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Guys I just found out that some of the scenes of Stranger Things were filmed at a concentration camp- and the fact that the lab children have the number tattoos- I-
What the actual fuck 😀
I thought the Duffers COULDNT get any worse but here we are ðŸ˜
Hi, people of the internet.
As I was scrolling endlessly through my feed today, I realized things that have changed in this app and I thought I could make a point of it for the newcomers and see if my opinion was echoed here.
I've been using this app for several years, had various blogs starting when I was 13, on which I posted regularly, which marks 6 years now and lately I feel like people have gotten a lot more aggressive on here.
It's a secret to nobody that there's always some beefs between fandoms, but I always witnessed this more lightly here and way more heavily on TikTok or Instagram from examples. I thought that Tumblr was an app relatively safe for fandoms and what some would call "weird" fans and was a sort of continuation of what DeviantArt and fanfiction.net was for us before.
I was pretty surprised when I saw an account today made purposefully to insult a character and his fans, behaviours like this should be condemned. The hateful capitalist colonisation of apps made for certain demographics of people and especially fandoms is a disgusting thing. Should it be by AI "fancontent" or disheartening hateful posts, this should not be accepted. This is not accepted. People are not machines and they like whatever the fuck they chose to like as long as it doesn't touch the integrity of other people.
Easy: another creator likes something you find weird, but it doesn't affect you or doesn't concern you? Ignore it.
And it's the same kind of stupid shit happening with other social media fans asking for 'dislike' buttons on AO3. Fandom and fancontent is a gift which you can choose to ignore. Don't shame other people for it.
If you don't like 'weird people' with 'weird interests' and aesthetics, don't download apps full of 'weird people' with 'weird interests' and aesthetics.
Maybe I sound 100 years old right now, but I'm very disgusted to see that hateful behaviors are reaching yet another platform that I thought was a safe haven for fans, and especially for the younger ones of us trying to find a community in which they belong (referring to hate comments found under fury posts).
Anyways, Berry out.
Runny noses
I hate them. I just had one the entirety of my math test and as soon as I leave the building it's gone for a good 5 minutes and then comes back. I'm so mad rn. Anygays ramble random yk yk
Me, tired of going to school: Dang, wish I was sick.
Universe: Allright, bet.
/Gets sick in friday/
Me: Duck you.
Universe:
You don't love her. If you did, you'd be with her
Yet you wither
Either wasting time,
Or doing so little
All the years that pass
Filled with moments
That would've should've could've
If only we weren't ourselves
Pathetic
I'm supposed to be asleep right now
But once again I'm in my room crying
Wishing that everything would just stop.
I actually need to get this off my chest cause I'm so sad and I feel ROBBED. Like... I feel robbed over the monarch having zero reaction at 24s death.
Okay so like, proven to be shown 24 and monarch knew each other even before the whole "mighty monarch" ordeal. They actually got along pretty well at that, 24 even went out of his way to take the monarch's position so he could take a hit on Dr,gf. Yeah he did it to be monarch's number 1, ( homosexuals sighs... ) anyways but it still counts for something right? Even after that 24 was well ... Still the number 24 so he still most definitely remembers 24. He got denied only because Dr,gf said number 9 was the one with the starring problem. Monarch was down to have him join but that good pussy made my boi zoom 💔💔 okay lemme stop..., but 24 had to join anyways at some point because he was working with the monarch before 21 even joined, so I wonder how he did end up working for him again sad we didn't get a scene for that but we still got that pretty cute touchy-feely fuck eyes one so I'm at least happy about that. The crumbs of Mon24...
I forgot what season but 21 brings up 24 being bed rested because of the moppets, monarch forgot 24 for some reason?? Literally sir how dare you. But 21 actively reminded him, and monarch did say he liked him in some sort. Also when Dr,gf brings up the fact that 24 started a fight with the mobbets and monarch even comes up in his defense and honestly doesn't believe 24 would even start one nonetheless do something about it.
But I would like to just think monarch didn't have a reaction because he was so dizzy and out of place from spinning all over the place and throwing up on himself. This might just be me being a total delusional mon24 shipper but ugh it just makes me so upset for zero reason at all.
This turned out longer than I thought it would lemme stop yapping my mouth off
edit. :
STOP BULLYING ME GUYS. I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS HALF ASLEEP WHILE RANTING SOBSS
The jealousy of other people's skills, the weight of insurmountable expectations, the fear of not achieving and the limitless procrastination keeps me from doing anything.
The fact there's someone out there working hours after midnight and into the lazy afternoons. The fact there's people who run in the rain to reach a destination. The fact there's people who have someone they think of when they sleep or someone that makes them feel alive. The fact there's someone who works harder than you ever could. The fact there's someone who is way better at what you do without any extra effort. The fact.....you will never be what you want to be in life.
I wish I didn't care about anything. To live a life with no destinations, a path where I don't know to what it is leading to. I want to be a no thoughts; head empty kind of person. I want to have no interests in life or so many interests that the failure of a particular thing doesn't bother me, that I can move on freely from one thing to other without regrets. A life of no assumptions, regrets, resolutions, promises, expectations. A life that's full of colour and light, where I walk as if no one else is watching, talk as if none of my words matter, eat as if there's no effect of the food on my body, sleep as if I can be in an endless slumber.
If you don't have to think or care about anything, you can live a life of a nobody. Your actions won't matter and that's okay, actions make past or future but you would always live in the present.
just heard someone say "revision is just doubting you knowledge" and i cant stop thinking abt it
for some reason I lagged and accidentally sent a tumblr link to a classmate????? I don't even remotely remember doing something like that?????? im actually so embarrassed