โก She/Her | BSD fan โก
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Why the fuck do i have the SILLIEST personality but the bitchiest resting face.
My professor was teaching but then paused, glared at me and asked me why i was "glaring" at her. Told her that it was my normal resting face but she DID NOT believe me.
He's so cutie patootie marshmallow pink sprinkles unicorn clouds cotton candy dreamland purple crabby crabs I WANTF TO EAT HIM AAAAHHHHH SAURRRR CUTEEEEEE ๐๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ช
Why do all the hottest fictional men have to be the babygirliest babygirls to ever babygirl.
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I ABSOLUTELY LOOOVVEEEE GRAVEYARD AESTHETIC AAAAHHHHHHH
It's Diwali + Samhain and I tried to look soft with a hint of spooks but I ended up looking like if Raquel (from Barbie) was real and was a witch lmao
Since the society is being a little too mean to me, I'm 'bout to pull an Akutagawa Ryuunosuke and make him my whole personality, y'all.
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FR GURLLL
Music
I think one of the most underrated topics when it comes to self-improvement is music. I mean it. No one really talks about it. And not in the โlisten to classical/jazz music, go to the opera, become a cultured individualโ way. In the โstop listening to music all the timeโ way.
And before jumping at conclusions, hear me out.
I am and Iโve always been a fan of music. I donโt have a type - I listen to everything that I like. I had so many phases - Taylor Swift, Ariana Grande, Justin Bieber, kpop, depressive music (letโs keep it a secret ok). You name it, Iโve been there.
For about two years, I listened to music nonstop. Not in the โmusic is my lifeโ way, but in the โletโs open spotify while Iโm getting dressed upโ kind of way. I was listening to music in the morning, after I woke up. I was listening while I was doing homework, while I was getting ready, while I was eating. All the time. And I liked it - itโs not like I was scrolling, right?
I only noticed everything two weeks ago, when I was in an awful mental state. I was feeling like the pressure was too much, like the world was too much. I couldnโt hear my thoughts. Why? Partly because of the music that I was listening to.
Letโs get back to the story. After that, I decided to search about the effect music (with lyrics, especially) has on people, and here, loves, is what I discovered:
Dopamine Desensitization: Excessive listening to highly stimulating music can lead to dopamine over-release, causing temporary pleasure desensitization, where one needs more intense stimuli to feel pleasure. Eventually, you may find it harder to feel good without intense music. Over time, this can feel almost addictive.
Dependency on Music: As many people do (and I am no exception), you might be tempted to use music as a coping mechanism, a way to escape the reality or regulate your stress levels. Over the time, though, this dependency may hinder emotional self-regulation and negatively impact your mental resilience.
False Cure for Loneliness: Listening to music is often perceived as a โcureโ for loneliness. Youโve probably experienced it. Songs are relatable - they talk about love, family, trauma and all that - and this the reason for the overconsumption. And loneliness, as we know, is the no. 1 cause of depression and mental illnesses. The thing is, which I hope you are aware of, the only cure for loneliness is meeting other people, socializing. Music makes you think everything is getting better. Well, no. Everything is getting worse.
Mood Manipulation: As well as music boosts your moodโฆit can always take it down. Letโs say you got a bad grade. You listen to depressive music. It feels good for a moment, right? Your feelings are validated. But then the trauma and the mommy issues come to light and that bad grade leads a feeling tsunami. Music wonโt let you live in the present. Wake up, love.
Internalizing Negative Messages: As a note to no. 4, humans tend to mimic everything they see and understand. So when a song is telling you that no one will miss you when youโre gone or some other bs, you believe it, huh? Because you are human. Youโve heard of the subconscious mind - find some other posts about it and read (I donโt have any, but there are plenty on tumblr - you can even find articles so dive in).
Overstimulation. Your brain is fried. Why, love, why? You need music 24/7? No, what you need is a walk in the nature and a therapy session, not living in a world inside of your head. When you canโt hear your thoughts and all you can hear are the lyricsโฆitโs time to stop. Please.
Note: by any means, I am not telling you to quit listening to music. What I want you to understand is that you have to live the present and be aware of your own feelings, without being influences by the break-up song of whatever singer. What I did after I noticed all this: I switched to classical music. It rebuilt my focus, it helps me stay calm and relieve stress and I donโt have to deal with the drama. Now, feel free to choose your own path. Or even keep listening to music if you think you can manage it - but stay present. Iโm telling you once again.
I hope this helps! Rya
โก We fell in love in October โก
I have no interest in reality. If anyone sees me in public, smiling and blushing at the wall, it ain't because of something that's happening on the scene. I just have a whole crazy makeout scenario of two non existent characters, goin on in mah head babes
God, I LOVE the shifting community!!
Not even God is allowed to judge me, I am the God anyways.
OH TO OWN A SQUISHMALLOW
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"Pray to the Lord, that baby... I'm yours."
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You're on the right path.
I love to see the ethereally gorgeous woman who lives inside the mirror; she tells me I'm just as lethally alluring and beautiful as the Moon, she tells me that she loves me, she tells me that I am kind, angelic, and strangely addicting to look at.
i'm so pretty; it hurts.
Me writing (i LOVEE writing)
nvm yall i feel hot af
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE SHIT AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO DIEEEEEE
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE SHIT AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO DIEEEEEE
After crying for twenty minutes continuously, that one red lip gloss and an Ayesha Erotica song single-handedly have the power to turn me into Adriana fucking Lima lmao
I love crying, even when I'm experiencing the situations which make me want to steal a gun and pew pew myself.
Let me tell you one thing.
Crying doesn't make you weak. Crying isn't bad. Crying isn't unhealthy and negative.
I am strong, and yes, I cry. Yes, we exist.
Crying is like releasing your pain in a healthy and comforting way. Crying is both biologically and psychologically benificial and is healthy. Crying is the healthiest and most comforting coping method.
When I have the shittiest days and come home, I cry it all out and just after LIKE TWO MINUTES, I turn into the hottest, most sassiet supermodel ever, putting on my lip gloss and trying cat walks and famous model walks. It's therapy. Once you cry it all out, you immediately feel better.
SCREAMINGF WITHOUGH THE S RNNN
fem dazass is hot af guys
Just read the new bsd chapter... literally fucking screamed when ryuu appeared. like i ACTUALLY just SCREAMED. the way i gasped, smiled, blushed, kicked my feet, rolled down the bed, giggled, and screamed. i just realised i am down bad for that man. RYUU HAS ALSO FORGOTTEN ABOUT ASSUSHIIII- ๐
I feel so fucking powerful knowing the fact that NO ONE has the power to hurt me, because I am genuinely grateful to be whatever crap I am, how ethereally gorgeous god made me and how much I love myself to the point that not even the stars and flowers, purple galaxies and beautiful trees, gorgeous red sunset and deep oceans don't match the level of lethal beauty I posses.