If I were to tell you all that hurts, if I were to open all my scars again, Oh darling would you let me bleed in your hands?
So much agony in your heart. Offer me a plate of your pain for it hurts me to see you suffering alone. Darling, let me suffer with you.
I hate when the voices around me fade because I cannot stop wondering if i even matter.
I have not much to give but I'll tear out my heart if you ask to hold it.
And maybe when the thrill fades we'll realize how we were never too far from drifting apart.
It's painful when your pain begins to feel painless....
-Sloth
Left with a bleeding heart,
An undying urge to crawl back to you.
All the shirts left behind burning in the hearth.
Was it really us that matter?
Or the ego you bring to the table?
All those flowers left at the doorstep,
I'll decorate your grave with them,
If not on your arrogance I will bury.
Don't beg for me in the evening,
When in morning you'll leave again,
Forget all the promises made,
Under the influence of my love.
You like to see me cry,
I like to see you bleed.
Your words, my feelings
My knife, your heart
A tragedy I will happily write
If you promise a last dance
Before we burn this house called love.
Sinking my teeth in, the warmth of his skin,
I'm haunting his nightmares, taunting his demons,
I'm the creature living in his closet,
The whispers when the light goes out,
I'm the demon in his mirrors, the insanity he's afraid of.
Candle light dinner with cherries and wine,
The food stays untouched, growing cold in night,
Cause he's the one I want in my plate,
The one I want to dissolve in my wine,
Take him like my schizophrenic pills.
Serve him in my plate like the prey caught,
To fulfill the craving of him that makes me crazy,
Rip him apart for me when he crawls to me,
When he's on his knees, ready to worship me,
Keep him in the glass case and lock it,
Keep him struck in the house of mirrors,
Where he will only come back to me.
Bury my bones when I die and let the tree grow over it. The branches will still shiver at the sound of your name.
And when I told you I loved the city, you set it on fire. Now I'm afraid to hand you my heart.
I hear the whispers of your thoughts, even when you stutter I know what you feel.
Look at me and let me read your eyes. I'll let you haunt my dreams.
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