Everything hurts, i have chronic pain everywhere. I dont want to do anything. It huts, it hurts. Where is your humanity for me? Am i sub-human in your eyes? Dont you get it? IT HURTS. I cant eat, i cant sleep, i cant do anything without pain. Do i deserve it? Is that what you think?
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jirai blogs
Im 15, and im purely addicted to something that will kill me.
Why does being really sleepy either make u feel mellow and content or like you're going to actually kill yourself for real this time & no in-between
GUYS, I JUST DONT GET IT.
Why is being in recovery called “being clean” but its the dirtiest you’ve ever fucking felt, i constantly feel dirty for even covering them(⭐️’s) in the first place. AND NOT EVEN TALKING ABOUT SHOWERING. sometimes all i can do is stare and them and miss the blood. I really dont even understand why im clean, its not like i want to. Being clean just feels like means to end, like its just a break and ill get right back to it.
AND DONT GET ME STARTED WHEN IT COMES TO PEOPLE SEEING YOUR ⭐️’s,
God forbid, i get a little confidence and act normal and not some freaky creep. Like what compels a person to see someone with ⭐️’s and point at them and say suff.
LIKE WHAT THE DUCK.
Honestly, life’s been great ever since i started measuring time i had to wait in songs XD
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Customize my book too hard now I can’t read in public😒