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took a picture of the sirius star last night and this is what I got. we were doing an astrology thig at guides and Sirius was out, and Orion, Mars, Regulus, Jupiter and another planet but I forgor 😓

everytime someone said sirius my mind instantly went to Sirius Black

the obsession is taking over

everyone was calling it the dico star

Feeling like you're too much is honestly one of the worst feelings to possibly exist. It just feels like you need to stop being yourself and existing all together. It's like you crawl out of your own skin and laugh in disgust at what remains, it's pathetic. And so saddening.

I just think people who clean public spaces should make no less than $100,000 a year

c.ai when

i did not spend like hours here n bro jus goes like this omg

OKAY. where do ppl in England who are younger than 16 get blades from?

Making this healed something deep within me I almost cried

tcoptp moony <3

The first time Sirius called him ‘Moony,’ Remus’ stomach did something strange. The first time Sirius called him ‘love,’ Remus forgot how to breathe.

TW VENT

So basically, I'm js gonna start from the beginning. this Wednesday that js went I came home from school put the kettle on to make tea blah blah blah, but then I look round and fucking see MY SCISSORS AND PLASTER BOX. so then I'm panicking, feeling violently sick and i go up stairs, cry little, wash my face. my mum tells me to do my hw and just sits in front of me the whole time and then I go to put everything away and leave but she fucking tells me to stay and talks to me abt how my sister burst into tears the other day in class because I told her my intrusive thought abt cutting my neck (I'm an idiot ik) but I even told her it was an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT. so yeah. and then she was asking if I want to die, I lied obviously. then she started guilt tripping me, so basically my friend had cancer (she's not anymore) and my mum asked me if my friend knew, I said yes and she was like, "imagine how she feels, she's been fighting for her life, and you've been damaging yours!". I mean, fair enough, but GOD. yeah. I'm gonna kms, oh wait no I can't. they've taken everything from me and apparently have been looking in my "secret" place for *months* now.

hahahaha, I'm doing great 👍