i pray so often for my friends and chosen family, but i just know that no one is out there praying for me.
i’m splitting on you so hard my sebastian wilder it’s not even funny
my therapist has no idea how bad she fucked up LMFAO. like- you think he thinks about me??? really??? no no no dez idc if he feels bad about what he did, he still thinks about me??? 🥺🥺🥺
michael and lucifer. the militant and the fallen.
i’m having constant nightmares anymore. this isn’t fucking fair.
i hope everything gets easier soon. or at least funnier.
i just wish to be perceived as gentle and kind. that’s it, that is truly all i want.
it hurts to know this will never be.
i just want to be pretty. i want to be good and sweet. i hate being this way. i hate myself. i hate the world for turning me into this monster. i hate it all.
made it 2/3 of the way through my therapy workbook. taking these broken wings and learning to fly, slowly but surely.
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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