And Here Is Part 2. (groups & Examples)

I LUV U XIOMARA!!!!!!!!!!!!

This was for an art trade but im also like rlly proud of it so yah..... :) thakb you neil for the killua and gon art....♡♡♡♡hear t ♡ ♡ ♡

oh my good lord i'm listening to case by case by gloopbloop SO MUCH. literally had to make a local file on spotify just so i could add it to my 18+ hour long vocaloid playlist before it possibly ACTUALLY gets uploaded to spotify (link added because i love the attention, but idk if case by case even shows up on there to other people, never used local files before)

unironically even as someone who doesn't and hasn't watched caseoh aside from a few clips, the utau voicebank is FIRE. like it's so good? it's such a good lower-pitched & powerful masc voicebank especially for utau??? the work put into this thing, that was ORIGINALLY A FUNNY LITTLE BIT, is immaculate. the design by beamothy, plus the mmd model made by lesbardian? IT GOES HARD? ohhhh my gahhddddd this is so peak.

and FINALLY people don't have to use ai for caseoh covers! just use utau like a REAL alpha internetpilled content creator!

the little 10 year-old vocaloid fan in me is so happy rn. even if i hate akidearest now, she introduced me to one hell of an art form (acting like the first vocaloid song i Remember streaming totally isn't insanity by circusp)

SPOILERS FOR NEW TPTM LORE & CHARACTERS!

so. my friend and i REALLY love tptm. AND HE GOT THE SECRET CHARACTER ON THE QUIZ AND DECIPHERED IT!

WERE GETTING THE NURSE LAST? HER NAME IS XIOMARA? OH WERE SO FUCKING READY.

AND!! I LOOKED AT ALL THE CHARACTERS NAMES ON THEIR MEDICAL DOCUMENTS.

IM SO FUCKING READY FOR THE LAST SONG(S)!!! im not on the patreon at all so im scouring for crumbs here...

I am literally fucking BEGGING you all to also acknowledge the racism behind the terms "non-man" and "non-woman" and how they're used in queer definitions.

Black and Indigenous queer people have literally been talking about this since the definition was COINED but there's literally NO acknowledgement of this when pointing out why "non-men loving non-men" and "non-women loving non-women" are shitty fucking definitions to force on a whole community.

"Nonman" and "nonwoman" are terms that have been historically used to describe the degendering of black people in society. And words can obviously be used to mean different things- we don't have to stop using these terms altogether. But forcing these terms on a whole community of queer people is really fucking antiblack.

Not to mention that it blatantly degenders a lot of 2S lesbians and gays as well. It basically tells them that they can't be 2S and as a lesbian or gay at the same time, because then they would be "contradictory." I seriously hope I don't have to explain how racist it is to exclude a large portion of Two-Spirit people from your queer label because they don't fit into your neat little white gender binary.

Like these definitions aren't bad to use for yourself personally- but stop forcing them on all lesbians/gays. And if you're advocating for why these shouldn't be used as the most prominent definition, PLEASE acknowledge the racism aspect of it.

ok ill start this off by saying ive never seen courage the cowardly dog in my life. but oh my god this damn computer

me and my non-objectum friend have been RAVING over this computer. absolutely going CRAZY. this computer has no right to have such an erotic voice my LORD. work up a good drool? SIR YES SIR 🫡

ive never watched an episode of this show in my life but goddamn this computer... fans face with hand...

long kinda vent ahead hooray. it's kinda system-flavored this time. tastes like lemon. 🍋

sometimes it's really hard being a system, especially one that is so, like, hyper-aware of everything i have. every disorder, every disability. thing is, i can't do anything to fix myself!!

i've literally told my own mother about separate identity states and the memory loss and whatnot. she said to my therapist that i "was right about the dissociative thing," even if we were only diagnosed so far with unspecified dissociative disorder. the dmdd diagnosis typically leads to an adulthood diagnosis of bipolar, which i'm actually scared about. i fit much more into borderline, just like my mom.

ugh, i don't know. i don't even know what i'll be diagnosed with, come adulthood. i mean system-wise. we're a trauma-endo system (which some fuckheads will already think is enough to not warrant a diagnosis, thanks for that) that doesn't switch from the main host a lot. we have good communication when i can switch out from the front, but we don't have complete memory loss. if anything, it's more like emotional amnesia and the memories are kinda gone too, but they can come back at a later date.

