Venting Lmao

TW: "sewerslide" mention!!!

Venting lmao

Uhm so I've been going through it honestly. But I hate it because I'm pretty sure it's all just me and it's in my head as it usually tends to be.

Anyhow, long story short I've been feeling worse than ever and keep contemplating just giving up on everything. It's not even shifting it's just I feel that I genuinely can't. do anything. even the knowledge or the hope that I can js get out of here isn't helping. I keep crashing out honestly. I haven't felt like this in so long I was so sure I would never feel downright bad. I'm genuinely literally just putting pity on myself atp and it doesn't help thinking about it. but I cant ask for help they don't want to reach out to anyone, they wont let me.

But I want to try even if for just one last time to make it through. I would like to shift today, or even just change my state of mind despite it being really goddamn hard for me right now. I just hope it won't be my last time.

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RICKY WHEN I CATCH YOU RICKY

Friend and I finished sk8 and now it's to your eternity... jus say you hate me/j


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3 months ago

guys if u get scripted into my musician dr(s) do u wanna have beef on the internet for shits and giggles but irl be good friends ( •̯́ ^ •̯̀)


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3 months ago

NEBULA'S REASONS TO SHIFT ; #3

✧ My love interests/s/o in my DRs! I adore them dearly


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2 weeks ago

People who say that nationality, race, gender, sexual orientation, or anything else cannot or should not be changed whenever somebody shifts is not ready to talk about past lives and how you have literally been everything and anything and anyone.

I remember being male. I remember being a gay male, a straight male with a wife and kids. I have been women from all parts of the globe.

And so have you.

The thing is, we are incapable of understanding the full scope of reality. We're just barely scratching the surface. The same can be said about our understanding of time. We know now that time is not linear - that all time: past, present, and future exists simultaneously. Therefore, all of those people who you have been in a past life, you currently are still them.

The only divisions among us are those that are created by social constructs. And police by us or members of society that choose to believe in them and uphold them, that's it. Does it make them true. In fact in most cases social constructs are proven to be completely false prime example of that is the idea of genders versus sexes. One is biological dictated by chromosomes, mutations, and genetic variations of hormones and many other things we are just understanding- and the other is a social construct.

We are all the same, you, me, and everyone else. We're all the same consciousness. All of your experiences past, present, and future are currently going on at the same time- for all time. Just as everyone else's is. Reality is this:

There are no barriers. No limitations. No rules.

Follow your heart. Do what feels right, because it is.

2 months ago

Gonna meditate before sleeping to a sub hehe

I'm awake, again☆ I had a dream where shifting was mentioned all over (probably because I was still listening to the sub while asleep but...)

Anyhow I'm gonna do more stuff prolly, we'll see


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3 months ago

GONNA ACTUALLY LOCK IN AND TRY (TO NOT FALL ASLEEP DURING) THE VOID STATE METHOD‼️🪄💫


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2 months ago

Just wanted to say this since I struggle with it as well.

You are not selfish or mean for shifting to escape

You are not selfish or mean for shifting for love

You are not selfish or mean for scripting a diff family

You are not selfish or mean if you feel jealous that other people have shifted and you haven’t (your feelings are valid and don’t ignore them)

You are not selfish or mean if you can’t remain positive 24/7 (this is toxic positivity and is bad for your mental health)

It’s okay to feel sad, mad, angry, upset, jealous, or tired. Don’t ignore those feelings, it won’t help.

Take a breath, you may feel stuck but you aren’t. The universe is not out to get you, they love you and so does your subconscious.

YOU WILL SHIFT

ily so much and please believe in your capability to do anything you desire! ❤️


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3 weeks ago

“shifting showed me the will to live a thousand lives, when i didn’t even have the strength to live one.”

4 weeks ago

THANK U FOR TAGGING IM SORRY THIS IS SO LATE <3

last song: Gardenia by Malice Mizer

favorite color: secret infinite option

last book: (I think this was it??) Buttermilk Road by Thomas Turner

Last TV show: Keep Your Hands Off Eizouken!

sweet/savoury/spicy: no idea, I vary always but I think I want spicy rn?

last thing I googled: everglades

looking forward to: permashifting frfr

current obsessions: my current main DR and Katamari Damacy (along with Peeps for some reason)

tagging @ anyone who wants to join! (I don't rlly want to tag since I'm so late but yk)

Tagged by @detnylaharper 💖😊

Last Song: Burn - Night Traveller (Such a beautiful song)

Favorite Color: I love the colour blue :) And I love when it's paired with the colour purple, pink and yellow..

Last Book: ah.. shit 🤣🤔hmm... tough one 'cause I tend to alternate between books. It might have been Heart of the moors by Holly Black

Last TV Show: High School Musical: The Musical: The Series. I have been re-watching (while giffing)

Sweet/Savory/Spicy: A lot of these questions got me saying fuck or shit 🤣Damn.. This really depends on what I feel like, eh? Right now... I could go for something spicy.

Last thing I googled: I can't remember for the life of me what the last thing was 'cause my search clears once I leave the browser. I do remember googling 'What does the royal family actually do?' 🤣... I still don't know though. And also 'dumb shit people name their kids' some honorable mentions (from a text about it, that I sent to a friend):

Audio science

X AE A-12

Sno filmon dot come cozart (what the actual fu-- )

Starscream Anakin

John John John (first, middle and last name)

Baby girl

Crystal wineglass

I'm not kidding.

Looking Forward To: My birthday 🎉I don't know why I get so excited every year tho 🤣 I don't think I've ever had a really good birthday. Maybe it's just how much I love the idea of birthdays. And then ofc there's cheesecake, but I could literally eat it whenever I want. But, it's different when it's your birthday... makes it all the more enjoyable. 'Cause it's your special day and not 'cause you're treating yourself just 'cause you deserve it.

Current Obsessions: oooo... I don't really have any new ones. I just keep recycling the old ones. Mostly just whatever I gif or even reblog about :)

Tagging: ( If you feel like answering some questions, or you're bored. It's okay too, if you don't feel like it! )

@thesassywitchofthenortheast @bradfordchxn @bronx-bomber87 @woolenhumpbackwhale @apple-grass-and-smiles @signed-manny @theawkwardanglophile @bintrowsa

If I haven't tagged you and you happen to be following me... feel free to just give it a go :)


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