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Crystal

a very OLD OC, here are some drawings I made!

I'm going to clean up the pics and posts, so expect many notifications. 🤣🤣

I know it's been a while, but I still do draw when I am free. Here are some new drawings I did over the time!

Here is an updated version!

And here is a few more new drawings I have done!

That is my mlp OC, one day I will publish a book about her...😪

The book cover is a little slow but I had to reset it since I didn't feel...confident with it but hey! New drawing!

Plus little side note, been playing Sky: Children of the Light a lot and I enjoy playing with the other players too!

That's me if you light my candle! Don't be shy to say hi! I'll be by the entrance to the office, I just found out about it but I don't have the blue cape 😔

Hello everyone! Today is a very special day to me, May 1 is my..BIRTHDAY!

Hint: Last year, I had a quinceanera ;)

Anyway, for me personally, I want to say Happy Birthday to H2ODelirious since his birthday is tomorrow! Plus, he is my favorite youtuber that I feel inspired by him, hiding my identity and very little facts about myself. I promise myself that when the day come when he comfortable to reveal his face, then I will too!

Also as a gift for me, can everyone comment happy birthday to me? You can add stuff for it but that can make my day!

And my gift to you, or what I call me showering my works to you.

They made be unfinished but I want to show what I was working on this whole time, teethes and hands are really hard!

So...I was practicing my drawings and I waned to see the difference between my drawing on paper vs digital. And...

Its..a little crappy but like I said, I'm practicing!!!

This is just a wolf I thought from Amber in Hidden Crystals but...I plan something more then this.

HUGE UPDATE

The surgery is done and it was a outpatient surgery so I was in for almost two hours, apparently I was there a bit too long and they won't say anything why. So let me tell you everything that happened, I am a bit traumatized after the surgery and it's not because of the pain or anything.

So again, we woke up 5 in the morning for me to shower my body and hair, left around 6 to go all way to the city to the hospital. Traffic was a bit crazy but we got there a bit late but they got me in fast. I was actually almost having a panic attack on the walk inside, elevator freak me out, how the car parking building is so low and we own a suburban. But when we were call in, the nurses were nothing but experience on their job and extremely nice to me. I soon told them that I am autistic and I was really nervous so they were gentle. I personally am afraid of needles but I only had three of sleep last night cause I was so scared so I was a bit tired but they made me feel safe, I joke around and talk with them, one of them gave me a donation bag with activities to calm me more, they were understanding to me. Soon, I was transferred to the waiting room to enter the operating room. I was still scared that I won't wake up but I want to put a brave face for my mom before they took me away. When they prep me in the bed, I was already tired from the lack of sleep that I fell asleep before they can hook me into the anesthesia.

When I woke up, my eyes were watery and I can hear myself crying, I didn't remember where I was or why I was there for a while but the "nurse" taking care of me was telling me to go back to sleep cause I awoke up as soon I was transported to the recovering room. I thought and told that I won't have dreams so I have no problem during the sleep, I have problem sleeping that I won't sleep at all cause the nightmares are extremely painful, but I got a nightmare during it and it made me more scared. The nurse was extremely rude, saying that I need to stop crying and that they can't let my mom in if I "scared" her off.

People need to understand something, the first nurses that prep me for the surgery understood this, I have separation anxiety from my family, imagine waking up to a bed and don't remember where you are, why your arms are in extreme pain, and where your family who you are so close is at. You have a nurse yelling at you to stop crying and being a baby.

I was having a fucking panic attack and an episode during this whole thing, I just wanted to see my mom, in my head, I thought I was dead and wanted to see her one more time but the lady keep yelling that I wasn't dead and I need to stop crying like a baby. This woman may not know my history but it's not nice to say that to a drugged up panicking teenager. When I say saw my mom, I grab her hand the whole time cause I was scared of the lady and I'm happy to see my mom alright. (I'm actually crying as I'm writing this, this really hurt me more than I thought)

While the lady still act the same with my mom there and left for a second, my mom was piss and wanted to slap her. I was so drugged up that I cry again that I was scared of the lady, apparently I'm more emotional when I'm fucked up. Soon, they move me to a different room and my sister trade with my mom to give me a stuff animal I brought to calm me more down, my sister witnesses me when the lady and another nurse made fun of me about what I hate to eat. I didn't like coconut milk or jelly so they said that they bet that I like chocolate cake which I'm dumbly said yes cause it's very true I love sweets and chocolate. My sister didn't say anything but when we left, I was still sad after everything. I'm just glad I don't stay in there anymore.

