I Have A Distinct Memory Of Laying In My Bed As A Kid And Wishing With All My Heart That I Would Get

I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.

I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.

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Why do you hate me so much? I'm trying my best, but it's never enough for you.

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mari-0910
1 year ago

Why i am so special in your eyes? Why do you like me so much? I wish i was a better person, i am so sorry.

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1 year ago

I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.

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1 year ago

begging god to tell me why he made me this way

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mari-0910
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fuck, i woke up, i’m still alive

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1 year ago

Stop acting like you know everything about me.

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I failed at trying to get rid of myself. It hurts

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My brain is so fucking loud.

I need it all to stop.

Everything.

I can't keep living this life anymore.

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I fucking hate my life.

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"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."

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