“Just Because Someone Hurts You Doesn’t Mean You Can Simply Stop Loving Them. It’s Not A Person’s

"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black.  But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go to bed again."

Lately it’s getting really hard to think about how much others will hurt if I kill myself. I don’t wanna hurt anymore. I’m tired of living because I don’t want to cause pain to others. Who is thinking about how much living is destroying me.

I never thought that our happy moments could turn into sad memories.

do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing

i don’t know why i feel sad, but i’m tired of feeling this way

i am not enough and it’s eating me alive

Ever hated yourself so much that the only thing you could is think about is punishing yourself and making yourself suffer? Doing every self destructive thing you can think of. Wanting to harm yourself because there’s so much hate. And you don’t know how to deal with it without taking it out on yourself

I can’t imagine a future. It feels as if I’m not meant to be here

I don’t want to hurt people with my death

Instead I hurt myself with my existence