I just want to say that it was not what I guess was going to happen but it saddens me that there are people that are so stuck up about themselves and that she didn't care that my sister and mom see her actions. I'm going to meet the doctor in two weeks about the armpits and I'm staying in the house cause my family didn't want my wounds to get infected from the virus here, luckily there is no case about it in my town (Update: I just jinxed myself there..there are about 30 cases here and we are kind of quarantine in our house..) but people are panicking that my sister might not have enough things for food, diapers, and toilet papers. I agreed that everyone are panicking so bad that they don't care about other lives, not leaving some things for my sister or other people like us. But I am not going to step on that drama, people just need to remember to clean themselves and stop acting like idiots over something that they can stay away from, it's like people don't want to shower and be dirty and nasty. Luckily, we have a clean freak grandma that comes by to clean the house in bleach.

Update

The surgery is tomorrow, it's at the early in the morning and I feel like I wouldn't sleep tonight so I'm just getting ready, I'm a bit scared and worried but happy that the pain will be forever gone. I guess wish me luck?

We'll see if I act high like others I have seen in videos 😂

Bloopers!!!

I also made them as meme for shits and giggles.

We were trying to do one when she was "skating" down a hill,

And these one, she was about to fall, we were on a high hill in a clear area of desert.

My fat ass finger got this and we both thought she was dancing 😂

Thank you for taking your time on seeing this mess of two dumbass teenagers snapping pics from our walk back to my house!

A very old best friend of mine, Nicole but I call her Nic, and I were just messing around and now we have a goal, I'm her photographer and she's my model. I took and edit a bit with these photos.

I sometimes just take them without her knowing and they turn out good!

We agreed to take some for our explorations and post some in her Instagram, _goth_.angel if you want to know and follow her, show her many love! You might see her around here now cause I want to share our stories when we explore and goof off. I can answer any questions you might have, anyway, I will be back on post the bloopers!

So last and this week have been crazy, meltdowns that affected my time on the drawings. And a personal problem that happened on Saturday that I will be quiet for a few days or more, maybe a month.

Let me explain, some people in Wattpad knows a bit that I had a problem with my armpit that hurted so bad that I stop writing and moving my arms for a few days. What I didn't continue on saying, I had these problems for more than two years. Long ago, I had this pimple-like bumps under my arms for a few weeks and I never thought about it, even if I was close off the outside and I stay in my room.

To warn you, I'm an autistic teenager who suffer depression, anxiety, diabetes, and many issues. Basically, I'm a very sick person who have many mental health problems. I like to be in my room most of the days because my anxiety keep me away from the outside world when my family goes shopping. There are some times where I am happy to go out and stretch out my legs.

Anyways, I didn't think much about the lumps, even it's weird that I stay in the room yet it came out of nowhere. It wasn't until a few days later, it open into holes, throwing pus and blood goo that dirty any towel within that day. It even stink the room from the smell but the worst was that it gave me huge pain when I move a muscle on my arms. It last a few weeks before it close up and leaves scars under my armpits but in a few days, my other armpit started to repeat that cycle of pain. When it close up, my other arm open up again, repeating all of the years. No pain killers stop the pain for a day, only hours before it sting back again. We went to emergency room more than three times, never telling me what it was and just to "air it out" but they also have me Cephalexin or Keflex pills (was the first thing they gave me when I came in the second time) but I found out that I'm "immune" to it so there was almost nothing to help me.

Until a year ago, my mom took me to my primary doctor instead and they said that I might have Hidradenitis suppurativa. When they send me to a Dermatologist, she said a few words about it and related to me so much, she only have us a pill to stop the flare up (the shocking pain in the arms and muscles). It made me sick and have extreme diarrhea for weeks so my mom decides to stop giving it to me and I got a lot better. The flares up stop for a year but just last week, it created three balls and made a huge lump and when it popped in my sleep, I just cover it with a bandage to stop the blood. When the next night came in, I was have a huge meltdown from the stress of homework I missed (that week before that, I didn't went to school cause the whole household got sick and no one could drive, I'm homeschooled) and the pain came in more extreme than before, my mom took me to the emergency room again but this time, the doctor saw me in pain and told me it was Hidradenitis suppurativa which we knew but he noticed I was really young and sick for this so he wants me to get into surgery to get rid of it which we didn't knew that can be a option until now. We change doctors because they were shit from the beginning and refused to take the hospital referral for an emergency surgery.

