“Omg, I’m Finally Healing”

“Where do you see yourself in the future”

Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.

Yk it’s getting really bad when you want to get worse than before.

I wanna cry, but i am at school what do i do?

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

I really want to end it all right now, its so damn tiring. What's the point in living anyways? I can't even bring myself to seek help anymore, why bother asking for help? I should just end it all, why i am hesitating? I am already tired, i don't see myself getting better either.

- I Guess the Old You is a Ghost (#589: June 25, 2014)

I hate living, but i don't wanna die because something is holding me back, but i don't know what it is and it's killing me.

god i want to end it all so bad

I promised myself i would stop cuttting, i guess some promises are meant to be broken.

I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them