Thank you for treating me the way I never knew I was supposed to be treated.
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
In letting them go, you are showing them the most love. And in that love, if it’s meant to be, they’ll come back.
- abby
I hope that years from now I run into you on the street.
I hope you remember everything the way that I do.
I hope it stings at you the way it stung me.
I hope regret haunts you like an ache.
I hope running into me makes you happy whilst simultaneously hurting you.
I hope you register that I’m doing well without you.
Because I know that when you look in the mirror, it’s my face that you see.
And you will never be able to run away from your inward reflection.
NOVOCAINE.
I know attention’s what she craves,
while you reminisce of now lost days.
Lying in the bed you made,
This cautionary tale of novocaine.
“Listed on my Wiki page,
There’s a list of whom I’d been betrayed,
Alongside accomplishments and accolades,
that you missed while you were away.
“That same list tells of who I’d claimed,
As lessons I’ll take to the grave,
Those lessons struck me, taught me, trained,
You made me “love” tasting blood and pain.
“We both knew you’d never change,
And thus so, you set the stage,
to view the downfall of your name.
A name I now push from my brain.
“I chewed and bit my lips by day,
To stop from talking, as to not say
How much I hate you, but I refrained,
Because my mother taught me ‘Grace’.
“But I grew tired of this relay.
Why should I be the one to maintain
This toxic joke you call a family?
I grew up, while you grew afraid.
“That’s what kept me alive and sane,
Yet what keeps you quiet and ashamed.
The fact that your love slowly drained,
And it’s all on you, your choice, your mistake.
“All your promises were fake,
Waited for that phone that never rang,
The gardens of my mind I raked,
My own sanctuary, I’d make.
“The anger and fury that burns away,
your scorching guilt will never fade.
And at night you’ll lie awake.
while your dreams die, your ‘heart’ slowly breaks.
“You search for forgiveness everyday,
Desperately reaching out in vain,
hoping to grasp a new blank slate,
but you and I know that’s insane.
“You look in the mirror but see my face,
It’s too late now, you can’t escape.
A hollow shell is what remains,
The colors gone, it’s all plain.
“Behind that ‘bride’ of yours who’s vain,
Who’s really more your ball and chain,
She only said yes to have a way,
To meet those bills she couldn’t pay.
“So let this be your take-away,
Two have always played this game.
You’ve learned victory you can’t claim,
And I now walk a different place,
“I see your life stuck on this page,
From which you can’t turn, it’s in flames.
It makes me relieved to finally say,
‘From you, I’m the one who got away’.”
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
“I stand outside looking at the moon, thinking of you somewhere also bathed in its light.”
…
first
twenty-third 🍁
twenty-eighth
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
“I saw the back of someone who looked like you and my heart skipped a beat.”
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
Sorry about the clothes on my back being in the way when you stabbed me
…
first
second
third — one, two
fourth
sixth — one, two, three
eleventh
twelfth — one, two
fourteenth
fifteenth
twenty-first — one, two
twenty-eighth
twenty-ninth
LOVE, DEAR ABBY
“In a place as dark as this, you’re bound to be a light for someone.”
- abby