Thank U Dad For The Irreparable Psychological Suffering 💓

“I don’t want to be in love with you anymore. Every second I love you, is every second bereft of peace. Every second loving you is every second me struggling to breathe. I desperately need to fall out of love with you.”

— unrequited love

i’ve been suicidal for so long that i’ve just been assuming i wouldn’t live even as long as i have so i never thought about anything long term and now i have no idea what i’m going to do and i’m more afraid to live than i ever was to die

If they act like they can live without you, let them

oh u got the metnal illnes?

Can you please end this if you don’t want me? Because I can’t. I can’t do it. I won’t be able to forgive myself for ending it if we had a chance. And some part of me desperately clings to that tiny chance. Maybe it’s all in my head. I don’t know which it is. So please just do it. Because I can’t make sense of what you want anymore. It’s an earnest request, leave me if you want to.

Just put me out of my misery.

“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”

— Neil Gaiman

I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here

Fun Fact: I can’t do this anymore