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Warrior Nun Season One Episode Five
Isaiah 30:20-21
If she were being honest, the last bit of the movie she spent more time observing Charlie than the film. She thought since she'd seen it more times than she could count that she could be forgiven for the trespass. Signe watched as Charlie's body language just told her the movie was really bringing up some possibly unaddressed emotions. She said nothing, choosing to squeeze his hand instead. The ending, as always, had her eyes lining with tears that did not fall and a small, smile on her lips. She accepted the tissues from him and nuzzled her face into his arm in a show of comfort. At Charlie's question, she pondered for a moment, letting the credits scroll for another moment, her cheek pressed against his shoulder as she did so. Then, she turned to him and at their joined hands, fidgeting with his fingers. "It is honest," she murmured. "It's so vulnerable it kinda makes your chest ache, doesn't it?" Her green eyes flicked over his face, studied his glassy eye and the little crease in his brow. It made her want to cup his face and kiss the worry lines away. "I think they find themselves first. Become who they're meant to be and then find each other again." Signe swallowed, her own throat feeling tight, and dabbed her eyes with the tissues Charlie had offered her earlier. His thumb swept across her knuckles and she smiled softly. "I don't know if this is my boldest stroke," she began quietly. Signe snuck a glance at him, memorizing his features in this moment. "But I just wanted to say...I'm really glad you're here, Charlie. Not just—" she waved a hand around them dismissively. "—here on the couch, but here. With me." The quiet confession seemed almost too loud and Signe could hear her heart thudding in her chest. She leaned forward and kiss him, slow and sure and grateful. The gesture almost a thank you for the way he'd watched her favorite movie and made her feel seen and understood. It was absolutely maddening. When she finally pulled back, Signe offered him a teasing smile. "The Godfather has it's own place in cinema history, don't you thinkI It's own messages and themes to grapple with," she paused for dramatic effect before adding. "Like the importance of family, loyalty… and never trusting anyone who puts ketchup on their pasta."
By the time Paul was coming to the realization, hurling those words at Ellie, Charlie was on the edge of his seat, leaning forward on the couch, forearms braced on his knees, hands knotted together in front of him. He inhaled sharply, lips parting slightly at the sound of it, the blunt violence in Paul’s voice cutting through the soft hum of the room. The scene twisted something inside him. Memories crept in, uninvited of an old mate from school, someone he got too close to once, who smiled at him in a way that made everything confusing and wonderful. His friend's mum had walked in on them, too near, too comfortable, and that was it. Days of avoidance and one stern talk later, and suddenly he was told they weren’t allowed to be friends anymore. It had never even had a name. He blinked hard and leaned back slowly, wiping a hand across his mouth as if that would settle the shake in his chest. "Fucked up," he muttered. "She did so much for the guy." Beside him, Signe didn’t say anything, just quietly reached for his hand under the blanket again. This time, he squeezed back.
Charlie's heart nearly dropped out of his chest as the film edged toward its closing, going still again. His breath caught during the painting metaphor, 'Maybe if you never make the bold stroke, you’ll never know if you could’ve had a great painting.' It hit different now. With Signe pressed into his side, with her warmth grounding him, he felt that line down to the bone. 'Is this really the boldest stroke you could make'. He swallowed down on the large lump in his chest as Ellie spoke to her father, those moments of silent cooking together drawing his mind to his mum. He missed home, he missed his friends, he missed her. But he wasn't sad about it. It felt right. And then came the train station. Ellie’s quiet 'I’ll see you in a couple years'. Paul running alongside the train. Ellie laughing through the tears.
Charlie sat in silence for a long moment, eyes glassy and locked on the screen. The first tear slipped free before he even realized. He laughed softly as he swiped at it. "Shit, love. You weren’t jokin’." His voice cracked with the words, a disbelieving sort of fondness in it as he reached for the box of tissues on the table. He passed one to her first, then grabbed a few for himself, blinking fast as the credits rolled. "Proper hit me, that one." His voice softened as he turned toward her, eyes still wet but shining. "You think they find each other again?" Charlie’s eyes lingered on hers a beat too long. His thumb brushed hers again. "Don’t think I’ve ever seen somethin’ that honest," he said, almost like a confession. "Definitely nothin' like The Godfather, yeah?" He leaned in, pressing a soft and delicate kiss to her lips, voice dipping sincerely. "Thank you for sharin' that."
She rolled her eyes when he bumped her shoulder and complimented her sous chef abilities. While she technically did help in preparing diner, she did not think that brushing a glaze onto the salmon really counted. Signe continued to enjoy her meal, and luckily, had already swallowed when Charlie made a quip about being good at a lot of things. Her eyes darted to his face, the heat in her cheeks rising immediately at that smile on his lips. God, didn’t she know it. She knew far too well how good at things he could be. She bumped her shoulder against his in return, the ghost of a smile on her face.
Finishing her plate, she set it down on the coffee table and curled back into the couch and into Charlie’s side, cradling her wine glass in her hand. No matter how many times she watched this movie, she couldn’t help the emotions that welled up in her chest. Charlie finished his own food and pulled the blanket from off the back of the sofa to lay it across their laps. Ellie’s voice whispers, "It’s not finding your other half. It’s the trying and reaching and failing.” Her fingers tightened around his hand beneath the blanket, as if anchoring herself. Signe glanced at him from the corner of her eye and while Charlie didn’t meet her gaze, his thumb stroked over her knuckles a silent, reaffirming gesture.
The painting scene was probably one of Signe’s favorites. Aster in her letters shared about something a painting teacher had once told her, “The difference between a good painting and a great painting is typically five strokes. The question is, of course, which five strokes?” The question always seemed so oddly personal to Signe – a girl who had spent her whole life trying to identify those strokes and get them just right. However, this was the first time in a long time that she allowed herself to take in the full message of the scene as Ellie and Aster take turns pondering, “Maybe that’s the thing. If you do ruin your painting, you gotta know you have everything in you to get to that pretty good painting again. But if you never do the bold stroke, you’ll never know if you could’ve had a great painting.” That felt so much like her, right in that moment, with Charlie.
For someone like her, who’d spent so much of her life being measured, composed and careful, Charlie felt like one of her bold strokes. He’s warm, and chaotic and unafraid to say what he feels. Letting herself fall into this thing between them was brave. The quote mirrored so many of the silent risks she’d already taken with him and Signe felt something catch in her chest. As the movie progressed, Charlie suddenly sat up, gaze focused intently on the screen. Signe merely watched him, and smiled gently when he glanced her way. For a moment, they just stared at one another. Then she leaned in and kissed his cheek, almost at the corner of his mouth, resting her forehead against his temple briefly before leaning back just enough to settle against him again, hand returning to his. There was so many words the swarmed her head and it was too soon for so many of them to be uttered. So, Signe kept this moment and locked it away in her heart for the time being. Just for herself.
The rest of the movie played out, the dramatic climax at the church scene and everything that unraveled afterwards. Signe watched Charlie’s face for his reactions, curious and filled with all sorts of affection as he seemed to be truly invested in her favorite movie. She wasn’t sure if it was for sure, but something in his eyes told her it wasn’t. It only charmed her to him even more. “So, what did you think?” she asked, after Ellie made the decision to head off to college, and both Paul and Aster are set off on their own paths as well and the credits rolled.
Charlie gave a breathless chuckle, eyes still half-lidded from the kiss as he reached for his plate. "Technically, that was the appetizer," he said, voice low, still tinged with mischief as he handed her back her plate. "I’m just keepin’ you on your toes." He watched as she took her first bite, lips quirking into a grin when she groaned in satisfaction. There was a moment, brief but unmistakable, where pride settled warm in his chest, right alongside the part of him that couldn’t believe she was really here, cross-legged on his sofa, eating food he’d made for her. When she complimented the meal, her eyes wide and genuine, Charlie shook his head and smiled down at his plate, humbled in the way he always was when praise came without pretense. "Hey, you made it too," he said, bumping her shoulder gently. "You were brilliant back there. Proper sous chef material. Fast learner, good instincts. Might’ve even upstaged me if you weren’t so distracting." He snuck a bite of his salmon, chewed thoughtfully, then looked at her sideways, that slow-burning smile playing at his lips again. "I’m good at a lot of things, y’know."
The opening credits of The Half of It rolled, and conversation drifted into silence. Charlie leaned back, one arm slung across the back of the couch, the other holding his fork. He watched her in the glow of the screen, how she seemed to fold into the film slowly, her fingers curling around the stem of her wine glass, her mouth parted just slightly in quiet concentration. Every now and again, she’d glance at him and then look away quickly, like the story had pulled something out of her she wasn’t ready to name. Somewhere between Ellie’s first voiceover and Paul’s first awkward letter, Charlie had abandoned his nearly-finished plate. The blanket from the back of the couch now rested over both of their laps, his hand finding hers, and without thinking much of it, he let his head rest lightly against her shoulder. He didn’t say anything when the scene played where Ellie helps Paul learn how to talk about love, feeding him lines. But he felt something tighten in his chest when she whispered, "It’s not finding your other half. It’s the trying and reaching and failing." His thumb moved across the top of her hand beneath the blanket.
Charlie sat up slightly as Ellie and Paul’s conversation drifted into something quieter, more honest. Onscreen, Paul was fumbling through his feelings, and Ellie’s words pierced Charlie like they were his own. "What else could I like about her?" Paul began, Ellie replying, "I don’t know. How her eyes look right into yours. How she twirls her hair when she’s reading. How her laugh bursts out like she can’t help herself.. and she stops being so perfect. For just a few moments…” Charlie’s breath hitched. His eyes didn’t leave the screen, but his fingers curled more firmly around Signe’s hand beneath the blanket. "She has at least five different voices. How you can live in an ocean of her thoughts and feel like she knows… like really knows." He turned his head just enough to glance at her, eyes catching hers for a second. No words. Just that steady look and the faintest pull of a smile at the corner of his mouth. Because, yeah. That’s what it felt like. Like being known.
