Don’t like someone for what they could be and see them for who they are. Notice their flaws and shortcomings and ask yourself is this something I can deal with on a day to day basis? If not then don’t pursue it any further. You’re only setting yourself up to be disappointed in the future.
I fear ..if i am gonna lose everything that I have now. (Friends are temporary )
I fear, whether i will be left behind by my peers one day out of choice.
My mind always knocks on to this question ❓ Will I be anyone's first choice?
I hate sympathetic people just be empathetic
I kinda miss our talks.
the mortifying ordeal of admitting you do want to be loved vs the mortifying ordeal of not wanting ppl to pity you or feel bad for u vs the mortifying ordeal of wanting to reciprocate affection but being useless vs the mortifying ordeal of being careless with others and actually feeling bad vs the mortifying ordeal of being perceived as vulnerable at all.
“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”
— Unknown
The moment I set foot in my home ,there is a smooth switch in my mood. Instead of seeing me happy, you can find a dull face sitting in the corner of my dark room.
I try to isolate myself from people not knowing why. I give myself space and time to deal with some suppressed feelings that I had locked up in my mind with chains so that it doesn't bother me. I am somedays confused about my personality. I believe I'm a person who can not hide my true emotions. You can see my numb face if I'm sad, or you can see me excited and thrilled and talkative if I'm happy. I am open, and there's nothing to hide. I'm extremely bad at smiling when I am broken inside. People say women are good at hiding emotions. Well, I'm not one of those women.
“You will be too much for some people. Those aren’t your people.”
— Unknown
"The unknown is always more fascinating than the known."
-Pallace of illusion
Maturity is when you realize people can't give you what they can't give themselves, so you stop expecting loyalty from people who betray themselves, stop expecting honesty from people who lie to themselves, and stop expecting peace from people who are at war with themselves.
The wound is the place where the light enters you
— Trista Mateer, Honeybee