Curate, connect, and discover
Once again, I feel the November coming.
I feel it’s cold grasp,
slowly trying to crawl under my skin,
spreading through my body like a sly disease.
At first, I did not even notice the changes.
The way my grin became more of a light smile,
The way my reflection always looks tired,
The way I crave the poets words,
just to feel someone else’s melancholy.
But than it hit me.
My body feels empty,
My soul is numb and lost,
My mind yearns for hibernation,
just to find rest and peace.
November hurts.
November leaves you feeling more alone than ever.
November is the month of the poets and the Sorrowed.
November is where I belong.
You ever eat food so good you moan
Or just eat food so damn good you bust
Anyone else have subconscious conversations they aren’t paying attention to and then all the sudden key in like “does anyone wanna explain what’s going on?” But no the thoughts just skitter away like shadows
Anyway so my brain wants to Baja blast someone or smth into the stratosphere - dunno why
Am I the only one who has a complicated relationship with culture? My family is very mixed, being at most around 30 percent of any given ethnicity.
It feels impossible to participate or integrate all of my family’s cultures at once, but it feels like I’m picking and choosing if I don’t.
It also feels like I don’t quite fit in with any one cultural group, but I grew up with enough of multiple that I feel intrinsically linked…
Anyone else? Thoughts?
A comprehensive list of childhood characters I wanted to be like but realized i was just gay for:
Raven, Teen Titans
Terra, Teen Titans
Starfire, Teen Titans
Merida, Brave
Kim Possible, Kim Possible
Shigo, Kim Possible
Alex Russo (Selena Gomez), Wizards of Waverly Place
Rocky (Zendaya), Shake it Up
Gwen Stacy, Spider—Gwen/Into the Spiderverse
Thorn (Hex Girls), Scooby Doo
Vanessa, Phineas and Ferb
Zipporah, Prince of Egypt
Harley Quinn, DC Comics
Camila Cream, A Bad Case of Stripes (by David Shannon)
Aww fuck and there’s the story about the first time I met Ellen, but I think she knew before I did