Thesemidnightthoughtss - Midnight Thoughts

“I don’t want to be in love with you anymore. Every second I love you, is every second bereft of peace. Every second loving you is every second me struggling to breathe. I desperately need to fall out of love with you.”

— unrequited love

Benjamin Fondane

if you can’t handle me at my worst that’s understandable cause i can’t either

I miss you so much...

I wish you were here...

I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here

Can you please end this if you don’t want me? Because I can’t. I can’t do it. I won’t be able to forgive myself for ending it if we had a chance. And some part of me desperately clings to that tiny chance. Maybe it’s all in my head. I don’t know which it is. So please just do it. Because I can’t make sense of what you want anymore. It’s an earnest request, leave me if you want to.

Just put me out of my misery.