Signe didn’t consider herself extremely bold or wild by nature, but there was something about the way Charlie responded to her teasing that just lit her up from the inside out. Thoroughly pleased to have affected him with just her words, Signe had settled into the sofa, waiting expectantly. He asked about the not-so-mild playlist and she smirked to herself. “I’ll see what I can do for you.” The food smelled absolutely intoxicating and she found she was growing more and more excited to try his food. Of course, he’d prepared semla for her on their first date, but dessert was very different to an actual meal. She watched as Charlie carried their plates over, her eyes lingered on the tattoos of his arm before focusing on the meal and enticing scent wafting around then. “It smells divine.” Signe offered him a playful smile as she accepted the plate, leaning into the kiss he pressed to the top of her head. “Since you listed yourself, does that mean you’re on the menu too?” she asked, cheekily. She giggled as he came to sit beside her, thighs pressing together and she hummed, pleased at the closeness. She was about to dig into her plate when Charlie took the plate back. She barely had a chance to protest when he cupped her face and kissed her senseless. A soft noise of surprise escaped her before she eagerly responded to the kiss, truly melting into it. He was everywhere – his taste on her lips, his touch on her cheek – and then he had the nerve to pull away like he hadn’t just set her entire nervous system on fire. Signe barely registered the movie title that blinked on the screen as she let out a slow, stunned breath trying to calm her heart galloping in her rib cage. “Now we can eat?” she echoed, incredulous. She turned toward Charlie with narrowed eyes, playful yet dangerous. “Because … what? That was the appetizer?” Signe reached for her plate once more, steadying herself with a rather large gulp of wine. “I’ll get you back for that. I thought you said no more teasing.” She smirked at him before taking a bite of the salmon on her plate and then groaned in satisfaction. “Oh, that is fantastic,” Signe said, covering her mouth to finish chewing before focusing on Charlie. “You made that.” Her eyes were wide with wonder at his ability to bring together ingredients in a way that complimented each other so well. “You really are good at this, aren’t you?”
Charlie’s laugh echoed from the kitchen, warm and full-bodied, the kind that spilled out with no filter. Deep, surprised, and slightly unsteady. He stood there with a ridiculous grin, plating their food like it was a Michelin tasting, even though all he really wanted was to abandon the counter, cross to the other room, and kiss her until he forgot what restraint tasted like. He finished up the salmon and vegetables, trying to focus on not burning his fingertips or slapping down the garnish too aggressively, but it wasn’t easy. Not after that voice from the living room, all cool and tempting and laced with just enough heat to short-circuit his self-control. He shook his head, biting down on his bottom lip as he tried to refocus. "You’re tryin’ to corrupt me, love," he called back, the words slightly breathless. "That was the mild playlist? Christ." He paused, smiling as he laid down the last bit of glazed salmon with practiced precision. The smell was incredible, citrus and spice and garlic and that slight sweetness from the honey, but all he could really think about was the way her voice had wrapped around those words like a dare. Discipline, Hughes. She deserves dinner. "I’m also gonna need a link to that one. For scientific purposes."
Once everything was set, he wiped his hands and took a quiet second to breathe. Then he grabbed both plates and made his way back toward the living room, shoulders relaxed, steps easy, but eyes locked on her. He walked in, sleeves still rolled with tattoos peeking out from under, carrying their plates carefully in each hand. The way she was curled into his sofa, waiting for him not just politely, but eagerly, sent something twisting in his chest. "Alright, alright, no more teasin’," he said, presenting the plates with all the air of a man delivering a masterpiece. "Spiced glazed salmon, garlicky roasted veg, and a chef trying very hard not to get distracted by the fact that you’re actively ruining him."
He handed her the plate like it was sacred, balanced and perfect, even adding a soft "Enjoy" under his breath. He bent to press a kiss to the top of her head, one hand lingering briefly on her shoulder as if to ground himself. Then he circled around, setting his own plate down before sinking into the couch beside her, closer than before. Their thighs touched, and he didn’t bother pretending it was accidental. He picked up his own plate, but only for a moment. Then, in a sudden, quiet decision, he set it back down. He turned to her, gaze steady and lips tugged into a smile just shy of smirking. "Actually," he said, reaching gently to take her plate from her hands, catching her gaze with something more heated now. Something inevitable. Before she could respond, he gently set it down on the coffee table without ever breaking eye contact. Then he leaned in, swift and sure, cupping her face with both hands as he kissed her. Properly. No teasing. No testing. Just all of it. Want, gratitude, affection, need. Like he’d held back long enough and decided, finally, to let it land. He hummed into the kiss, his thumb brushing lightly across her cheek, savoring the way she responded. It took effort, actual, physical effort, to pull away. When he did, he rested his forehead against hers for a beat, catching his breath, smiling like he’d just won something he hadn’t realized he was competing for. "Right," he said, voice low and a little hoarse. "Now we can eat." Charlie leaned back, lips tucked in, still biting down a grin as he reached for the remote. He hit play, finally, but he didn’t move away. His thigh stayed resting on hers, plate now in his lap, ready to experience her favorite movie, and whatever else this night would bring.
Watching Charlie react to her playlist was surprisingly one of the more intimate experiences of her life. They were both allowing songs say the words they were too scared or hesitant to say out loud and then the reactions? The subtle touches of acknowledgement and acceptance. It sent every nerve-ending of hers on fire. She giggled at the way the absolutely lit up at the A*Teens cover of Mamma Mia and found another reason to sit him down in front of one of her favorite musicals one of these days. “Sure, I’m not afraid of a good karaoke stage,” she grinned. He lay back when Night Changes came on, and her eyes were glued on him as he mouthed the lyrics. His hand found hers and she squeezed it gently, silent acknowledgement. When he glanced at her talking about the right person, she smiled shyly breaking the eye contact. “You’re sounding very philosophical these days, y’know?” The song shifted again and she wasn’t sure what was more overwhelming. The way that Charlie’s whole body had responded to the song, or the fact that he didn’t try to hide it. He didn’t pretend it wasn’t affecting him. He just looked at her like he saw her and felt all the heat she’d meant to bottle into that song and decided he wanted it. And then… If dinner weren’t in the oven… Frankly, dinner wouldn’t have stopped her. She was about to say as much, but Charlie stood and walked away. That fact didn’t break the spell, but it just made her smirk. Her eyes followed him as he walked back to the kitchen, calling over his shoulder to set the movie up. She rested her arms on the back of the couch and just looked at him for a moment. Her cheeks were flushed and her heart was racing, but she couldn’t help the giddy feeling she had knowing she’d affected him like that. She reached for the remote and queued up the movie, but didn’t press play, waiting for him to return with their meal. Signe sank back into the couch, curling her legs underneath her, before she called back, playful and undeniably flirty. “Just so you know…that was the mild playlist.” A beat and then. “I have another one, but you’d probably need to cancel all your dinner plans for that one.”
Charlie gave a low, quiet laugh as her first song played, his blush rising again, this time not from embarrassment, but from the weight of what she wasn’t saying out loud. Think I Wanna See You Again. He didn’t need the explanation. He just glanced at her, lips parting like he might say something, but then shut his mouth again. Instead, he reached over and let his hand rest lightly on her thigh, thumb tracing an idle, slow circle against the fabric there. "I was already plannin’ on seein’ you again," he said finally, voice just barely above a whisper. "But… nice to know it’s mutual."
When White Houses came on, he listened with quiet focus, watching her from the side. He could see how grounded she was in the lyrics, like they held parts of her story she hadn’t said out loud. When she mentioned her move, he gave a small nod, nudging her knee with his. "I get that," he murmured. "Feelin’ like you’re brand new somewhere and tryin’ to look like you’ve always belonged." And then Mamma Mia started. He looked over at her, grinning like he’d just caught her red-handed. "You're jokin' me! My mum is obsessed with Abba. And with that musical too, yeah?" Charlie laughed, delighted. "That’s brilliant! We never had this remix-y madness. I feel like I’m hearin’ ABBA on a sugar high. Might have to add this to my workout playlist." He reached for his wine, still chuckling, and looked at her with soft, amused eyes as he took a sip. "You realise this means you have to sing one of these at karaoke with me someday, yeah?"
As Night Changes came on, something in him shifted. He placed his wine back down, leaning back to rest his head on the back of the couch. Charlie let the song wash over him, his eyes fluttering shut like it was instinct. The lyrics held a kind of gentle ache he hadn’t noticed before, not when he was sixteen, fumbling through the chords of the song, trying to impress a girl who didn’t know his name. But here, now, with Signe beside him, it hit differently. He reached out, without opening his eyes, and found her hand again, interlacing their fingers. When the last note faded, he didn’t let go. "I like that one," he said softly. "Feels like it means more now than it ever did when I was a kid." He looked at her, gaze steady and honest. "Maybe that’s the thing about the right person.. they make old songs feel new."
And then, Dangerous Woman. Charlie sat up straighter the second the sultry opening hit the speakers. His entire body tensed, not in discomfort, but in heightened awareness. Of her. Of the song. Of everything left unsaid between them. He'd heard it before, in pubs, in clubs, maybe even in the locker room once or twice, but he'd never heard it in this context. It had never felt this powerful. "Oh, bloody hell," he muttered under his breath, letting out a nervous laugh. His thumb dragged down his bottom lip as he tried, and failed, to keep a straight face. "If dinner weren’t in the oven, I’d be suggestin’ we table the rest of the playlist and revisit this one. Thoroughly." His voice was teasing, but there was a genuine flush to his cheeks now, the tension in his jaw not entirely performative. Charlie stood, forcing himself to break the spell before he did something impulsive. "Right, okay. That’s me ruined," he called over his shoulder as he made his way to the kitchen. "You mind settin’ up the movie, love? I’ll plate us up." There was a long beat of silence, and then, from the kitchen "… Also, that was the hottest playlist I’ve ever been emotionally wrecked by. So thanks for that!"
She clinked her glass against his, smiling as she took a sip. Signe allowed herself to be led to the living room and sat on the couch in front of the television. It warmed her heart that he was so excited, that he had actually put thought and effort into the silly little game she’d thought up. She felt his hand brush against her knee as they settled into their seats and simply scooted closer. Charlie gave her a sheepish look, begging her to be gentle and she couldn’t help but lean in to brush her lips against his cheek. “Don’t worry, you’re safe with me,” she murmured, the words not light-hearted but not quite teasing. She was being honest with him, but she wanted some of the tension in his shoulders to ease.
