Me, Talking About My Oc: “…and His Personal Mission Is To Find And Catalogue Every Single Magical

Dnwkdnwkndkwnrn YOUR ART. YOUR ART >>>>

ahhhhh thank you sm bluet!!!!!! I really appreciate that!!!! That genuinely means so much to me like incomprehensible-mspaint-doodle-of-unidentifiable-creature-sobbing levels of gratitude !!(unrelated but I’ve been using that analogy everywhere and I just realized it’s entirely possible no one has a clue what I am referring to lol) (also this means so much especially because I really admire your art!!!)

come on Joel! You can do it! Win that series! 7th times the charm! Cause if you lose me the betting pool a seventh time in a row I will personally come and murder you ^^! for legal reasons that was a joke.

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*shuffles papers* uhh don’t gamble, kids.

(Just wanted to clarify: we don’t bet real money. My sister, a couple of neighbors, and I make a life series betting pool where you are allowed to contribute basically anything but money. Sometimes it’s normal things like a bag of candy or a favorite book, and sometimes someone decides put their 3-D printer on the line. For Jimmy. The printer now lives happily in its new home. Occasionally the original owner is permitted to use it. Anyway it’s all for fun and we all go in knowing there is a chance that we will lose our bets. So far I have lost three different books, the label maker, the rights to pick what’s on tv for a year, and a bag of glitter for Joel.)

also, the reason he has skizz sleeves is because we all like to ruin the surprise for ourselves as soon as we can. Curse you name mc /silly.

You better not lose me my MCR: The Black Parade poster Joel, or I’ll. I’ll. I’ll. Um. I don’t know what I’ll do, but it’ll be real bad. Be scared.

alt versions below the cut vvv

What a. Completely normal distance to stand apart.

also I drew this and retrospectively it looks a lot more suspicious than I meant it to lol I just meant to put their faces really close together for sillys. Also for people seeing this who are looking at the og picture and saying wow are you sure that’s actually them should give a big round of applause to obscurettafficscreencaps for verifying that this is indeed a screenshot of my two favorite idiots based solely upon their shoes. If they took the screenshot then double applauding for picking this specific moment to immortalize on the internet forever.

also again this is only for sillys I just couldn’t resist when I saw the og picture.

a silly sketch of life series zombie Cleo!

Just something low effort for today cause I’m mega tired! I haven’t really drawn them much so it was fun to figure out my design for them. Love how the hair ended up coming out. Also to clarify, their hair is held up by one of those clipper grabber comb claw clips, idk what those things are called. I also put some other clips in their hair with little leaves of them like how c!cleo has leaves in their hair.

I know I have not been posting as much, and that’s because I’ve decided that I’m not gonna drive myself insane trying to get a real following for fandom art, which unless you are selling your fanart, which I am not, is a purely recreational engagement. I am also going to give myself the freedom to shitpost somtimes as well, because I seem to have forgotten that this is in fact my blog, that I can post whatever I like on lol. Like, have any of you considered that Joel’s laugh at the end of wild life is the same laugh as jack from last kids on earth??? Like I heard it and was like immediately “is that jack lkoe?” (Idk if other people abbreviate it, that’s a long ass title I’m not typing that out lol) I’ve decided that I literally do not care how many notes I get anymore because willful ambivalence is better than extreme anxiety and burn out lol. So, I’ll still be taking art reqs and stuff, but expect a LOT more sketch pages, OCs, fanart for other fandoms, and long rambling paragraphs. Hopefully. Or I’ll vanish for months at a time. Who knows? The point is, this is a personal blog, so I want to use it more as a space to be. Just a person. Anyway, bye!

Hello! You asked for characters and numbers so, uh, here's some :D

Characters: Scott, Gem, Martyn, Joel, Pearl

Numbers: 5, 3, 6, 4, 10

Oh my gosh Rain thank you sm!!! I got a drawing ask from deityoftherain I feel so famous lol. Unfortunately I don’t have the time to get to all of them right now, but I’ve got one done, and hopefully in the future when I have more time I can do more of them (I'm particularly excited by the one I have planned for Scott, flower husbands my beloved they were literally my first fandom love, so I neeeed to do a piece with them)

but yeah here is my piece for my number 4 song: Sleep, by My Chemical Romance, with Pearlescent Moon

I wanted it to feel like a glitchy and vaguely haunted old cassette tape, because that’s always what I picture when I hear the recording in the beginning of the song. I didn’t quite manage to capture the vibe I was going for, but I’m proud of the drawing overall. Also I messed up the lyrics slightly- it’s good night not good bye -and it’s driving me insane but I don’t have time to fix it lol. Also 4:42 is the length of the song. Ramble about why I chose red pearl for this piece under the cut (I will admit it was something of a coin flip between whether this song would go to Pearl or Joel, but in the end there was another song on the list that I really wanted to use Joel for. Also Joel would never feel bad about the murder lol /silly) vvvvvvvvv

This song feels so Pearl to me because it’s talking all about how haunted the person feels (technically The Patient from the black parade but I just tried to go off of what the individual song is about rather than the album lore) by all of the bad things they’ve done in the past, claiming not to feel bad and saying their irredeemable, while simultaneously condemning themselves and torturing themselves with guilt. They don’t think they’re worthy of being saved because of “the monsters that [they’ve] been” and sort of switching back and forth between a sort of morbid joy at the freedom of giving in to being unforgivable because they don’t have to search for forgiveness and a terrible sorrow and regret and fear at the destruction in their past, the loss that they caused themselves and are now suffering for, the guilt over the people they’ve hurt. They see no redemption for themselves, and feel both pain at the horrors that set them on this path and peace at letting their worst natures consume them, no longer having to try to walk backwards and instead marching forwards on the path of darkness and, if we tie it back to the album lore, the parade of death. If you have to be there, why not take the lead?

Hi sorry if this is invasive but are u trans? Just wondering :)

Yep! Glad to know the people can tell lol

Other deep dark secrets of mine:

I am what is affectionately (?) known as a disaster bisexual

I am 4”11 meaning that every single one of the hermits would tower over me

I’m ace! Not aro though, I’m very much a sappy romantic, to my eternal annoyance

I like listening to a mix of my chemical romance and the magic the gathering soundtrack, which is an extremely weird taste in music to be sure

speaking of magic, that’s like my favorite thing ever and it’s my personal goal in life to have my art on an mtg card.

and speaking of My Chem, I can’t go to the concert they are doing soon and not to cause a panic guys but it’s kinda the literal end of the world

Anyway I’m glad the secret is out now so I can make all those gay jokes I’ve been wanting to tell. Also your welcome/apologies for including all the bonus Ian trivia, I’m just  cool  weird Like that. Also I’m terrible at keeping secrets and have been dying to tell. Also: Thank you anon for asking! Any type of ask makes my day, and I greatly enjoy getting to spill the tea on any sort of secret

I saw Etho in his episode playing around with the wind charges and talking about how he wanted to use them to climb walls “like a real ninja”, so I thought I’d draw him doing just that:

My drawing of Gem and Joel that I did for Bluet! We’ll see if she finds this teehee.

The pose is based off of one of the photos from my collection of Gerard and Mikey Way having chaotic sibling energy, because yes I will be making everything about MCR until the I-missed-their-concert blues wears off.

(Also bluet if you do find this I saw your post about collabs and I would love love love to collab again sometime but first I’ve got get the thirty wips I’ve got half finished done, dusted, and posted, plus this big project which may or may not happen)

OG photo beneath the cut

An argument against the car symbol is that drawing cars is harder than circles (planets)