I did it! I start my antidepressant today but I’m so nervous/not excited for side effects lol
I am cautiously optimistic that things will go well and I will feel better.
So far the thought of taking them is all hypothetical. Like I can’t imagine how it would feel to feel anything but what I always have.
Wish me luck!
the universe has a plan for you, even if you can't see it yet.
Edgar Allan Poe, from a letter to Mrs. Maria Clemm, July 1849
i'm blue 2025/04/30
Six months ago, I messaged you.
Maybe you never saw it, or maybe you just couldn’t reply. You couldn’t fall back in like I couldn’t when you reached out all those years ago.
Maybe we’ll chase each other around the world, through timezones and years, catching up when we can, for the rest of our lives.
Or maybe we can never fall back in.
Caramel // Sleep Token
so close and yet so far if only we had known from the start
Crashing out over an old lost love. A safe space for my thoughts and mild optimism. 2025She/They
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