Signe felt the shift the moment Nothing started to play – the way Charlie settled into the cushions like he was bracing for impact. She didn’t say anything, just let the song speak for itself. The first category was the song that made them think of each other. The way he picked this one first made her chest ache in a way that surprised her. She felt her eyes sting at the raw vulnerability the song displayed. She glanced at him, but he wasn’t looking at her. So, she just reached and brushed her fingers along the back of his hand. She didn’t press for a look or a smile, just letting him know that she was here.
The second song, Seventeen Going Under, came on and she nodded as he explained. Something boat it felt like something Charlie would have had in his headphones as a teenager. She could feel the old bruises tucked under every lyric. She cracked a smile the second Red Wine Supernova started, recognizing the song immediately. “I would never judge your hyperpop era,” she teased. “Honestly, it’s a little hot picturing this on your running music set.” She watched him sway along, foot tapping and warmth filled her. She playfully bumped his knee and gave her a cheeky little smile.
The opening to My Boo pulled a surprised laugh from her. She looked at him as he explained why it had made the list. “Of course you would start impromptu Usher dance breaks at work.” Signe giggled into her wine glass, but her smile was soft. She was definitely storing this little factoid to pull out randomly as some point in the future. The final song started playing – the one whose category she’d thrown in on a whim – and Signe just sat there, listening intently. This was a version of him that no one else got to see.
When his playlist finished, she set her glass down and reached for his hand again, this time holding it properly. “Charlie, that was –” she stopped herself before she got too earnest to fast, her eyes flicking to the TV. “Spectacular. I can’t believe you made that for me.” She squeezed his hand, and then the corners of her mouth quirked up into a grin. She reached for the remote and started queuing hers up. “Alright, Mr. Emotionally Rinsed… I don’t know if my playlist will hold a candle to yours, but the gentle rule applies to you as well!”
First up was Think I Wanna See You Again by Grace Enger. She offered up no explanation, but her cheeks heated immediately. The first time she’d heard the song, there was only one face and name that had come to mind. The same face that she hadn’t been able to stop thinking about since they’d crossed paths in the art district. It was almost as if she could have written the lyrics herself, and it left Signe feeling terribly exposed.
Up next was White Houses by Vanessa Carlton. She smiled softly, only braving to look at Charlie from the corner of her eye. “I’ve got a thing for singer/songwriter vibes, you’ll notice. Vanessa Carlton is queen.” She paused briefly. “This song also felt incredibly relevant to me when I first moved to the United States. Like you said for your song, I identified with the song so much, it’s just an all-time favorite of mine.”
Then, the familiar notes of Mamma Mia filled the room. Only it wasn’t ABBA’s original, but the cover by A*Teens. Signe laughed and buried her face in her hands. “Okay, this is more a guilty pleasure because of the group,” she said, glancing at him. “I’m a true Swede so, of course, my parents brought me up on ABBA, but A*Teens was this whole project to bring ABBA’s music to a younger generation and it was a whole moment in my life.”
The fourth song was Night Changes by One Direction, but the live acoustic version. Signe had grown up at the peak of 1D-mania, but she had always gravitated to the soft, more intimate cuts. She would never admit how often she still plays this song but she still smiled. “I was a total Directioner as a kid, and when I tell you I sobbed when Zayn left the group, it was world-shattering for me,” she admitted with a soft chuckle at her younger self.
Then finally came Dangerous Woman by Ariana Grande. “You didn’t misinterpret at all” was all that she murmured, leaning back into the couch and into Charlie’s side, almost as if she could hide from the words that she was putting out there between them. One would think after Kissin’ On My Tattoos, she would no longer be embarrassed, but who said she was logical? As the song came to an end, Signe cleared her throat, pushing her hair back behind her ears. “So there you have it, I’m still not completely happy with it but that’s me in playlist format.”
Charlie laughed at her comment, cheeks flushing even as he tried to mask it with a sip of wine. Of course she could tell how eager he was, how much this playlist thing meant to him. She saw through him with terrifying ease. It was thrilling and slightly disarming. "Alright, fine," he muttered with mock defeat, tapping the rim of his glass against hers. "I am very excited. No one’s ever made me do a playlist like this before, alright? I’m emotionally compromised." He took the glass, tipping the rim against hers in a clink. "I have the order written down, so we can go through it." He took a sip, then gave her a crooked grin before tipping his head toward the couch. "Come on. We’ll set it up on the telly. Proper presentation and all that. Like a tasting menu, just… with musical emotional baggage." He grabbed the crostini on the way out, a proud smile resting on his lips.
Once they were settled, he scrolled through his Xbox to pull up the songs, his hand briefly brushing against her knee as he reached for the remote. It lingered a second longer than it needed to, nothing overly dramatic, just that electric, I know you’re here and I like that you are kind of touch. "Alright then," he exhaled, suddenly more serious, almost sheepish. "Signe Holmström. This is me barin’ my soul. If I start cryin’ halfway through, just pretend I’ve got allergies or somethin’, yeah? Be gentle with my heart."
The first notes of Nothing by Bruno Major filled the room, and his posture shifted, shoulders tucked in slightly, like he could make himself smaller while the words did the talking. His hands fiddled with the edge of his sleeve as the lyrics poured out everything he hadn’t had the nerve to say aloud. He didn’t dare look at her until the song ended, but when he did, it was with a quiet, searching softness.
Next was Seventeen Going Under by Sam Fender. That one, he could explain. "Grew up with this one in my bones," he murmured, voice low. "First time I heard it I kinda freaked at how me it felt.. It’s angry and sad and weirdly hopeful. Like.. I dunno, like ‘yeah, it’s all gone to shit, but I’m still runnin'.." He chuckled, but it didn’t quite hide the way his thumb kept rubbing his knuckles.
Then came Red Wine Supernova. Charlie shot her a look, cheeky again now. "Right. Don’t judge. This is my guilty pleasure. No idea what she’s even singin’ about half the time but, God, it gets in my blood." He tapped his foot along to the beat, shoulders swaying and grinning to himself before casting her a quick glance. "It’s good runnin’ music. Good tryin’ not to think music. The girl can sing."
The fourth song was My Boo. The instant the intro played, he let out a laugh, leaning his head back on the cushion. "This one’s just joy, innit? Played all the time in the kitchen at work when we’re preppin’. I started it back in France, had a mate there that also loved Usher and it became a tradition. Makes everyone start dancin’. And by everyone, I mean me." He turned to her with a flash of that grin that meant I’m letting you in on something no one else gets.
Then came the last one. The one that sat a little heavier in his chest. Kissin’ On My Tattoos. He didn’t give an explanation this time. Just stared ahead for a long moment, hands folded between his knees as the smooth, intimate melody filled the room. When it ended, he looked over at her. Not cocky. Not even teasing. Just honest. "I'm hopin' I didn't misinterpret what ya meant with that," he said quietly. "But it is what I think about at two in the mornin'.." He chuckled lightly now, a bit of tension leaving his chest.
Then, finally, he looked back at her, smile pulling gently at the corner of his mouth. "So… that’s me. Emotionally rinsed and dried. Winnin' the race." He bumped her knee gently with his. "Your turn, love. But fair warnin’.. you cry and I’m makin’ you a cuppa and wrappin’ you in a blanket whether you like it or not." There was a gleam in his eye, a flicker of nerves under the humor. But he wasn’t running from it. Not this time. Not with her.
She rolled her eyes as he teased her saying she already knew he was rude. The butterflies in her stomach were not deterred by his cocky attitude in the slightest. It would have to be studied, she thought, the way he managed to draw her in even when he was being insufferable. She managed to select a bottle even as they exchanged charged glances from across the room. Charlie pointed her in the direction of the bottle opener and glasses and she was already moving towards the drawer. She located the bottle opener with relative ease and then reached for the cupboard with the glasses. Signe’s eyes found their way back to Charlie as he shook the pan of veggies, noting the way his muscles flexed. Oh, he was totally showboating, but she couldn’t find it in herself to be annoyed by it. Just secretly pleased that he was doing it for her. She turned her head to once again focus on the task at hand when she felt him come up behind her. Signe stood still for a moment longer than necessary, her pulse quickening as his arms wrapped around her so casually like it was the most natural thing in the world. She leaned back into his embrace as he rested his chin on her shoulder. It unsettled her in a way that she didn’t hate. Not even a little. Her fingers tightened just lightly around the bottle in her hand as he spoke softly into her ear. She bit on her lip to fight the smile that so desperately wanted to break onto her face, but she didn’t turn to face him yet. “You’re very excited about these playlists,” she said lightly, voice teasing, but softer underneath. Her fingers moving on instinct to open the wine she’d picked out, needing the action to steady her. He pressed a barely there kiss to her shoulder and that is when Signe turned her head to look at him. She could still feel the imprint of his touch on her waist even after he’d stepped back. “We’ll just have to put them in the same order. To make sure we know what song was for which category,” she breathed, turning her head to finish pouring each of them a glass. She grabbed one and offered it to him, eyes finally meeting his again. This – them – they felt good. It felt easy in that impossible, rare way, but easy didn’t always mean lasting. And that scared her. The idea of falling too hard, too fast and then being burned because she’s was impulsive. “One glass of wine, then one playlist. Do you want to do the honors of going first?” she asked, tilting her head. She smiled, a bit coyly. “But if I cry, I’m blaming you and not the moscato.”
Charlie chuckled, the sound low and unguarded as she bumped his hip. Her voice saying his name like that, dragging it out, playful and knowing was almost too much. He bit the inside of his cheek to keep his grin from going smug. "I knew you were trouble the second you said my name like it meant something," he muttered, more to himself than to her.
"I'm certain you already know that I'm rude." He laughed, biting down on his lip as she scolded him. He tried to hide the fact that his knees were a little unsteady, that her tone and smile had gone straight to the center of him. But Charlie Hughes had spent years perfecting composure. On the pitch, in the kitchen, through more nights out than he cared to count. So he just rolled his shoulders back, smirked like it was no big deal, and returned to chopping like he wasn’t completely undone by her in his gaff, in that dress, with that mouth. When she moved toward the wine fridge, he watched from the corner of his eye. How she moved, the way her fingers hovered over the bottles. Then her gaze flicked up and met his. For a moment, neither of them looked away. Not until she ducked her head with that little smile that killed him every single time. He exhaled through a grin, shaking his head to himself as he turned back to the cutting board.
