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Fuck it
When I want to do water fasting why this shit day always ends with binge? I need to cook everyday for family, and I just cant pass it without eating.i am not hungry but when I see food all i want is eat this shit full of calories and i have crazy shugar cravings. Help me!save me from fucking fat myself!
I want thigh gap, colar bones,hip bones,rib bones and for this I need to stop eating😢I need to do it!
I just need someone okey? Someone to be my ana friend,to support me,to give tips for me
Fuck I just had 2 followers. Well I am always alone and awake, message me whenever you want💫
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YOUR FOLLOWERS CAN MESSAGE YOU IF THEY NEED HELP AND SOMEONE TO HEAR THEM.
We are all ears!!
(This applies to my followers too xx)
What about love?
When I was 12 years old I was just flirting with one boy at facebook.we were talking with videochats cause the distance between us was soo far.
When I was 13 years old I meet my first love(I still love him) my first crush, my first boyfriend, we were crazy in love with each other, he was hugging me and playing with my hair secretly, cause if anyone will see us together they would tell my parents. He knew I had very bad life, he was trying to make me feel happy.suddenly everything changes, he dont even looking at me, than I saw a girl at his friends, they had thousand of pictures together, they were comenting love words at each others pictures, I was fucking jealous of this skinny slut! Everyday seeing my ex with a slut is killing me inside out, I love him,it hurst but i know i will love him forever, I had whole life imagined with him, after second day we saw each other he just shouted front of school I love ..... (my name) my nickname is Amy but my real name is a secret. Well I am just dying, because of him I had insomnia, I diagnosed at 2017.
After 3 days of binge eating i just stand front of the mirror naked...
What I see? Fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat,fat!
When I wanted thigh gap,colar bones, flat stomack,hip bones,rib bones I keep eating like a piece of shit!
I need to control myself, when I see food I just can't stop eating, it is soo difficult but I need it! I need to lose weigh, I need to be skinny, I will die, I will die like this, I can't wear skirts,shorts,dresses,bikini. When I am going to family vacation I just sit at the sand and covering myself,staring at beautiful skinny girls, when I am at shpping in dressing room I am just sitting and crying, cause I can't fit in my favorite things😭
I will starve for whole june! I will starve soo hard, I will work soo hard!
Till my thighs don't touch!
Till i see my colar bones!
Till i have slim face
Slim hands
Skinny legs
Flat stomach
I can see my rib bones without sucking my stomach...
Can we became friends? Please...I need ana friends,to love,to support to be inspiration for each other...
Skinny hack- ❤️Ana’s friendship bracelet❤️ Tie a ribbon or something around ur wrist tightly so when your wrists get smaller then the ribbon will slip off
I am tired, tired of binge eating, starving😭
i need to be thin for the summer
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stomach: h u n g r y
me: tHiRsTy??? :)))
stomach: bitCh i nEed foOd
me: water** haha, stupid autocorrect
stomach: FOOD H U N G R Y
me: W A T E R YAAAY WATER :))))
My goals for this year🦑
Lose 15-kg before 4 july🦑
Lose 10 kg in July🦑
Lose 10 kg in August🦑
Lose 5 kg in September🦑
I want to be soo skinny, I want to feel my every single bone when I touch my body💫
I will post some updates with my pics
I will start water fasting tomorrow💧wish me luck💫
Text me💫
Follow me💫
P.s my name is Amy and I am 15 years old, broken suicidal alone girl with insomnia and Ed.
