I Made A Joke About Devil May Cry And My Friends Didnt Get It Cuz They Dk What I Am So Now Im Being Roped

i set off an explosive reaction just now didn't i

What have I done?

This isn’t how I imagined it

I don’t blame you

Why are you blaming yourself?

It’s going to be okay.

You’re going to be okay

If you’re okay I’ll be okay

Everything is going to be okay

"Goodnight bro, see you tomorrow"

He doesn't understand how much I needed to hear that, to know that he's going to spend time with me willingly. Sometimes it feels like people only talk to me because I initiate, but hearing those simple 5 words made everything feel okay. I feel like I'm back in 8th grade, making plans to go over and hang out in his backyard I feel like I'm free from all my troubles that came later. I'm free from the changes that I never wanted to make and were forced on me by... some bad people.

I feel like the person I want to be again. I feel like I am who I should be and who I would have been if not for all the shit I've went through.

I hope this feeling stays around for a while.

I hope he says those words again tomorrow. "Goodnight bro. See you tomorrow" Goodnight, bro.

I'll be here, enjoying the feelings those words gave me. It will be a good night.

Lost my breakfast to take my medication.

At least I’ll be able to regulate and hide better

I haven’t digested anything other then a handful of snacks in the last 48 hours because i lose my breakfast whenever i take my meds, I don’t get lunch money anymore, and I can’t bring myself to eat dinner for some reason.

I want to give you space.

What do I do if I see you in that stairwell?

I don’t know what to do.

i wont be like him anymore

the parallels are done for good.

"...You're strong. I know you are..."

What an oddly familiar phrase. What an odd thing to tell me.

Thank you, Opal. I'm glad I stopped you back then.

I hope Ch lives.

Don't ever tell someone yes just to please them or to save them.

Trust me.

That's why this happened in the first place.

Ignoring the false angel's sugarcoated words. She's worse then me and she tries making me worse. I don't need that. Goodbye D