But he felt her watching. The weight of her gaze trailed over him like it had hands of its own, across his shoulders, down his arms. It was the same sensation he used to get before a goal, just before the crowd would roar. Electric. Measured. Certain. He smirked, a cockiness flaring up in his chest. He hadn’t felt like this in a long time. Not since he'd been on the pitch, scouters in the stands watching him dart from side to side, easily maneuvering around defenders, kicking the ball in like it were a choreographed routine. He was in his element then, and he was starting to believe he was in his element with her. And for a moment, it wasn’t about nerves or hope or even romance. It was about that deep, thudding instinct that said you belong here.
He glanced at the label she’d chosen before nodding toward the counter. "Bottle opener’s top drawer, left of the sink. Glasses are all the way over.. yeah, there," he said, gesturing vaguely with the knife before swapping it out for a baking sheet. He spread the vegetables with ease, drizzling olive oil and tossing them with his hands. If his biceps flexed a little as he shook the pan, well, that wasn’t entirely on purpose. Probably. Once the tray slid into the oven and he’d wiped his hands on the towel, Charlie crossed the kitchen, stepping behind her with no urgency, just presence. His arms found their place around her waist like they belonged there. He tucked his chin briefly over her shoulder and let his voice drop low against the curve of her neck.
"Shall we get those playlists goin’, then?" he asked, casual as ever, like his heart wasn’t racing. Then softer, more sincere, "Also wouldn’t mind just sittin’ next to you while it plays. Don’t even need to talk. Just… y’know. Be." He let his lips brush the edge of her shoulder, barely there, before pulling back, hands sliding off her waist slow and easy, like he really didn't want to let go. "Wine first, though," he said, clearing his throat, "Can’t have emotional vulnerability without a good glass of moscato."
She giggled softly to herself, amused by how much a single word affected him. Signe bumped her hip against his with a playful grin. “Well, Charlie,” she said, drawing out the syllables of his name. “You know I’m only looking at you like that because you make it impossible not to.” Their bantering had grown more playful, more flirtatious since their first date. Which made sense considering the boundaries that she’d dissolved so quickly in his presence. And yet, it still surprised her – how easy it was to be a less curated version of her. Like he saw past all of her facades to the girl underneath and he didn’t balk at any of it. It was intoxicating. His ears had flushed pink as he teased her and Signe could only smile at the sight. He gestured towards the wine fridge and Signe nodded, wiping her hands on a spare dish towel and getting ready to cross the kitchen, when he gently pulled her back. His lips were on hers and Signe instinctively melted into his embrace. A little stunned, she doesn’t rush it or pull away too fast. She merely stays close, her hand placed on his chest, her thumb brushing lightly along the fabric of his shirt, anchoring herself in the moment. Charlie pulled away and her eyes remained close for a moment longer, savoring it before she blinked at him slowly. “That was so rude,” she murmured once she found her voice again. “You can’t just kiss me like that and then go back to casually chopping vegetables. Jesus.” While the words were aimed at him, she wasn’t truly expecting a response. There was no heat in her words, just the warm glow of affection. She moved toward the wine fridge, casting a glance over her shoulder at him. He’s back at his task, but smiling to himself. It was moments like that – his hand finding the small of her back, the offhand kiss that left her blinking at the wine fridge like she forgot why she opened it – they meant so much to her. Her hand hovered over the bottles before she settled on one with a pale pink label. She notices the way he looks at her. Notices before whenever she turns to look at him, he’s already looking back. Signe was scared of getting use to the feeling. What if a day came when he saw all of her? The parts of her that doubt joy and second guess everything. What if that day came and he changed his mind? Signe allowed herself to look at him again–his hair messy from running damp fingers through it, his sleeves pushed up, and that ridiculous little smile on his face like he knew she was watching. Something inside of her quieted at the sight of that smile. She liked him so much, and she wasn't going to ruin that by over fixating. With the wine selected, she walked back over to Charlie, holding the bottle up. “Did you want to open it, or should I? I can do it if you point me in the direction of your finest bottle opener,” she teased.
Charlie let out a low laugh, shaking his head as he rinsed his hands. "Nah, Signe. You don’t say it like my coworkers do. If they said it like you, we'd have an HR complaint on our hands... Don’t call me chef unless ya want me to start barkin’ orders or critique your knife skills." He glanced back at her with a grin, the warmth in his voice unmistakable. "Just call me Charlie. That’s already more than enough." There was a beat where he looked at her again, saw that wicked little glint in her eye, and smirked. "Though for the record.. if you keep lookin’ at me like that and sayin’ things with that mouth... I have a hard enough time with one knee. You might knock 'em both out from under me." He raised a brow, "Right, right.. movin’ on," he laughed, hands raised in mock surrender, the tips of his ears just the tiniest bit pink.
He took the bowl from beside her and turned toward the sink, but as always, he didn’t stay away long. There was a pull to her. Undeniable. Like gravity had adjusted to her. "Whatever you put together, I’ll love it," he added more softly now, rinsing the bowl. "I like that you cared enough to stress over it. It means something. That’s all I’ll say or I’ll start gettin’ sappy and you’ll mock me." He bumped her elbow lightly with his own as he returned, moving beside her to start chopping the vegetables. His fingers worked confidently, effortlessly, but his eyes flicked to her with every few slices, like he couldn’t help it.
"Why don’t you head over to the wine fridge?" he asked, nodding in its general direction with his chin, knife still in hand. "I’ve got a few different moscatos chillin’ in there. They’re all kind of the same, but go with whichever label speaks to you." Then he paused, completely mid-chop. "Oh.. wait." He reached for her hand, a gentle tug drawing her toward him in one smooth motion. No rush, just closeness. Just him. And then he leaned in and kissed her like it was something he’d been meaning to do all evening. Nothing dramatic. Just warm, certain, and grounding.
When he pulled back, there was a spark of mischief in his own smile now, but something tender beneath it too. "Just realized I hadn’t done that yet. Didn’t want it hangin’ over my head while you were choosin’ wine," he said lightly, going back to chopping as if he hadn’t just completely short-circuited his own train of thought. His voice was a little quieter after that, but no less sincere. "Glad you like bein’ here, by the way. Feels natural to me, too. Like we didn’t have to work at it. Just… fit." He glanced over again, this time pausing the movement of his knife. "And if your playlist’s even half as thoughtful as your outfit, I know I’m in for it. Might cry. Might fake cry for sympathy. No tellin’, really." He nudged her gently with his shoulder again, eyes lingering on hers. "Go on, then. Pick the wine. I’ll try not to burn anything while you’re gone."
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Driven (2018)
She could see the way he looked at her and it made her breath catch a little. He looked at her not like she was just pretty, or hot, or even just dressed up, but like she was something unbelievable. Her cheeks warmed and she smiled to herself, tucking her hair behind her ears as she laughed softly. “You are the chef, though. What should I call you instead?” she challenged, her eyes glittering mischievously. It was addicting, the way he reacted to her. The fact that she had any sort of power over a man like Charlie set her insides ablaze. She accepted the pastry brush, doing her best to avoid looking at him and that smile on his face that made her want to kiss him stupid. Signe brushed the edge of the pastry brush against the side of the bowl before applying the glaze like he’d asked her to. His touch at her back was barely there, but it was grounding in a way. A reminder that she was actually here – that he wanted her here. “Toast in a dramatic way,” she repeated, glancing up from her task to raise an eyebrow at Charlie. “Got it. I’ll set a baguette on fire and call it performance art,” she joked, trying to keep focused on her task even as she felt Charlie’s eyes on her. The playlist game was a stroke of a genius, but she'd ended up shooting herself in the foot overthinking the task, as she had a habit of. “I panicked halfway through making my playlist and I’ve second-guessed just about every choice. It’s a bit confused, but I think I’m satisfied with it.” She put the brush down and turned to look at him, smiling slightly. “Your playlist, however, I am infinitely curious about.” The smile softened further as he admitted to liking her in his space. “I like being here,” she said, almost shy. “Even though it’s definitely my first time here, it feels … natural? Like we do this all the time.”
Charlie's breath hitched at the sight of her. The outfit was stunning, but what really knocked the wind out of him was knowing she’d made it herself. Intention in every choice. He let himself take her in, didn’t bother to hide it, but his gaze wasn’t greedy; there was a flicker of pride. He leaned into the kiss on his cheek with a soft chuckle, letting it linger for a beat. Something about it felt easy, like they’d done this a hundred times already, even if it was only their second date.
"You’re tryin’ to ruin me first, let’s be honest here," he murmured with a crooked smile, cheeks faintly flushed from the heat of the oven, or maybe not just that. "By the way, that is the plan, Signe. I'm pretty sure that's what datin' is.. at least if your datin' me.." He teased with a knowing smirk. "Oi, there you go callin' me chef again like I've got the willpower to resist it." The glaze was ready in its little bowl, and he handed her the pastry brush without a word at first, just that same stupid smile, like he couldn’t quite believe she was here. In his kitchen. Like he didn’t want to blink in case she vanished.
"Right over the top, yeah? Generously. She’s the star of the show tonight," he said, nodding toward the salmon. "And you’re the only one I trust not to mess her up." He moved behind her to check the crostini, his hand grazing the small of her back as he passed, not by accident, but not exactly by design either, just a point of quiet connection. "I'm holdin’ you to that, by the way," he added, voice lighter again. "The cooking.. Doesn’t even need to be fancy, just make me toast in a dramatic way and I’ll call it gourmet."
He slid the crostini out of the oven with a triumphant hum and set them on the counter, glancing over his shoulder at her. This time, when he looked at her, it lingered. "Works for me, love. Though I am dyin' to hear what music you've picked for me." Charlie bumped their shoulders, "Feels good.. You here."
