life has gotten so bad. i don’t have anything in me left to give. i don’t know how i’m supposed to do my homework today. i just can’t anymore.
better off without you michael- you’re just my eternal sunshine </3
call me crazy but i think nightly hypnotherapy might actually be helping?? like i notice i just wake up sm more pleasant when i do it vs when i don’t?? do i actually go find a real hypnotherapist now??
her name is Laura. and i failed her and my bad brain forgot her name for so long. i’m so sorry Laura, i am.
i miss him so much. i miss his quick wit, i miss his comforting presence, i miss the constant companionship, i miss the everything about him.
it’s so hard missing someone your brain created, that because i am doing better they took my friend away.
i don’t know what to do, how to fix this pain.
Gabriel or Lucifer, the sinner or the saint, Heaven or Hell?
the 7 of cups.
Gods please guide me, i pray for divine judgement, i pray for peace. I pray to stop being a horrible person.
i wish you didn’t get distant and i didn’t turn mean.
i miss you every damn day.
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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