Time To Challenge Myself With A 4 Days Fast!

Life is good🎀

No one’s forcing me to eat, I’ve been relaxing and my stomach doesn’t hurt anymore; I think it was the sight of food to make me feel sick honestly, and if I ate it I just had to p since I felt REALLY sick.

Back on track, let’s see if I manage to hit my <60 this weekend🩷

Such a satisfaction. Came back from a month of vacation, stayed under the 500 kc4l, did fasts and went running and exercised daily, and I didn’t lose a single gram.

I’m gonna kill myself

What even is the point of suffering? Not a single positive point in my whole existence, I’m tired.

So, my diet finally came in and it’s basically eating the minimum amount of anything so it feels like ⭐️⭐️! I’m so happy and I frel like it’s the start of a new chapter after a very bad downfall🩷.

Starting again at 67 kg Saturday, keeping you weekly updated 🩷

Drinking coke zero gives the impression of you eating junk food, because everyone thinks about “coke” but not the zero🩷

People are starting to get suspicious about me saying that I’m not hungry/too sick to eat.

I need help, any suggestions?

Keep in mind that eating in another room is strictly prohibited.

I need to lose 6 points on the IBM chart, or I won’t be responsible for anything I do anymore.

Went to see a dietitian today and I’ve been too honest apparently because she refused to give me a diet with grams.

Fml

The day, the music

Died💔.

Well, in the end my roommate forced me to eat and I honestly want to cry.

I’m making November my month.

It started on Friday but who cares? Why waiting for Mondays to start doing what you truly care about?

Why can’t I just purge like everybody else does??? Such a pain.