The first thing Signe noticed was the smell – the warm, enticing smells wafting from the apartment even as she stood outside the door. Even though she’d chosen her outfit for their date days ago with Adriana’s help, she still had spent too much time getting ready. Worrying if the mesh dress of her own design was too much for a second date, if she was trying too hard to impress him. She didn’t know why she was putting so much pressure on this date when she already knew he liked her, knew that they were both drawn to each other like moths to a flame. And yet, after hearing Charlie’s voice call out that the door was open, she still hovered for half a beat in the doorway. She took in appearance – the towel slung over his shoulder, his sleeves pushed up and putting his impressive forearms on display. This was her first time in his apartment and she took a moment to take in her surroundings. Her eyes paused briefly over the flowers on the island, and smiled to herself before crossing the threshold. He greeted her with a soft Hej and Signe’s heart did a stupid little flip as she recognized the words to be her native Swedish despite their similarity to the English phrase. “It smells absolutely divine in here,” she said, walking over to press a quick kiss to his cheek instead of his mouth. A tiny act of restraint she wasn’t sure she could keep up for long. “You’re out to ruin me for others, aren’t you?” She tried to say the words lightly, but the truth was still there, woven into her tone. “I’m glad I came too,” she smiled, her gaze passing over all the food he’d prepared for her yet again. “You know, once I figure out how to cook, you’ll have to let me treat you sometime.” Signe laughed, soft and slightly nervous, as she came to stand beside Charlie, her shoulder brushing against his side. “I think it’d be a crime to let all this amazing food burn. So, put me to work, Chef,” she grinned. “We can put on the playlists on once the food is out of harm’s way.”
Starter: closed ~ @ofresoluxe ~ Location: Coral Cove Apartment 5B
Charlie had spent half the afternoon pretending not to overthink the whole thing. The ingredients were out; fresh veg, a stupidly nice charcuterie he definitely didn’t need to splurge on, a bouquet of the closest flower he could find that looked like an anemone sitting in a vase on the island, and his tiny kitchen smelled faintly of garlic and anticipation. He wasn’t in his chef whites, obviously, but he had rolled his sleeves up like he might be. He stood in the kitchen, a hand towel tossed over one shoulder. Casual. Effortlessly casual.. Which is to say it had taken him three tries to find a shirt that didn’t feel like trying too hard.
He’d started on the grapes already, just beginning to sizzle in the oven. The crostini were toasted, waiting on the counter, and the whipped goat cheese had been done earlier, just in case he panicked about multitasking. It sat ready in a little dish, sprinkled with thyme leaves he’d picked like it wasn’t a big deal... It was a big deal. Not the thyme, the evening. He didn’t want this to feel like he was performing, waiting to get scouted. They’d already crossed one line a few days ago, very unexpectedly but constantly thought about by him. Tonight, he wanted to let things breathe. Just them, cooking, talking, laughing. Playing that game she’d mentioned, maybe figuring out a new way to be close without rushing toward the next thing.
Charlie had just leaned over, turning his speaker up, when he'd heard the knock come at the door. He wiped his hands on the towel and smiled instinctively. "It’s open! Come in before the garlic burns and I start cryin’," he called, not looking up as he carefully stirred honey into the warm grapes, "unless you’re a burglar, in which case.. welcome, help yourself, just don’t take the goat cheese." The second he caught sight of her, he turned toward her properly, leaning back against the counter with soft eyes and crossing his arms in front of his chest. He’d been smiling more lately. He liked that. "Hej." His voice dropped a little, not on purpose, just naturally warm around her. "Glad you’re here. Crostini’s halfway done, and I’m officially trying not to act smug about how good the flat smells right now." He nodded toward the cutting board by the sink, already set up with the salmon ready to glaze. "We can cook first, or we can start the emotional excavation and let dinner burn in the background. Dealer’s choice." He gave a small, lopsided smile, then added quiet and honestly, "I’m glad you came, Signe."
Signe Holmström had always been someone who carefully thought and planned through everything. Not that she was disingenuous, but she wanted people to like her. And so, she made sure to always put forward the best version of herself – the one that was nice, and polite, and charming and never too much, too soon. But being around Charlie, who was so transparent and forthcoming with her. It made it hard not to want to meet him in the middle and be just as authentic and unfiltered. Her cheeks flush at his admission, and she tilted her head, looking up at him like she couldn’t quite believe he was real. “You’re so dramatic,” she chided, but there was a softness in her voice. Behind her teasing there was a quiet kind of awe in the way she studied him. She let out an amused chuckle as he called himself flawed, raw affection curling through her chest. Flaws and all, she was really liking him, although it felt scary to say out loud. He laid out his future plans with that cocky, casual certainty that made her laugh again, warm and bright. “Not that I’m doubting your teaching skills,” she began. “But you’ve never seen me near a hot pan. Yet you’re so sure I’ll survive your cooking lessons.” Signe giggled again, and added quietly: “But I’m still looking forward to it.” Charlie pressed a kiss to her nose and her breath caught just a little. The absolute tenderness of it all was what truly did her in. She looked up at him, eyes flickering between his and his mouth for the briefest second, and then smiled shyly and averted her gaze. His playful accusation that she was trouble had her fighting a smile. It wasn’t fair at all, how quickly he had her guard down. He was trouble and she knew it, but she found that she didn’t really care. As they walked, she happily accepted the semla, but narrowed her eyes at him in playful suspicion. “You’re just trying to bribe me for a good post-date review,” she muttered, taking a bite anyway. As they walked alongside each other, Signe finishing the delicious semla and their hands finding one another, she found herself glancing around the the dwindling festivities. The night had been everything she’d hoped for and more. She just hoped that all the dates that followed would be the same. Signe leaned in instinctively at his little shoulder bump and smile. “Okay, fine,” she sighed, as if the topic was really taking its toll on her. “The ambiance was perfect, the company was disarmingly charming, and the date surpassed all expectations.” A beat where she cast a sideways glance at him. “But I do retain the right to edit my review for at least 24 hours after the date is done.” She gave his hand a squeeze as they made it to her front door, and then looked at him from under her lashes. “Because everyone knows—it’s all in the way the night ends that really seals the five-star rating.”
Charlie huffed a breath of a laugh, the kind that buzzed low in his chest and softened something in his expression as he looked at her. "Oh, I’m sayin’ it, alright. Loud and clear. You affect me, Signe Holström." He shook his head, thumb tracing small, unconscious circles through the fabric of her dress. "I’m holdin’ it together out here, but inside?" He let out a dramatic sigh, leaning in like he was telling a secret. "Total emotional devastation. I'm a goner. Done for. It’s a miracle I’m still standin’, really."
He smiled crookedly when she called him out, that spark of playful challenge catching in his eyes. “Perfect?” he echoed, shaking his head. “Nah, love. I ain't perfect at all. I’ve got flaws stacked higher than my wine rack. But I’m tryin’, swear down.. And that’s gotta count for somethin’, right?” The sound of her giggles as he scooped her up made his grin stretch wider, cheek pressed to her temple for a second, "Oi! I may not have been selfie-ready, but don’t think for a second I haven’t got our next few dates locked and loaded. I got it all planned out, Signe." He spoke, voice low, just for them, "Dinner. Movie. Me teachin’ you how not to burn garlic. You causin’ chaos in my kitchen."
Her whispered 'Yes, Chef' had his breath catching, low and rough like it had been punched right from his lungs. He murmured, shaking his head, eyes dark as they settled on hers, "You-.. are trouble, innit? You’re doin’ that on purpose.. Really tryin' to make me come undone here, ain't ya?" He smirked, "Whatever you want.. but that's for next time."
He reined himself in, the heat in his chest grounding as he looked around at the quieting party. Families packing up, the fire pit flickering low. Charlie dipped to press a kiss to the tip of her nose, the gesture far too gentle for someone who had just been threatening to fall apart entirely. "C'mon, love. Let's get you home before the chill sets in." As she helped him pack up their things, Charlie grabbed the last semla like a prize, handing it to her and then reached for her other hand as they walked along the sand. Fingers laced, warm and sure.
"You enjoy yourself tonight?" Charlie glanced over with a grin, bumping her shoulder with his. "Because now’s the part where I conduct your post-date interview. Very official stuff, you know. For quality assurance purposes... don't deny the people what they deserve, Signe."
When Charlie pulled her close, Signe ducked her head slightly, trying to hide her pleased smile at his reaction to her words and her touch. “So, you’re saying I affect you?” she asked with a playful tilt of her head. “You seem to be doing a pretty good job of surviving the night so far.” By some miracle, Signe was doing a decent job of keeping it together herself. She wasn’t sure how her heart hadn’t leapt straight out of her body at this point. The warmth in Charlie’s voice and the tenderness in his smile, even the way he brushed their noses together – it was all so dizzying in the best way. His quiet declarations and the way he kept opening up to her – allowing himself to be vulnerable – was more than she had ever expected for this date. She liked the way that he softened for her, like he was making a choice and peeling back layers he didn’t offer just anyone. It was absolutely undoing her. So, instead of teasing him, she offered him some vulnerability in return. “You don’t have to be better for me, Charlie. Although, the fact that you want to is…” Signe smiled, shaking her head. “You can’t be so perfect all at once.” “Oh, don’t fuss. You look perfect!” A squeal escaped her lips as his arm wrapped around her middle and he lifted her off the ground. Her feet touched back down and she erupted into giggles, leaning into the kisses he pressed to her cheek. Her breath hitched slightly and her eyes flared with heat at the sound of his voice dropping low and his hands traced up her hips. There was a boldness to Charlie’s touch that might have sent her running on another night with someone else. But with him, the touch was grounding. She hummed, turning in his arms to face him better. “You weren’t ready for a selfie – you think you’re ready for a second date?” she teased. Signe raised an eyebrow at him as Charlie laid it all out like he was confident she wouldn’t say no. Sound like a plan? He was too charming for her own good. “Yes, Chef,” she grinned, biting down on her lip. “I’m not the best in the kitchen, but I am a quick learner.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, her stare playful but steady. “But just so we’re clear–I’m not responsible if your very serious process gets totally derailed by me being in your kitchen…or your lap.” She offered him a cheeky grin, her eyes dancing. “You’re really gonna let me pick dessert, though? Whatever I want?”
Charlie’s breath caught somewhere between a laugh and a groan as her fingers danced over his chest, her touch light but loaded. His heart-rate hadn't failed to speed up as she teased him back, her own playful nature shining now. Charlie cleared his throat, hand around her waist tugging her a bit closer, "Well if you keep doin' that, I'll end up makin' declarations I shouldn't be makin' yet." He hummed, his chest rising and falling with the weight of their proximity. "Sayin’ things like that with your hand there.. how am I supposed to survive the night without makin’ a complete idiot of myself?"
