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Red lightning

@Hanv-Iyxn/deviantart

@Hanv-Iyxn/artfight

On Mars Amit Mali

Old self indulgent bad pearl

i love those blinking red lights they put on top of radio towers and windmills and skyscrapers etc, theyre like electronic flowers or something to me

street beat -

Gungrave (RED - PS2 - 2002)

A drawing that took way too many layers then it should have (122 layers……my storage is gonna kill me)

Natural Stone Pavers Landscape in DC Metro

Inspiration for a large farmhouse drought-tolerant and full sun front yard stone landscaping in summer.

Nail inspo for prom♥️

Birthday haul!!!

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he loves my heart shaped sunglasses

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Happy bday Queen 🌹🍒🥀June 21st, 2023

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ask away🩰

🍒new aesthetic alert💋

My summer moodboard♥️💋🍒

Idk I just ♡ this photo

Well... Yeah, why not?

striptease

ᯓ★ ┊ chimera falin ( dunmes ) with a red & white color scheme, dragon/bird themes and feathers for @benzijay !!

1 , 2 , 3 ┊ 4 , 5 , 6 ┊ 7 , 8 , 9

Minneapolis Galley Large beach style galley medium tone wood floor and brown floor wet bar photo with an undermount sink, shaker cabinets, white cabinets, granite countertops, multicolored backsplash, mosaic tile backsplash and black countertops

I saw a whiteboard stain at school and I thought it looked kinda like rabbit head with wings. And that’s where this idea came from.

More art! This time original.

Pose study with hua cheng⁉️

Also don't even ask how I screwed up writing his name

Also, my two cents, it's amazing what happens when I go and do a little light manual labor. Raking leaves, washing dishes, weeding the garden... and suddenly the ideas and solutions start moving again.

Hey, sorry if you’ve been asked this before, but I have ADHD and I’ve been following your comic for years and just now have started to write my own comic (partially because you really inspired me). But I’m really struggling with staying on the project even when it’s boring and getting myself to work on it in the first place. Do you have any tips on how to keep your brain invested or just to make yourself do the work at all?

I have excellent news, I literally just figured out something really important about this.

So when you're an ADHD kiddo or otherwise have difficulty staying on task in a structured environment where Task is the Priority, the main way people try to MAKE you stay on task is by removing your access to anything that is not The Task. No phone, no TV, no doodling, no going outside, etc. In practice, this just makes us miserable because it takes the boredom that's always simmering around a 2 or 3 and cranks it all the way up to 11. In the same way that you would have difficulty staying on task if you were in physical pain, this crushing existential monotony makes it very difficult to work. The work might get done simply because you have no other options, but it will not be done quickly or well, and it will take a while to recover from how much it hurt.

What I realized earlier this week is I caught myself doing this to myself. I had 42 pages of background colors to do, and I thought to myself "this sounds really tedious, but I suppose I have nothing better I can do." And I realized what I'd just thought, and got very alarmed.

Because back when I was an ADHD kiddo imprisoned by school scheduling and a million little factors that keep children immobile and restrained, I couldn't stop thinking about how big and exciting the world was, and how much I wanted to be anywhere but here. When I was feeling really crushed in I'd pick a random spot on the maps on my wall and just imagine being there instead of my bedroom. This was the impetus behind almost all of my creative energy. I've said it before - anything is a prison if you can't leave, and being in a prison makes it easy to imagine how amazing things could be outside of it. Aurora's initial worldbuilding was forged in the crucible of fifth grade misery. My enthusiasm for art and my creative drive are inextricable from my sense of wonder and yearning for excitement in the real world. Not escapism, but appreciation. Wonders unimaginable are out there, and I gain just as much joy seeking them out as I do conjuring them up in my head and sharing them with all of you.

So now that I'm a grown-up with actual freedom in every way I've been able to get, the idea that I was staying on task by making myself believe the world was small and not worth seeing was extremely alarming. It could keep me on task for an afternoon, but at the cost of slowly extinguishing the thing that made me want to make art in the first place - the hunger to experience and draw inspiration from all the myriad complexities in the world.

So what I've been doing is I've been purposefully and intentionally taking excursions whenever I catch myself thinking "I could take a break but it wouldn't be worth it, it's the same outdoors as always, I'll be uncomfy and unproductive and tired." Because that is never true. Every time I've put down the stylus and gone out, I've been renewed in one way or another, and when I come back to comfort fully recharged I get a lot of shit done. Because it is easier to work on anything if you remember why you wanted to make it in the first place, and it is self-defeating misery to just lock yourself in with it and tell yourself you're a bad person if you can't get it done.

I honestly don't know how widely applicable this is. I have worse wanderlust than anyone I know, so for me this has always been modeled as imprisonment vs freedom. I've also been extremely lucky to find myself in a profession that lets me set my own pace on literally everything I do. But I genuinely believe that when it comes to making art with ADHD, you need to give yourself freedom to move laterally, not just in the direction of obvious forward progress. We don't think linearly in any other part of our lives - art is no different.

Sorta gore and sorta boob, sorry for that. Don’t kill me please.

I'm back with the Jashverse art!! This time, I drew THDPH!! [Bonus lightly shaded version]

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