I Need To Lose 6 Points On The IBM Chart, Or I Won’t Be Responsible For Anything I Do Anymore.

Going to the beach and wear a swimsuit is so humbling

Hey, I’m currently searching for low-c4! oats recipes! Does anyone have suggestions or preferences? Possibly with c4! count and ingredients quantities 🩷

Lots of love to everyone 🩷🎀

Don’t you feel disgusted by your body? By your lack of control?

Don’t you feel disgusting in general?

Look at the skinny girls and boys walking around, basically disappearing in their clothes during winter and being fresh and clean during summer. Then look at you, feeling constricted by your own clothes and being all sweaty.

Now put the food down.

Or don’t.

Your choice.

Life is good🎀

No one’s forcing me to eat, I’ve been relaxing and my stomach doesn’t hurt anymore; I think it was the sight of food to make me feel sick honestly, and if I ate it I just had to p since I felt REALLY sick.

Back on track, let’s see if I manage to hit my <60 this weekend🩷

I actually found the strength to shop groceries without getting any of my binge foods (by will and following universe signals too).

I’m really proud right now.

Just came back from a weekend at my parents’ house. Do you know what this means?

Time to challenge myself with a 4 days fast!

I’m still not seeing or feeling differences, but people around me do and apparently their favorite thing to do now while hugging me is caressing my ribs.

6 kg down, let’s go!

The day, the music

Died💔.

Well, in the end my roommate forced me to eat and I honestly want to cry.

People are starting to get suspicious about me saying that I’m not hungry/too sick to eat.

I need help, any suggestions?

Keep in mind that eating in another room is strictly prohibited.

Just did my nails, now i can’t b/p. Life is going great.

The being unable to see even one little detail of some weight loss makes me feel like a disgusting fake.

Can’t wait to get some autonomy with food because of uni, so I can keep on going without anyone noticing/knowing.