Her words, her kiss, the quiet way she spoke about liking who she was around him, it all knocked the wind out of his chest. He smiled, but softer now. Not the cocky grin he wore like armor, but something honest. "Well, I like who I am when I’m with you too." He tilted his head just enough so his nose brushed hers. "Feels like I get to breathe a little easier." He shivered at the feeling of her fingers skimming along his collarbone and tensed, not out of discomfort, but because of how good it felt, how easily she undid him. Charlie instinctively clenched his jaw, the muscles tightening under her touch. His lips parted in a slow breath, "That version of me we’re talkin’ about.." He stared into Signe's eyes, seriousness painting his face, "I ain't gonna be like I used to with you, Signe.. this is different. You make me wanna be even better."
And then she spun in for the selfie and all the heat broke into laughter. He barely had time to register what was happening before she was taking pictures, and he leaned into her with a surprised laugh, cheeks aching from smiling, "Oi! Warn a bloke next time! My hair’s not even fixed!" Charlie laughed out, one arm quickly wrapping around Signe's waist to steady her against his body while the other slipped through his hair. His laugh rang out, fingers gripping at her side as he lifted her up with the one arm, "Unfair, I wasn't ready!" He smiled wider, peppering a few kissing to her cheek as he placed her back down. Charlie rest his chin on her shoulder, watching with her as she'd scrolled through the pictures. When she turned back with that look in her eye, he caught it and raised an eyebrow in response, "Unhinged, you say?" His hand slid teasingly along her hip. "I'm always interested in unhinged, Holström... But if you leave it up to me, we might need to solidify that second date.. I told ya, I'm doin' it right with you."
He let the suggestion linger for a moment, then leaned in again, closer, softer, his voice dropping just enough to make the air between them buzz. "What do you think about a quieter second date? We skip the crowd, yeah? You come over, I’ll cook us somethin’ proper... Or.. Better idea, you help me cook. You can be my sous chef. I’ll show you a few tricks, teach you how to plate like we’re servin’ in a Michelin kitchen, and you can mock my very serious process." His smirk tugged at one side of his mouth as his hand slid across her stomach, both hands now landing on either of her hips. "Then we queue up that movie of yours, get cozy, and if you’re lucky... I might even let you pick dessert.. it's typically a specific menu for me, but you seem to like mixin’ things up.." A beat, his eyes locked on hers. "Sound like a plan?"
She offered him a secret smile, one that highlighted just how much she enjoyed their little back and forth, like they were the only two who understood the true meaning behind their words. A pleased flush was on her cheeks when his lips brushed against them, the blush something that was becoming a semi-permanent trait in his presence. “Oh, you can’t stop thinking about me?” Her hand came up to his chest, her fingers trailing along the frankly disrespectful display of bare skin before lifting her gaze to his. “For the record, I mildly enjoy your company the most when you’re making declarations like that.” With that stupid pretty mouth was the part she left unsaid. A beat passed and then she added, softer. “But you’re right. I like having you around… like who I am around you.” Her hand traced up his collarbone and then she brushed her thumb along the edge of his jaw. “I don’t care who you used to be, Charlie. I care about who you choose to be now. I know we pretty much just met, but this version of you? He’s a good man,” Signe leaned in, kissing the corner of his mouth with quiet intention. “And from the little I know, even back then, you had this heart underneath it all. Even if you were to slip, you’d find your way back.” She looked into his eyes, making sure he saw how much she believed the words she was saying. She smiled and reached into the pocket of her dress, pulling out her phone. “Come on, let’s take a selfie. I want to remember our first date,” she said, whirling around and leaning back into him. She snapped a few photos quickly, trying to catch him off-guard in a few before he posed with her. Signe giggled, glancing at the photos on her phone. She looked over her shoulder and smirked, mischief sparking in her eyes. “Want to take a really unhinged one?”
Charlie arched a brow, the cocky edge to his grin settling in as he stepped closer, just enough for her to feel his presence. He raised his eyebrows, leveling his eyes to hers, "You only mildly enjoy my company under very specific circumstances… got it," he said, drawing the words out with playful mock offense. He tilted his head, eyes glittering with teasing challenge as he slowly licked his lips, then dipped his head. "I think," he murmured low near her ear, "you’re tryin’ to keep me around more than you’re lettin’ on." He didn’t move far after that, gaze softening slightly as he leaned back just enough to meet her eyes.
"I get what you mean. Maybe that’s what I am too.. I’ve always chased connection, maybe attention, if we’re bein’ honest. I just liked bein’ around people. Didn’t matter who, really." He paused. "I might feel a bit different now, though... Can’t stop thinkin’ about you." His lips brushed just barely against her cheek, gentle and intentional.
His voice dipped again, quieter this time, the smile faltering only slightly. "My mum never expected much from me.. she just wanted me happy. It was everyone else. Coaches, mates, teachers… my father.. they saw potential and pushed it hard. I was good, so it made sense." He shrugged, the motion small but rigid at the edges. "And then it was.. well I had to change plans. Just like that." His injury may have been nearly a decade prior, but it hadn't hurt him any less.
Charlie’s eyes dropped for a moment, thumb brushing lightly along her arm aimlessly, grounding himself as much as her. "I think what scares me most is slippin’ back into who I used to be.. The kid with a mile hight wall, always deflectin’ with a joke.. Or worse, turnin’ into the men I was raised around." He looked down at her, thoughtfully, "I don't wanna be the man I was.. I really like what I have now, and I don't intend on screwin' this up." He looked back up at her then, the smile returning, smaller but more real. "And I’m not gonna, Signe. Not with you. I'm not goin' anywhere and I mean that. You're not gonna scare me away."
Signe bit her bottom lip, fighting a smile as Charlie painted a picture of his past self. “Don’t you worry, Charlie Hughes,” she murmured, tilting her head up to look as him with mock irritation. “I absolutely believe you were a menace. All the proof I need is glittering right there in those eyes of yours.” She pointed an accusing finger at him before letting her fingers brush his side in a teasing, fond gesture. Charlie leaned closer, and Signe giggled, her cheeks flushing pleasantly. “I mildly enjoy your presence under very specific circumstances.”
Her face softened as he asked for her interpretation of her sexuality and the label that she chose. She gave him a gentle smile and nodded, her fingertips tracing absent-mindedly along his arm as they swayed. “For me, it’s not so much about how someone looks although I won’t say it has no part. It’s more about the way someone makes me feel, how their mind works, how they move through the world.” Signe’s voice was sure, but thoughtful, like she was still discovering her own definition as she spoke. “I’ve been equally attracted to softness and sharpness, masculinity, femininity, androgyny…” She shrugged her shoulders as her words trailed off, a slow smile forming on her lips. “It’s like art.”
His hands came up to cradle her face and Signe’s eyes searched his. “Yeah, tell me about it… if I had known the Florida humidity was a part of the self-discovery package, with this hair? I would’ve asked to stay in Sweden,” she joked. But then she gently wrapped her hands around his wrists, grounding herself in the moment. The teasing in her voice faded a touch. “It was hard, being a teenager in a place where I already felt like I stuck out didn’t really help with figuring any of that out. But it all made me, me, right? I think the journey was worth it.” She licked her lips, a bit of nervous energy at being so honest, so soon. Charlie made her feel safe, made her share too much too soon, but he didn’t seem to shy away from any of that. You’re safe with me. Always.
She listened closely, hearing the words he didn’t say as he gave her a peek into what his adolescence was like. “I get that. The whole…being shaped by expectations thing. It’s exhausting. Spending years unlearning versions of yourself that other people wrote for you before you even had a chance to hold the damn pen.” Her thumbs stroked the back of his hand, lifting it to press a gentle kiss to the inside of his wrist. “I think it says a lot that you did unlearn it, though. A lot of people never even try.” Signe tilted her head and offered him a half-smile. “And for what it’s worth … I’m pretty glad I met this version of you.”
His lips brushing against her head made her eyes flutter shut for a moment, butterflies swarming in her belly. She didn’t answer his question right away. She instead took a steadying breath and prepared herself to say things she didn’t usually say aloud. Then, her voice barely above a whispered, eyes focusing on the buttons of his shirt. “I’m afraid that I’ll do all this self-exploration and discovery only for it to still not be enough. Not for my parents – God knows they would never set out to make me feel like that but – for myself. That no matter how much I do, I won’t think it’s enough for the love I’ve been given.”
Her fingers curled gently into the fabric of his shirt as if it were an anchor. “I’m afraid that those feelings will chase away something good because who wants to deal with someone who second-guesses themselves so often?” The final words came out as a whisper as if she was still too scared to say them any louder. Signe finally looked up at him then, her eyes wide, shining and vulnerable. “So…that’s what I’m scared of.”
"You think I’m insufferable now?" Charlie grinned, eyes glittering with mischief. "You should’ve seen me back then. I were a huge menace. My mates would back me up on that. I could ring any of 'em up right now and they'll tell you I were a proper little shit. Marketable, quick on the field, but absolutely relentless to be around. Especially for my mum." He leaned in a bit, voice lowering just enough to tease. "But you think I still get away with it, don’t you?" His smile curled, playfully cocky. "Oh, so you proper like me."
The teasing faded into something quieter as he listened to her. Charlie’s expression softened, and his fingers traced gentle circles at her back. "Can I ask what pansexual means for you?" He asked gently, not wanting to prod, just trying to understand her a little better. "I’m still learnin’, yeah? Like, I get the idea.. but I’d rather hear how it feels from you." He gave a small, self-deprecating laugh. "Movin’ halfway across the world on top of that, tryin’ to figure yourself out in the middle of it all… Shit, puberty in a foreign country, that really sounds rough. I'm glad it led you to here, though.." He paused, lifting both hands to her face, thumbs brushing her cheeks, "Thank you for tellin' me that, yeah? For trustin' me enough with that personal information. I know it’s not easy, but you’re safe with me, alright? Always. Means a fuckin' lot. Genuinely."
