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Thinspo Challenge
Recently posted stats but I'll redo basices Height 64.25in or 163.2cm CW 138.9lbs or 63kg GW 105lbs or 47.6kg
I ate badly today
So I was trying new gluten free things today and haven't meal preped yet but am doing now so here's to a better tommorow...
Why is my brain like this
Can anyone explain why 40 calories worth of vitamins is way too much in my brain but eating (and purging) 1,000+ calories worth of junk isn't?!WTF Brain can you decide if you're a restricter or a binger! I mean either way I feel like shit but still I don't understand the mess that is Brian. Also may or may not be related but if you have any challenges (exercise or food wise) or tips on how to stop binge please link me in the comments.
Are any of you doing the Chole Ting workout? I saw it on YouTube and I’m trynna lose this weight so 🥺
La peor sensación es saber que hiciste lo mejor que pudiste, y qué aún así no haya sido suficiente..
Repeticiones Inconscientes.
Sin embargo, seguimos jugando con fuego, arriesgando nuestras vidas por cosas que no sabemos si son reales o si durarán, continuamos creyendo en cuentos de hadas, creyendo que existe el príncipe azul, pero el verdadero amor odia ese color.. somos adictos a creer cosas que sabemos que nunca pasaran, siendo muy frágiles cuando vemos la realidad; pero lo seguimos intentando llegando a donde mismo. Somos capaces de dar muchas oportunidades, pero nadie nos da una segunda a nosotros.. Ni siquiera nosotros mismos. Nunca podré confiar plenamente en alguien por el tanto miedo a mis impulsos, los cuales son tóxicos y a su vez benéficos. Aún no sé qué es lo que me pasa..
Me n this aesthetic are in looove 🍬🧸
i hit my first gw!!
i was 123 lbs a year ago.
i am now 2.5 inches taller, and at the same weight. this feels euphoric :)
i’ve officially lost 10 lbs! 20 more to go
I have an anorexic friend.
She was in a clinic and is now forced to go to therapy and to at least maintain her weight yet she loses again, slowly but surely
Atm, her BMI is 17-17.5
She eats 1500 cals a day and exercises for at least 60min
On the contrary, i am not diagnosed. I binge. I dont workout daily. Yet im still struggling, having food rules, taking laxatives, trying to lose weight, obsessing over food, hating my body
She is convinced that my 'problems' arent real, that Im perfectly fine, healthy, and have nothing to complain about
This really REALLY fucks me up
I hate my parents for fatshaming me and encouraging me to get disordered eating patterns. I hate them for fueling my ed. I hate them for hating my body and making me hate my body. I hate them for making me diet at the age of nine even though I was thinner than my class mates just to teach me how a "real women diets" (even when my mum fails at every diet attempt) I hate them for not caring, for pushing me even further, for wanting me to stick to my diet rules.
I hate them for destroying my body, my life, everything I have
