a weigh in and lost over 2 kg, and at some point I lost motivation to study and started eating and procrastinating...

Does that happen to anyone else?

I feel like such a fat stupid loser

How tf can I avoid binging on the weekends guys?? Pls send tips

"Nothing feels as good as water in an empty stomach"

Truuee but let me propose sf monster on an empty stomach