He smiled down at her with a laugh as she pictured him as a tween. "You have no idea. I was gettin' myself into all kinds of trouble. Granddad really put that movie in the wrong hands. Led to many-a-confrontations." He shook his head, she hadn't known the half of it. On top of his new obsession with the mob, Charlie was also going through a period of getting really good at football and getting really angry with his father. Defenses grew quickly; sarcasm and goofing off becoming an easy deflection. He hadn't fully realized just how much work he'd put into changing who he used to be until he was here, thinking back with a girl who would've never given him the time of day if she had known him then. "Took me years to unlearn all the shit that got built around me.. being told who I’m supposed to be before I ever had a say."
His voice dropped as he kissed the crown of her head, holding her for a beat before whispering, "Signe, what are you still afraid of?" The question wasn’t casual. It was quiet, weighty, like he was asking her to hand him something delicate, and he was ready to hold it with both hands. His blue eyes stayed fixed on her, waiting.
Signe’s smile answered Charlie’s grin easily. “Of course you’d find a way to wear it like a badge of honor,” she teased, very aware of his hand at her back, tracing. She had no doubt that Charlie would achieve everything he set out to do. He seemed stubborn enough. She shook her head with a mock look of exasperation. “ And somehow, you’ll manage to get away with it, I’m sure,” she murmured dryly.
His voice softened and his gaze searched hers, a gentle question in his. A reminder that he would be a safe space, no matter what she told him. She hadn’t expected him to say any of that. The part about him not being easily scared off. He said it so self-assuredly that Signe knew she had no choice but to believe his words too. Her eyes met his, and nodded, almost shyly. “I do relate to it, yeah,” she admitted. “I realized I was pansexual – that there was a word for what I was – probably just before I moved here, which as you can imagine, was a tough enough transition as it was.” Signe paused as they swayed to the beat of their own sound. “It’s just people. Connecting with their heart, understanding another soul like that.”
It meant so much to her that he’d been vulnerable enough to share that with her. To give voice to feelings, to an identity that he’d never named or claimed before. She let her head rest back against his chest, laughter escaping her as he confessed to the Godfather being his favorite movie. “You must’ve been an absolute menace. I can picture it – little you storming through the house like a pint-sized Don Corleone,” she giggled.
His touch moved to the back of her head and felt impossibly gentle. His voice was warm when he talked about her studio idea, and for a moment Signe just closed her eyes and let herself exist in the moment. The praise for her vision ( and the comparison to her mother ) had her burying a smile in Charlie’s chest, pride flaring. “I understand,” she said as he answered her question and he envisioned his future as a chef looked like. And then he spun her. The world tipped and she shrieked out a laugh as she held on to him tighter, focused on not tripping over her own feed. The brush of lips to her ear had everything her going still and her mind quiet. His whispered question for her told her that he truly wanted the answer.
Signe’s breath caught , her body stilling even as her heart raced. She didn’t speak right away, taking some type to truly think over the question. Her teeth found her bottom lip and then she spoke softly, “Sometimes I wish someone would ask what I’m still afraid of.”
Charlie’s grin deepened as she called him insufferable, though the warmth in her tone gave her away. "I find that hard to believe. You don't seem to be sufferin' yet." Charlie smirked as Signe bumped their noses, continuing to prove to him that whatever was happening here was very much mutual. He hummed to himself in content, looking down at her. "You say that like it’s not the greatest compliment," he mused, brushing his thumb lightly over the back of her waist. "I’m committed to being the most charmingly unbearable man you’ve ever met."
He softened, both in expression and in tone, letting her words settle before speaking. "You relate to it all, then?" he asked gently, cautious not to push but wanting her to know he was listening. "I mean… you don’t ever have to explain anythin’ to me you’re not ready to," he added. “But I want you to know there’s not a single part of you that would scare me off. Promise.” He hesitated, "I didn't wanna assume or anythin'.." He paused again, longer this time, "I'm-.. I also.. I haven't really said it out loud ever, but I guess simply puttin' it, I like whoever. I don’t really care who someone is, you know? Not big on labels, but I like who I like. Always have." He chuckled softly, pushing down the hidden layers underneath. He'd done too much work to be more open and he just wanted to assure her that she was safe with him, that he understood. "It's all about the person.. the connection."
When she asked about his favorite movie, his smile flickered into something more boyish. "The Godfather," he said without missing a beat. "I honestly didn't start actually watchin' movies until I was older. My mum would leave the telly on and have her romance movies playin', but with trainin' and school I never really had time to sit down and watch stuff. But The Godfather.. My granddad made me watch it when I were like.. ten? Thought it’d toughen me up or somethin’. Instead, I wouldn’t shut up about it. I loved it, wouldn't stop walkin; around the house, quotin' Corleone, 'you come to me on the day of my daughter's weddin?' Mum was proper pissed at granddad." His laughter was warm and full, his head tilting as he looked down at her tucked against him, her cheek on his chest.
Charlie brought a hand up to the back of Signe's head, brushing over her hair softly while the other hand stayed on her back. He listened with real attention as she described her dream studio, it felt so perfectly her. "That sounds really nice. A space to create as well instead of just a retail store or anythin'.. passin' on the love of art to younger people, just like your mum. Says a lot about the both of ya."
He shrugged, "With no limits or restrictions, yeah, I'd love to have me own restaurant.. Somewhere small and personal. But in real talk? Not a chance in hell." Charlie laughed, "I’ve worked with enough owners to know I’d lose my mind in six months. The time, the money, the paperwork. Nah. I mean, I put my all into work, anyone who works with me can't deny it, whether they like me or not. I'm in early and out late, but to run a place.." Then, just to keep her on her toes, he took her hand and spun her, a wicked grin tugging at his mouth as he caught her again on the other side, "Next question!"
He leaned in, the words almost a whisper, lips brushing beside her ear. "What’s something you’ve never told anyone, but wish someone would ask?" He leaned back just enough to meet her gaze, the teasing fading slightly. "You don’t have to answer. But I’d really like to know."
“You’re insufferable,” she murmured, no heat in her words. Signe heard the playful taunt in his words as he came closer, but she didn’t move away. She nudged her nose along his, a playful taunt not meant to entice him to anything, just a reminder that she was willing to meet him move for move. No going back now. They could agree on that. Charlie drew her in like a magnet and she was determined to see whatever this thing between them would be. Her arms wrapped around his neck as he spoke, explained how important representation was and she nodded in agreement. Butterflies danced in her stomach as he admitted that he’d watch the film with her. It felt just as much as a confession of wanting to get to know her as his earlier confession had been. “You don’t see a lot of coming of age stories with the Asian girl as the lead – not to mention a queer one at that. When I first watched the movie, I felt like I’d gotten a jolt – like, oh wait, there are others like me out there,” Signe smiled to herself and then met his gaze. “It has a bittersweet, but hopeful ending. So…I’ll bring the tissues.” She tilted her head, curiosity sparked in her features. “What’s your favorite movie, then?” Signe shifted, her hands sliding down to rest on his shoulders as she rested her head on his chest, letting him sway them gently. The music was soft in the distance, enhanced by the crackling of the bonfires and the crash of the waves on the shore. She allowed herself to just be present for the moment and then looked up to answer his question. “I’d want it somewhere coastal. Not necessarily big city coastal – somewhere a little quieter maybe?” Signe smiled, her eyes brightening as she began picturing exactly what that studio would look like. “I’d want my studio in a converted old building, maybe something that used to be a villa or something. Floor-to-ceiling windows, worn wooden floors, big linen curtains. Plants everywhere that thrive even if I forget to water them half the time,” she giggled. “People could come in, sit down, have fika, create. It’d be a space for collaboration and sharing ideas. Maybe I’d host pop-ups for young designers?” Signe shook her head, as if her answers had gone off the rails a bit and she needed to reset the tracks. “And maybe an apartment above it. So that I’m always surrounded by that feeling.” She nodded to herself, satisfied with the answer she’d given. “And you? Do you want to own a restaurant someday? Or a chain of restaurants?”
Charlie’s grin curved, slow and satisfied, the kind that said he’d caught every flicker of her expression. The breathless sound of her laugh went straight through him. He liked her. And he didn’t want to stop earning that laugh, didn’t want to be the kind of man who only ever got one shot at it. He wanted nothing more in that moment than to continue to be the reason she'd laughed like that.
"Oh, I’m doubling down, Signe," he said, eyebrows lifting in mock challenge as he leaned a little closer, voice low and teasing. "If I kissed you like that and still had the nerve to ask your favorite film, maybe I'm pretty certain you're not goin' anywhere.. and maybe," his voice dropped softer, "maybe you want me to ask you about thing you enjoy while we're on a date.." He nodded solemnly, like it was a serious personal flaw, voice back to it's normal volume now. "You’re learnin’ just how ridiculous I am. No goin’ back now."
As she started describing the movie, Charlie straightened a little, eyes never leaving hers. He listened, really listened, his teasing softening into something gentler. "I ain't seen or heard of it," he admitted, "but I’d watch it. With you, I mean." His brow furrowed faintly in thought. "Representation like that… it’s not somethin’ I got growing up. Not until I were older. Then I started seein' more things that felt like me... but maybe that's just 'cause I know who I am now, innit? I think it’s brilliant you saw yourself in it. Proper important, yeah?" He paused, giving a playful squint. "Hold on, is it gonna wreck me emotionally? ‘Cause I’m tellin’ you now, I will show up to that movie night wearin’ a hoodie and huggin’ a pillow." He paused dramatically, hand over his heart. "I’m pretty delicate."
Then came her muttered shut up, barely audible, but oh, he heard it. Charlie let out a gasp of mock offense, already standing as if the insult had forced him upright. He held out his hand with a wicked grin. "That’s it. Signe Holström, you have brought this upon yourself." When she slid her fingers into his, he gave a gentle tug, pulling her up and forward until she bumped softly against his chest. "You’re gonna pay the ultimate price," he declared with faux seriousness. "Dancin’ with me while I ask more 'ridiculous' questions." His arm slid easily around her back, and he began to sway them slow, lazy. The music from the event felt distant, but the sound of the waves made up for what the moment may have lacked. "So tell me," he murmured, dipping his head just slightly, voice a touch lower now, "If you could drop everythin' right now and open your dream studio, anywhere in the world, with no budget, no logistics, no limits, really, where would it be? What would this studio look like?"