So just yesterday, I went to see the new doctor and he sent a note for an urgent surgery to the office, they said that they will send a call for a 24 hour warning to meet the surgeon but they don't know the date it will be for it but it will be this week.

This morning, the doctors who going to do the surgery approved me but they need the notes from the hospital emergency room and see me. So it will happened tomorrow or the next day before that. I seen video of the procedure they do and it looks like I won't able to use my arms for a while. I want this so bad, the freedom of the one thing I have. I may be suffering with others things but I want to move my arms freely to do my drawings and writing my stories. I also scared of the outcome of it after the surgery, also I don't want to wake up in the middle of it.

Thanks for reading this, if you have any questions about this, ask away!

Hello everybody! Been a while, huh? I got big and personal news to share with everyone. But let me explain a bit of things about this picture.

This picture is the new cover for The Reina Rex (TRR), I'm wrote a message in Wattpad that I'm reworking the books again and the Hidden Crystals is on hold for now. I wanted to fix some mistakes or change so plot to make it better, understandable, and enjoyable. I wanted to try digital drawings so the covers look clear and better looking than on a paper with some crappy lighting from my phone camera.

I recently got a new phone, the old one didn't want to let me download games or apps that I need to use (Plus it was badly cracked on the screen, my fingers are still alive) so I upgrade a better one and now the memory space is very roomy. It also came with a pen so I use it for the drawing like a pencil I can now download the app I'm useing for the drawings.

I'm using IbisPaint for the drawings, I been using it for a while and it's amazing! 🤩

I will be very honest with you guys, I am using some pictures to help me draw the positions I want but I am not copying it and will take as mine, I putting my own details and colors in there. If you want to know what pictures. Check them below, they are photos from the Jurassic World: The Game and the hybrid dinosaur toys.

I will be gone for a few day, hell months cause I'm am going into emergency surgery. They will call me a 24 hours notice but we don't know what day but it have to be within this week. I don't think I will able to move my arms but we'll seen.

I will post another note about this personal problem and it related to the surgery. I will explain more detail on that post but for now, be patient.

Anyways, if anyone got any questions about this, ask away, don't be shy! Now, I will talking soon again when I get well rested.

Merry Christmas to everyone but it seem the heavens heard me

I'm up cause I get bad nightmares so I stay up as late as my body can take but we heard the news that Thursday in California time, will be snowing again, this time, I got snow shoes and gloves as my gifts. Last time, I had riding boots and socks as my gloves...went wet pretty fast. But my sister told me that it will begin snowing around three in the morning.

The news said that last that it will snow around 8 and guess what, I wake up at 7 and everywhere was cover in snow. It's 1 in the morning and we saw snow around 12, our car is close to be cover in snow again and we have more adventures to got with my family in the afternoon in the snow...

Olive Garden cause we got great coupons for us!

Anyways, I'm surprised, I been in the desert more than 6 years and never saw snow around here. The mountains, yes, a lot, into the mountains and the freeway, some. But never in the town, and this is the second time now.

I still won't miss 2019 but damn, I am really excited for 2020, a new year for everyone but my family? A new life after the two years of death and pain, it is really..special for me, I didn't want presents for Christmas cause I only wish for a service dog, a new bigger house for a family of 7, and a drawing table to show more of exact of my mind while drawing.

But anyways, happy holidays everyone!

Living more than 5 years in the desert, I never seen it stay. I am smiling and happy, happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Hidden Crystals (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/6DpbvlxDqZ **The cover pic belong to me, my drawing and I am not letting no one use it. Most of the characters here do not belong to me, it belong to Disney, DreamWorks, Pixar, and many more that I can't remember or list (since it all movie from all over the world). The ones that DO belong to me are the OCs, don't steal, ask me for the permission to use them…

Take Me (H2OVanoss) (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/DZERcbwDqZ **The cover pic belong to me, my drawing and I am not letting no one use it. Jonathan, Evan, Craig, and Tyler are real people, I only write about them in fanfiction so don't take them personal.** **WARNING: Gore and mild language!** Highest Rankings: #94 in h2ovanoss #79 in mystery-thriller Evan lost in a SwampMeet that his fosters parents l…

