I'm Oddly Calm For All The Things Rushing Through My Mind.

I have yet again been encouraged to stay out of the public eye and keep to myself at school.

someday, everything is going to turn out okay. you'll wake up with no blisters, no bruises, no scratches. you'll go about your day like normal, surrounded by people who care for you. you'll laugh and joke with them like you always have, and it will be easy to forget the hard times you had before.

it's all going to be okay.

stay safe.

thank you so much. there's so much going on that i don't even put in my blog but words like these make me feel cared about. I know there are people supporting me out there more then ever right now. Thank you for your kind words.

Don't ever tell someone yes just to please them or to save them.

Trust me.

That's why this happened in the first place.

hey if you're seeing this please send me asks or something i wouldnt mind interaction.

I finally finished cutting off everyone who made me worse. All of them. Including D.

My growth and progress will only be stronger now. I can prove it

One of my best online friends is dying in the hospital right now.

He has a brain tumor and he's going in for surgery. He might die and he might go braindead depending on how the surgery goes.

His parent's don't care enough to be there with him so the only person with him is his therapist.

Please don't let one of the good ones die, God. I know he'll go to heaven, but he can't leave yet. He has so much ahead of him.

Ch if you die I don't know if I could handle it.

Please god take away this false angel she’s rotting my brain and trying to control just like they all used to.

Except this time she’s up front about it.

This isn’t about anyone who’ll see this.

you should just block her if you hate her that much?

Wish you luck

I'm planning on it. I just don't know how far she'll go to keep me around because shes obsessive.

Thank you, as usual :)

Ch almost died today but he made it through the surgery. I’m so glad he’s still alive.

He’s a great person

maybe if D paid attention to ANYTHING i've said, she would know that im not interested in her

You've done enough damage, D. Leave my life once again