i hate being alone. i cannot stand it for some reason when the thoughts are bad. it’s just me and the voices tn fr :/
ugh i’m bored, need a new fp to obsess over to keep shit interesting. 🙄
i’m obviously sad how hard would it be to say you love me, or maybe try sending something to cheer me up? anything?
don’t stalk spotifies unless you want to be fighting back tears in the bathroom LMFAO :’/
having a personality disorder is so ridiculous. like girl the abandonment hasn’t happened just yet, CHILL OUT !!!
i’m having constant nightmares anymore. this isn’t fucking fair.
i miss her. so much that i can’t sleep at night anymore. nor can i shake the lead from my bones. i don’t know what to do- there’s nothing i can do but feel the pain wash over me like the waves crashing right outside my window tonight.
blackout poetry from a list of reasons i should not reach out to the bad people who i still love.
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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