Hating yourself is so draining.
The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.
The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.
The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".
The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.
The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.
The feeling of waking up.
The feeling you'll never recover.
“Where do you see yourself in the future”
Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.
It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day
Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?
there is no place in this world for people like me
I’ll always be the ugly friend, the friend that nobody ever finds attractive, the insecure friend, the depressed friend, the friend with social anxiety, the dumb friend, the always left out friend, the useless friend.
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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