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Anxiety is a cruel tormentor
My will to live is protecting me
The mask of hypocrisy may hide the face, but it can never conceal the truth in one's heart.
I find myself caught in destructive patterns of thinking.
I'm afraid for myself
So, if I spend time with people who are nothing like me, it will broaden my horizon. If I think of risk as something to be understood and not eliminated, I draw the courage to act beyond fear. And if I do so in a manner that I am never entitled, I ensure that I grow in the process. This guarantees I am never limited by my self-imposed idea of what I am capable of doing.
I’m both clingy and a bully when I’m comfortable with you.
FACT
“Mental pain is less dramatic than physical pain, but it is more common and also more hard to bear. The frequent attempt to conceal mental pain increases the burden: it is easier to say “My tooth is aching” than to say “My heart is broken.”
— C.S. Lewis
Not knowing what you're going through is the worst part of any problem
In times of stress or crisis, close your eyes , count to three, and the open it , remember that "The past is gone, the world is a good place, and it's all going to be OK."
The Blind side
My inner child.. she used to be a quiet girl.. nobody talked to her..she had no friends.. she used to be alone..she talked very little..she is scared of her mom. But her adult version is different.. She got really amazing friends. She loves talking she loves to meet new ppl. She likes to do a lot of things. I think the inner child version is activated after that attack and now she has controlled my mind and body ..she is not willing to mingle. I, as an adult, am now scared of situations that once scared my inner child.
There are a few moments where I spend time with myself.. when my thoughts take over there is some heavy feeling in my chest, I become an unknown person, I feel like staying in isolation and breaking things and scream out loud...since I'm unable to do all those.. I scream without a voice and hands began to crawl over my face , I act like a mentally ill person , I feel like scratching my face, hitting myself, I just feel like destroying everything, my hands and legs crumbles and most of the time I scratch my face , I cry quietly. What is happening with me
It actually feels good when people are around you even if u r craving for a me time, and I realized that having too much of" me time" is depressing af
6/9/23
I'm not alrighttt
“I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few.”
— Katie Kacvinsky
I'm in a relationship with the mirror that projects the innermost shadow of me that is hidden within my eyes, heart and soul that smiles her heart out whenever she looked at by the other side of the mirror...she lives in my room , when I am not present...
I miss her a lot and her friends whom I call mine and close to me ...I am in a real relationship with her where we both are emotionally and
intimately bonded ...
I never knew how it felt like to be in a relationship... but if I ever got a chance to explore it..then ig I would try my best to make my partner feel good about themselves... everytime they feel low...I would comfort them and hug them tightly to remind them how much they mean to me, they r no less than a gem and let them know that I'm always there for you..to support you. That would be my relationship goal...
To make her happy.....everytime I hug the mirror ...I can feel her comfort and something magical arms wrapped around my body ...So...ladies and gentlemen, that's her.. I introduce u to my girlfriend..
My only aim is to make her happy and feel cherished..be with her during her failures and cheer her up in her Success.. I am there to listen to her worries...take her on a date...teach her how to hav fun with me...
“Some people hate the thought of being alone. I’m not like that. I love my solitude. I’m kind to myself. My feelings don’t get hurt. My energy’s not leeched. And it’s very peaceful.”
— Unknown
“You will be too much for some people. Those aren’t your people.”
— Unknown
— Trista Mateer, Honeybee
“So many years of education yet nobody ever taught us how to love ourselves and why it’s so important.”
— Unknown
“I want to write, but more than that, I want to bring out all kinds of things that lie buried deep in my heart.”
— Anne Frank, The Diary of a Young Girl
when ur not really happy but not sad either ur just……… voiding around
What's one sweet thing that happened today..?
Spotify made a Playlist for me based on the type of songs I prefer to hear...which I found so sweet.
I love you spotify💚
" For your peace of mind, do not try to understand everything. "
“The mind is beautiful because of the paradox. It uses itself to understand itself.”
— Adam Elenbaas
You will find it easier to accept that not everyone
chooses you and it’s okay because you respect and love yourself enough to let
go of the past and keep going to those who want you the same way and love
you for all what you are.
Even the wounds that you were certain had
been healed seem to be torn apart and cut wide open again. You will feel
small and insignificant but all at the same time unbearably heavy.