If I don't reply, well you know why ๐ช #vent #kms
I'm crying really bad, I need to cut, vomit, masturbate
The com of shame
I hate thinking and regretting my actions of eating or what I ate it's not cool. I break my promises to myself now I have to punish myself and think about it, living in regret and restricting myself, thinking about what I can do better for next time. Time out, throwing up in a corner until I get rid of all the dirt and ugly out of my small empty stomach and everywhere.
I so badly want a thigh gap the widest thigh gap AHHHHHHH #vent
Just thinking about my death is so... mortifying. Thinking about getting hit by a train is so... so difficult. Jumping off a cliff is scary but yet all a slow painful deaths. I can imagine my whimpers in pain. Idk #vent
Why am I always the blame for everything? Am I an easy bunching bag? Does your verbal abuse really know how to humiliate me? I guess I know why I always saw myself so low and ugly
Don't you just hate when your family talks shit about you even tho you never seen them nor talk to them sense you were born, like I'm sorry I never did anything but exist, sorry if my existence bothers you that much ill just try to kms or something to get out of your way ig. Tbh I don't even want to be here so.
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AH YEAH! KEEP THOSE THINSPO'S COMING IM FEELING IT!
I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?
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