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omg i love this

i need thissss

what ☆ving did for me as a pre T transboy ^___^!!!

went from double d's to small a's

xs binders are too big

i can pass in a bra and baggy shirt or even normal shirt

everyone thinks im a cis femboy if im not binding!

thinner thighs = more masc build

LITTLE BOYS MINECRAFT BOXERS 😎

my face is less fat and i can see my jawline a bit more!

i pass easier and even tho i have long dyed hair and earrings!

i get more boys calling me cute and assuming im cis!

"dude you look malnourished?!"

its easy to wear old female trousers around my waist

i can dress fem and still pass!

my voice is high pitched but if i look tiny then its fine bc i must just be a small guy ^__^

i have abt 20+ lbs to lose still, but i lost 60+ lbs and went from a fat ugly girl to a boy who gets asked out way too many times and seen as moderatley attractive :p

things you can do despite your sense of guilt

- go for a walk even if you think you don’t deserve it

- have a snack even if you think you don’t deserve it

- take a break from studying even if you think you don’t deserve it

- reach out to someone even if you think you don’t deserve it

- demand, have needs and wants even if you think you don’t deserve it

- make it through the day even if you think you don’t deserve it

- feel mentally exhausted albeit seeming physically fine

- feel the sense of abandonment despite the company of those around you

- go to bed early despite not having done much according to your mental routine

- let out a deep breath even if you think you weren’t holding one back

so cute (つ≧▽≦)つ

song jia , jennie kim and wonyoung affirmations

꒰ა i have the most beautiful aura ever, when i walk into a room everyone looks at me in awe

꒰ა i’m the ultimate it girl, i have it all

꒰ა i’m on everyone’s mood board, i’m who everyone wants to be

꒰ა i have angelic beauty, i look heaven sent and just give off otherworldly beauty

꒰ა i’m effortlessly beautiful. i wake up beautiful , go to bed beautiful i live beautiful. beauty is all around me in every aspect

꒰ა i’m a muse

꒰ა i’m so perfect and so beautiful i deserve to be in museums and galleries

꒰ა i attract abundance, love and kindness

꒰ა i’m barbie personified

꒰ა i don’t care about what anyone has to say about me because i know im the person everyone wishes they were

꒰ა i act the way i want to be treated

꒰ა i can make a room quiet just by walking in

꒰ა i’m highly magnetic and i leave everyone shocked with my charm, presence and charisma

꒰ა i have people wanting more of me because i draw them in

꒰ა i’m always true to myself and confident

꒰ა i’m so mesmerizing and enchanting i attract people on another level like a spell

꒰ა i don’t let any negativity get to me, i’m so unbothered, unfazed and nonchalant towards hate because i’m better than it

꒰ა i have the best self concept ever , my mindset is on top of everything

꒰ა i’m irresistible , i get what i want no matter what.

꒰ა i love myself

xtra ⤹

vaunting : it’s so hard being so beautiful, everyone looks at me and i’m automatically the center of attention, i turn heads wherever i go because people are always sucked into to my presence. i have the most beautiful and perfect self concept ever. everything always works out for me and it’s so crazy how successful i am because i’m so worthy of everything i desire

quote : "as soon as we succeed in transforming ourselves, the world will melt magically before our eyes and reshape itself in harmony with that which our transformation affirms." - neville goddard

thank you for reading and sharing if you did i really appreciate it and i hope you enjoy this:) these were highly requested so i hope this helps. until next time!

ఇ  lei

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