It’s crazy to me that there are people out there who never thought about killing themselves even once where as I think about it 24/7 every single day
unfortunately, I'm very much still alive and kicking.
I keep throwing up wtf
I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.
having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them
I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts
begging god to tell me why he made me this way
I should've ended it.
How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?
Stop acting like you know everything about me.
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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