Priorities I Think

TW VENT

So basically, I'm js gonna start from the beginning. this Wednesday that js went I came home from school put the kettle on to make tea blah blah blah, but then I look round and fucking see MY SCISSORS AND PLASTER BOX. so then I'm panicking, feeling violently sick and i go up stairs, cry little, wash my face. my mum tells me to do my hw and just sits in front of me the whole time and then I go to put everything away and leave but she fucking tells me to stay and talks to me abt how my sister burst into tears the other day in class because I told her my intrusive thought abt cutting my neck (I'm an idiot ik) but I even told her it was an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT. so yeah. and then she was asking if I want to die, I lied obviously. then she started guilt tripping me, so basically my friend had cancer (she's not anymore) and my mum asked me if my friend knew, I said yes and she was like, "imagine how she feels, she's been fighting for her life, and you've been damaging yours!". I mean, fair enough, but GOD. yeah. I'm gonna kms, oh wait no I can't. they've taken everything from me and apparently have been looking in my "secret" place for *months* now.

hahahaha, I'm doing great 👍

apparently everyone irl thinks it's my hobby to be ignored. especially my family

Kunikida: Dammit, Dazai! Dazai: What?! It wasn’t me! Kunikida: Sorry, force of habit. Dammit, Ranpo! Ranpo: Not me either. Kunikida: Oh...Then who set the agency on fire? Fukuzawa: *whistles*

side A and side B, two of the same coin.

these are my mutuals. they know who they are

More 15!Au cuz I love em <3

Osamu Dazai, No Longer Human

same, it's so annoying. plus she's like insufferably caring, it's suffocating

i hate how my mom is so ashamed of my scars. she makes me feel like an alien for having them and she refuses to let me wear short sleeves unless i have bandages covering them and she constantly buys me scars shit so i can get ‘rid’ of them

GÆ

Haven’t been able to get Game Of Thrones Wolfstar out of my head… 🐺⭐️

The Black House is a rich and powerful northern family, known for their close relationship to the crown and the small council, whilst the Lupins are a family of academics in Oldtown.

I’ve thought way too much about this tbh