I’ll be here waiting for you. I want you to know that if you ever decide that you want me, I’m here. I’ve always been incredibly stubborn much to my own dismay. And it’s not going to be any different this time. So I will wait for you. Maybe you will come back, probably you won’t. But I’m not going to stop waiting for you.
I’m not giving up on us.
thank u dad for the irreparable psychological suffering 💓
I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours
I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.
Do you ever feel like no matter how much you connect with someone they will never be as attached to you as you are to them?
“Nothing better than memories, and there is nothing worse than them.”
— Anton Chekhov
“Living with anxiety is like being followed by a voice. It knows all your insecurities and uses them against you. It gets to the point when it’s the loudest voice in the room. The only one you can hear.”
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On most days it just hits me why am I even trying to put any effort at doing anything when all it leads to failure in a life I don’t even fucking want.
“If I’m isolating myself, shutting everything and everyone out, it’s a sign it’s getting bad again.”
— (via devouring—despair)