Mari-0910 - Mari☆

Apparently this needs to be said so

Forgetting things is morally neutral! Memory issues are morally neutral!

You're not a bad person if you...

forget things quickly

forget people

can't remember entire stages of your life

can't remember important things

can remember some things very well and forget other things all the time

can't remember things (or anything!) about your interests

forget to eat, sleep, go to the bathroom, etc

forget to reply to texts

remember things and immediately forget them again

can't remember birthdays, events, etc

frequently answer 'I forgot' to questions

can't retain new information

forget things you used to know

only remember things when it's too late

have vague, distorted and/or unreliable memories

depend on others to know how an event you were in played out

have other symptoms that are worsened by memory issues and vice versa

... and anything else I might have missed!

“Omg, I’m finally healing”

(It’s been one second without my mind self sabotaging and I’ll have one of those thoughts within the next second)

It hurts.

I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.

I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts

they said it’d get better, it’s been years and it’s still the same

please just make it stop

im just so fucking tired

i dont wanna do this anymore

Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.

i hate thinking about my life