Half Human (Bumblebee X OC) (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/UxTCBDvDqZ **The cover pic belong to me, my drawing and I am not letting no one use it. The characters don't belong to me, they belong to their rightful owner, Michael Bay. The characters that DO belong to me are the OCs, don't steal.** **WARNING: Strong Languages and Strong Violences!** Highest Rankings #1 in bumblebee-transformer #1 in fxm #4 in half hu…

The Reina Rex (Indominus Rex X OC) (on Wattpad) https://my.w.tt/O0PYbHuDqZ **The cover pic belong to me, my drawing and I am not letting no one use it. The characters here do not belong to me, it belong to Colin Trevorrow, the director of Jurassic World. The ones that DO belong to me are the OCs, don't steal.** **WARNING: Violence and mild language!** Highest Rankings: #451 in Non-Fiction #9 in jurassicworld #1 in dino…

Drawings I did for one of my books, The Universe's Eyes.

I just want to thank everyone who reads it, it's now in the waiting list for the Watty Awards 2019!

We'll see who win! Anyways thank you all!

Been working on this for 2-3 day, hours of sketching, many fails with that damn black pen, and now I can rest.

I finish reading "Cinnamon Bun Bun" by @darkmachi and...boy I been walking around the whole house all the time while reading it, really good!

A writer to another writer, keep doing what you do, never quit on your goal, bless you and your books! I just wanted to not only a fanart but a gift to your amazing work. Have a great day!

So I want to show you how I draw my way, it's weird but it gets the job done under an hour.

I doing a new cover for a book I published. I just wanted to show you how I draw.

So I use a big or small sketch book, it depends what I want to draw but I'm drawing eyes. So I use my imagination and sketch with a 2H sketching pencil (light tone).

As you noticed, I made some mistakes. Happens all the time.

Next, I use a 2B pencil to sketching it and add more details to the eyes.

Now, this is the best part, coloring!

I grab what I need, mostly Markers and Color Pencils.

Now I try a new trick with the coloring. It actually an old trick I use a lot when I was a kid, use markers on the outside and color pencils in the inside. You'll see.

I use a black marker to do the eyes lines and the details.

Then, I color the lines.

To clean this up, I erase the pencil lines and make it look like I use the marker only ;)

Next, I kind of fill it in with the markets.

Lastly, I color the rest in color pencil! The end result!

For the other eyes, I repeat this and put my signature and date and.....

¡Boom!

Thanks for reading this crap 😂😂😂

!Attention All Tumblrs!

There is a important message to all Potato people..

There is a new Queen who's taking the throne!

Queen Nicolette Potato or as goth-angel-queen

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goth-angel-queen

This is her message to all the Old Queens:

All Hail to The New Queen! She'll kill all of you if you don't step down to her!!

**Warning: The gif below might trigger a photosensitivity seizure. Try covering it with your hand as you scroll down or close you eyes but I felt like the first option it better. You are warned.**

Warning for this, there will be some sexual theme said here. You are warn!

I imagine myself cosplaying as Harry Potter in a daydream, me and some other HP Cosplayers were ask what is our favorite thing in Starbucks. Everyone said their answer but I didn't understand it somehow and was out of character and said that I only drink their hot chocolate with whip-cream (Which I do, I'm not a Starbucks person but their hot chocolate is different from others I've ever tastiest) but the Draco Cosplayer said 'what if Harry Potter have a favorite thing' but I was trying so hard to think like him that I said, "...ummm...uhh-Draco's dick cum-..shit!"

I am just giggling like a idiot here, I was just reading a Drarry fic XD

Part 3, last one. Final results on Malika in a royal dress, which I might redo it in the future. That extra pic with her is a sneak peek of main Character (Nemoy) in one of my draft, Fear Trade Crazy.

Part 2! Space clothes

This is Malika McClain, a character in my draft book, BLACK. There are three parts of of this. This is just her main clothes. You can recreate it, my coloring pencils are not trusted. **UPDATE: I have a better set up so I might redo this.**

I love Alan Walker's music so I wanted to show that I’m a proud Walker. Sadly, I never met him in person or been in one of his shows...

Redo Scar!Lance and did the team’s symbols

Lance and Keith as wolves! Might redo it though… From a draft call Secret Fang. Hint: I'm trying to do a Animatic of it with the song, Ready As I'll Ever Be.