Venting-intothevoid - …

Naming a character after your abuser and killing his ass >>>>>>>>>>>

having a hard time caring about anything, feels inevitable that i will kill myself

sometimes i wonder why i even bother with writing lol

nobody:

me: *likes a post*

my ocd: was that post you liked actually good? what if that person is secretly bad and people find out and then you're a bad person by association because you liked their post? what if this post has secret dogwhistles that you don't know about? and by liking it that means you agree with it! reread it 30 times until all the words don't even seem like words anymore and the meaning is mush! what? you can't tell if it is a bad™ post? see, you actually are a bad person because a good person would be able to tell. you are going to hell now! you need to think at least 5 'good' things so you can counteract your eternal damnation!!! now now now now NOW NOW NOW!!!!

„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

When you sit next to a classmate bc there are no other free seats and they scoot away the second they see you

Like damn I’m sorry I’m so fucking revolting that u can’t even be near me for five minutes

Loneliness…stifled by the internet….but ever present.

*upset after an argument*

“Cmon what are you doing to yourself?”

SHUT THE FUCK UO SHIT THE FUCK UP WHIT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT THE FULC HO SHE NDJAJSJDNDD FUCK YOU FUCK HOU FUCK YKU UMFJCK YKU

Sorry for mental breakdown posting chat

I’m normal again ☺️

Can’t wait to go out with my grandma tonight knowing she’s gonna fucking destroy every bit of my self worth