for example, our medic fictive had to call the cops (they didn't even do anything either, but it was our mom's last resort) one night at 2 am last year. i don't remember it well, but i remember it happened. he was terrified that night and he couldn't switch out.

but what the fuck could we even be diagnosed with? i want a diagnosis. i want to figure out exactly what is going on with my brain. most of my parts aren't exactly same-y. they're different people, at least most of them are. sure, we have to mask a little bit, but they think and act a little different than me. we have the memory loss, but i've always had a horrid memory, even before our late syscovery in january of 2021. but i sometimes feel like it's not "bad enough" to warrant a full-on did diagnosis.

it just confuses me. a lot of the times before, my mom would see me looking up disorders and go "oh, shi's just looking hirself up again." but i'm just that aware of what's wrong with me. people either see me and disregard my research, or i just don't know how to help myself. those are the 2 results. yes, i have a therapist. yes, i open up to her and she makes me feel safe, much more than any other therapist i've had in the past.

i just don't know how to help myself. to help us. i want to live in functional multiplicity, mostly because i get so tired and i get so lonely. i don't want these people to be gone at all. if anything, they give me someone to talk to, even if our headspace isn't permanent and we don't remember our own conversations, even if we jot them down. my memory absolutely sucks. i can't remember faces, names, or even voices sometimes. i can't remember people.

basically, i love and yet hate being disabled by anything my mind and body throws at me. i like the community, i like learning about myself. i hate the symptoms, i hate the confusion and the doctors not being able to do their fucking job. ahem, looking at you doctors who only tested me for SLEEP APNEA, which i definitely do not have. now they want to test me for narcolepsy... which i probably don't have, either.

sometimes i wish what it was like to be of sound mind and body, even if it was for just one singular day.

warning, talk of sa/rape a little bit, both with someone else and brief mentions of my own trauma. putting that there just to be sure. fuck genderqueerdykes

honestly, i had a weird feeling about genderqueerdykes before i knew about the transmisogyny and it raping it's ex. like, looking at it's posts before just rubbed me the wrong way for some reason. and no, i can't follow my intuition because it's really fucky, but something about the way it worded it's posts put me off. good thing to know that this guy is a horrible person! now i don't need to feel bad!

as someone who went through coerced cosca and got nonconsensually groped by someone quite a few times, i hate rapists! i hate abusers! fuck everyone who thinks to themselves "wow, i want to take advantage of this person whilst they're definitely unable to consent, or i don't take no for an answer! this feels so great!" because FUCK abusers.

my heart goes out to anyone who's dealt with this bullshit before, even people i don't agree with or like at fucking all. the world needs to be rid of people who use their own power to hurt others

iii/ii3 oc teim...

FUCK i just had to make an oc for silver spoon to be gay with... i LOVE that stupid npd ass spoon GAWDDD. and i also gave yall his asset bc Why Nawt... giggles.. ehehe

parfait is just a rly sociable guy. they try to be amicable tho he has a Few doubts.. hes kinda like a self insert Ish. Ish.

also yes candle is a rival bc he finds her Too Suspicious.. also bc theyre jealous of silver being so close to her all the time. Yes theyre gay what of it. F slurs.. smh

also he doesnt like tea kettle bc she reminds them Too Much of his mom. Haha get mommy issued IDIOT. Sorry im rambling. I like to be funny. do u guyses like my little guy. be nice to them. (also i accidentally wrote candle instead of tk could u guys tell im Tired)

later edit: alsooo here is me explaining all of his relationships with the s3 cast. yay! expand to read bc its a LOTTTTTTTTT. im a d1 yapper

here's your reminder to be proud of your nontraumagenic friend today!

whether it's a fellow headmate, alter, part. whether they're traumaendo or mixed origins or willogenic or so on. whether they're you're best friend or a mutual on tumblr.

be sure to let them know that there are people that support them for who they are!

HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOME HE CAME HOMEEEEEEE

FYM I GOT 2 SUPER EPICS AND SHADOW MILK COOKIE VIA A SINGLE FATEFUL PULL 🔥🔥🔥🔥 I DID NOT FALTERRRRRR