I promised myself i would stop cuttting, i guess some promises are meant to be broken.
the urge to die and become nothing becomes stronger every day
Stop acting like you know me.
I wanna kms already
I don’t want to be another mistake in someones live.
I hate living, but i don't wanna die because something is holding me back, but i don't know what it is and it's killing me.
How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?
Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.
The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.
The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.
The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".
The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.
The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.
The feeling of waking up.
The feeling you'll never recover.
fighting the urge to skip my classes and relapse in the bathroom
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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