Curate, connect, and discover
Sometimes the scenarios i make up in my head amaze me.
They are so beautiul, so dreamy, so perfect, so much *needed*, it makes my heart ache from the thought that they can never come true, not ever in the exact same dreamy manner as they do in my mind. I would never find that perrffectt person and never will those deliberate- indeliberate touches and talks and gazes and moments happen...
It leaves me longing and hopeless, I guess my expectations from life , at moments, become too far-fetched.
The only way out, to turn them into reality, is to-
write down the scenario,
develop a story that is actually comprehensible (paiinnnn),
write a novel,
knock doors of publishing houses,
get it published,
work to make it a bestseller,
become a filmwriter and director,
find a producer,
get external validation for script and find rest of the crew ;))
find the perfect music that goes with my fantasy,
find the handpicked perfect cast,
and make it into a adaptation movie.
(excuse the inaccuracy my process. i am not well acquainted with all this, at least not in this universe, but that is just how i imagine)
Then all my dreams *might* come true. Is it too much? or a bare neccesity for my dream to reality journey, i will never know i guess...
(this also totaly disrupts my path of pursuing STEM career, leaving another dilemma at my hand. Life just wouldnt stop being so *REAL*, now, would it ? :I Now my options are a) Reincarnation, b) discover multiverse and travel to the universe where i did write a novel and make a movie about it, by myself, and watch that.... arghh the things we do for the love of love )
this was just a thought, no self-emotions were hurt in this post (ok, maybe a few) (excruciating pain right in middle of heart, a major headache here and there.)
🇮🇹Il "pitaggiu" é un tipico piatto siciliano a base di fave, piselli e carciofi. Lo potete servire come contorno o antipasto. Preparate questa delizia e fate il pieno di vitamine e minerali!❤😉
🇬🇧 "Pitaggiu" is a typical Sicilian dish. You can prepare it with peas, artichokes and broad beans! It's a delicious and vegetarian starter.😋 Prepare it because it is a real goodness!❤😉
“At first, social media existed to help end users connect digitally with friends, colleagues, family members, and like-minded individuals they might never have met in person.” is a quote from a study done by Maryville University, unfortunately I could not find the writer of the article, as they had the option to be anonymous. They chose to not put a name to their work. Social media has multiple intended uses, but if it was only a platform for bragging, would that necessary be a bad thing? Society today is quick to call someone an attention seeker, especially for the material they post on their social platforms. Society immediately interprets this as a bad thing. But why? Being “attention seeking” just means that someone has been deprived of attention. They are only trying to fill the need to be noticed and acknowledged by others. It is not our place to judge those we do not know. There forth, social media is used for more than just seeking validation. Social media has quickly become a multi-use platform. What was once a dedicated entertainment feature, quickly developed into a platform that can be educational and resourceful in other ways.
Social media is a way of connecting with strangers. Bonding over a shared love for a particular show, book, film etc. Social media is a way to share information and bring forth awareness over social crises, mental health or even knowledge over day-to-day things that just isn’t taught anywhere else. Social media has the potential to be a wonderful thing, if seen and used in a positive light.
Unfortunately, social media has many negative connotations and there in brings along the stereotypes and the idea that social media is unnecessary or “toxic”. It is true social media can influence a person negatively, affecting one’s perception of one's self and of their outlook on the world and others. But that is where the positive and beauty of social media comes in. Social media can help people. It has helped people. It offers them solace and support in ways they might not have access to in their real lives. It provides them with the freedom to be themselves in a way that isn’t judged by others, or at least not as quickly as they would’ve been judged in real life.
Social media is an escape. It is where people can be who they want to be. Pretend to be someone else. Social media is dangerous yes, but it always will be, just as driving a car will always be dangerous, leaving your house. We live in constant chance of danger, but yet we still find beauty and freedom in our days, with social media we are given the capability to share that beauty. That could bring a light to someone who is on the other side of the world. Helping and sharing can be stretched further and that is because of social media.
So, if social media was just a platform created to brag, then I will envy the sunsets that others got to experience.
Memories are like the waves across the ocean and tonight I am drowning....
-s
Charles Bukowski, The People Look Like Flowers at Last: New Poems
Charles Bukowski, Tales of Ordinary Madness
Fck feelings, I love being dead
You know the feeling when you are scrolling and you found one poetry or quote and it hits you so hard like those are the words you want to scream, that is the feeling you are getting, you want to express yourself but you never found the right words and when you saw those lines you found your pieces in it
Alr so when i said i wasn’t gonna upload, i lied 😅 so basically this a snez kink blog, for weirdos such as myself, i can’t make wavs for the death of me… BUT i will make story’s and headcannons (if i find the courage to figure out what to post first) ummm… I’m very innocent, like seriously it kinda surprises me that i know what a kink is, (my parents were really overprotective and didn’t tell about the deed until i was 19) sooo… if you’re gonna be talking about the deed with sneeze in it I’m gonna be asking questions on what the hell your talking about most of the time. (But don’t worry i know about most noughty toys, things, and phrases, thanks to the internet…. I’m traumatized)
What i WILL write
Kpop stuff
sneeze stuff (obvi)
anime stuff
fluff
angst
allergies
what i will NOT write
emote (i have serious emote)
smut (for anime or Kpop, many of them have stated it makes the uncomfortable and i think we should respect that)
character death
mess (Not really my thing)
Deadly illness
anime’s i know
AOT (Attack On Titan
HXH (Hunter X Hunter)
JJK (Jujitsu Kaisen)
Kakegurui
Link Click
SXF (Spy X Family)
MHA (My Hero Academia)
Sasaki To Miyano
HKTB (Hanako-Kun Toilet Bound)
Obey me!
The Yakuza’s Guide To Babysitting
CSM (Chainsaw Man)
Tokyo Revengers
Black Clover
BSD
Buddy Daddies
Demon Slayer
Paradox live
Sk8 The Infinity
Death Note
Zom 100
(don’t question how i know and watch all of these anime’s, I’m a weirdo weeb who has to much time on her hands 😭)
Kpop groups i know
SKZ (Stray Kids)
BlACKPINK
Ateez
TXT (Tomorrow X Together
BTS
Enphypen
Itzy
(G)-idle
NCT
aspea and a bunch more i will put later
ofc please no minors, it’s nothing personal i promise it’s just that when your parents are ready they will tell you all about this type of stuff.
WELCOME TO MY BLOG!!!!
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Disaster
Perderse también es camino🍃
Once upon a time...
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Que lo que tenga que pasar, pase contigo ❤
My city, my rules...
It's not winter, but it's a cold fucking anyway ...
Estoy en el borde de un agujero negro mirando al abismo ✏🕳