He wasn’t in a rush to kiss her again, not because he didn’t want to, but because this was the part he wanted to sit in. The part where she looked at him like that, like she couldn’t quite believe him, and he got to prove he meant every damn word. He did, however, press his lips to her temple, letting them linger there for a moment.
The moment their lips met again, all of the doubt and hesitation seemed to disappear from Charlie as he pulled her close. The whole world floated away, and the only thing that was left was the dizzying sensation of his mouth on hers. He kissed her like she was something precious, like he’d been waiting to do it again from the second he stopped. When they finally broke away, Signe opened her eyes to see his still closed and the sight cleaved at something within her. He opened his eyes and laughed, low and quiet and the corners of her mouth tugged into a soft smile. God, he was going to be her undoing. And maybe it was too fast. Maybe it broke every unspoken rule she usually held herself to rigidly. But Charlie seemed to have a way of pulling all the caution out of her that bypassed logic and timelines and every hesitant script she usually followed. Signe should have been scared by how easily she could lose herself in this but all she felt was the quiet, heady thrill of wanting more. His whispers to her had her cheeks tinged pink, feeling the words settle in the part of her that still sometimes questioned if she was too much or not enough. He pulled back and with a crooked, playful grin asked for her favorite movie, casually, as if they’d been in the middle of a game of Twenty Questions or something. Her laugh came out a little breathless and she shook her head. “That’s what you’re going with after kissing me like that? My favorite movie?” Her eyes glittered with amusement as she just watched him for a moment. “You’re ridiculous,” she said softly, unable to stop smiling. “My favorite movie is called The Half of It. It’s about a queer Chinese-American girl and it’s a coming of age story and I saw so much of myself not just in the main character, but the supporting characters too.” It was a special story to her even if it was a more recent movie than some she’d watched and loved in her childhood. She glanced down at the hand still resting against her side and the soft drag of his thumb against her dress making goosebumps raise along her arms. Signe’s eyes lifted and watched as he took a drink from his water bottle, a wicked smile on his lips as he drank. Her eyes went a little unfocused as she zeroed in on his mouth, remembering the feel of it against her own and only snapped out of her thoughts when Charlie’s shoulder bumped against hers. She registered his words and his teasing smile and heat returned to her cheeks ( had it ever really left from the moment she entered his presence ? ). She fought a smile, knocking her shoulder against his. “Shut up,” she muttered under her breath, a little embarrassed at being caught staring, but not at all remorseful.
Once Signe’s hand found the side of his neck, Charlie didn’t think, he simply pulled her closer. The last shred of doubt, the fear that she might pull away, evaporated the second her mouth met his again, firmer this time, answering him with a tenderness that made his chest ache. There was no hesitation in the way he kissed her now, no lingering shyness, only this, only them, and the dizzying certainty that whatever this thing was between them, it was real.
He breathed out through his nose as they finally, reluctantly, pulled apart, his forehead pressing lightly against hers. Charlie’s eyes stayed closed a moment longer, as if trying to trap the feeling, the way she tasted like hope and the semla he’d spent the night before working on; the way the world seemed to tilt and steady all at once when she was in his arms. He forced his eyes open, and god, she’s looking at him like that, bright and unguarded. Like he’s something good. Like maybe she’s just as wrecked as he is. A breathless laugh escaped his lips without permission, the sound low and completely sincere. And then Signe’s hand slid down to rest against his chest, right over the place where his heart was thundering like it might break free. Charlie drew a slow, deliberate breath, hoping to steady himself and he knows, he knows, she can feel what she’s doing to him.
After all the years spent wandering from place to place, nights spent with people he hadn’t seen long enough to even learn their names, let alone remember them, Charlie had never felt anything like this, the gut-punch pull to stay. The need to memorize the way she flushed at a compliment, the way her smile tugged shyly at the corners before it bloomed into something brilliant. The need to know her, really know her. Charlie stayed still, like he was afraid even breathing too hard might break the spell between them. He tucked his head beside hers, huffing a shaky little breath against her hair, smiling against it because it’s either that or say something too raw, too soon. His fingers brush along her waist, slow. “You’re somethin’ else, Signe,” he says quietly, the words barely a whisper between them. Another breath. Another half-second where he almost says more. Where he almost tells her he’s never felt like this on a first date, never wanted to stay so badly it physically aches. But he swallows it down for now.
Instead, he leans back just enough to catch her eyes properly again, his forehead brushing against hers one last time as he grins, breathless and boyish and undeniably him. “I’m definitely startin’ to like responsibility,” he murmured, his voice low and playful. His arm tightened around her for just a moment before he peppered smaller, feather-light kisses along the slope of her cheek, a low laugh rumbling from his chest, half disbelieving, half proud. “And now that we got that bit sorted…” Charlie pulls back, finally giving them a tiny sliver of space, though his hand stays curled around her side, thumb tracing absent little patterns against the fabric of her dress. His grin sharpens, playful again but his eyes stay soft, drinking her in like he can’t look away. He bumps his nose against hers, that boyish, cocky spark reigniting in his eyes, “What’s your favorite movie?”
The question was so normal he almost startled himself, like he’s inviting her into some private joke that only the two of them know now. Charlie leaned back properly for the first time all night, just enough to put an inch or two of space between them, though his hand never fully left her. He scanned her face again, greedy for it, for the look of her cheeks still tinged pink, the way her eyes softened even when she laughed. Grabbing his water bottle from the blanket, Charlie took a sip, glancing at her as he did, his grin lingering around the bottle. There was a steadiness under the teasing now, something unmistakable. Something that said he wasn’t going anywhere. That whatever this was between them, this quiet, slow-blooming fire, he wanted to stay and see exactly where it led. He lowered the bottle, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, and then, without missing a beat, bumped his shoulder lightly against hers, the grin tugging at his mouth unmistakable. “Careful, love.” Charlie says, voice low and teasing, “Keep lookin’ at me like that and I’m gearin' to start askin’ a lot more questions.”
Signe could feel the world narrow just to him. He finally let go of her hand and she barely had time to mourn the loss before he was pulling her closer, arm slipping around her and his palm settled against her side. She could swear she felt every place their bodies touched light up in response. Her eyes met his instinctively, and the way he was looking at her simply knocked the breath straight out of her lungs. For the briefest of moments, her mind scrambled for all the little rules she normally clung to. Don’t kiss on the first date being one of the very first ones. She liked to take her time and keep her heart safe, but all of that crumbled when she looked at him, when she saw the unguarded way he looked at her. So, yeah, she was tossing that rulebook right out the window. He leaned in and Signe was overcome with the dizzying realization that Charlie wasn’t teasing anymore. When he kissed her, it was so careful and unbearably gentle. It was so light that it almost didn’t feel real at first, a question more than a demand. Signe answered it before she could second-guess herself, tilting her mouth into his and her hand sliding up instinctively to rest against the side of his neck, her thumb tracing along his jaw. She kissed him back with the same kind of reverence he showed her. The kiss wasn’t messy or rushed – it was slow and steady like an unspoken promise. When they finally broke apart, just enough to breathe, Signe stayed tucked against him, her fingers sliding down to rest against his chest and feel his heartbeat beneath her palm. Her shining eyes met his and there was no teasing left in her smile, only wonder. “Well,” she whispered, her voice low and raw. “That’s one way to take responsibility I suppose.” Signe bit on her lip to keep her grin from growing wider.
Charlie couldn’t help the delighted laugh that slipped from him, the sound low and warm, as he watched Signe struggle to find her footing. There was something impossibly endearing about the way she stumbled over her words, like he had pulled some invisible thread too taut between them without even meaning to. “I don’t recall sayin’ you had to function,” he teased, his voice lighter now, colored with something almost reverent as his grin pulled wider. His eyes scanned her face like he was committing her to memory—each flush of pink across her cheeks, each flicker of emotion that crossed her eyes.
“So we agree then,” Charlie continued, a playful tilt to his mouth, “I get to stare, and all’s well and good, yeah?” And he was staring, there was no use denying it. His gaze softened as Signe, overwhelmed, ducked against his shoulder for a breath of relief. He let her hand go only to slip his arm around her back, his palm settling against her side like it had always belonged there. Charlie’s heart beat a little harder at the way she smiled up at him, a smile that wrecked him without even trying.
For a moment, he just looked at her, unguarded, as if reading a language only he could understand. His breath caught when her eyes met his, shining and vulnerable and stunning. “I can definitely take responsibility,” he murmured, his voice dropping so low it was barely a whisper between them, the space between their mouths disappearing with each unspoken word. Charlie lifted a hand, threading his fingers into her hair as he cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing softly along her jaw. His forehead barely touched hers, grounding them both. “I’ll take responsibility for this,” he whispered against her lips, and with a real, genuine smile, he closed what was left of the very little space between them, his kiss featherlight at first, a tentative question.
The way Charlie was looking at her–like she was the only thing that mattered–made it impossible for Signe to think straight. The kiss he pressed to the back of her hand sent a shiver up her spine and even though she tried to hide it, her breath hitched just enough to betray her. Her heart was slamming against her ribs so loudly, she was certain he could hear it. She opened her mouth once. Closed it. Tried again, but all that came out was a breathy little laugh that sounded way too much like a gasp. “I–you–” she stammered, feeling the heat crawl up her neck all the way to the tips of her ears. “You’re not–you can’t just say things like that and expect me to function, Charlie Hughes,” she reprimanded although there was no heat in her words, only her face. Then he started talking about her wearing her own designs and Signe thought she might actually melt into the floor. Without ever seeing her designs, he made he feel like her work–like she– was something worth admiring like that. Signe let out a breath she hadn’t realized she was holding, a smile tugging at her lips. “I guess it’s only fair,” she said, her voice still breathless, threaded with something that matched the softness he offered. “You’ll stare, and I’ll be quietly losing my mind every time you look at me like that.” It was meant to be a joke but even that revealed too much. She laughed, light and awkward, and ducked to hide her face in his shoulder for a moment because it was either that or actually lose her mind. She took a moment to steady herself before pulling back just enough to look up at him again, her eyes shining and cheeks burning, and gave him a helpless little smile. “You’re already ruining me... Take some responsibility will you?”
“Just wanted to hear ya say it.” Charlie’s body swayed a little where he sat, clearly pleased with her answer, delight dancing in his expression as he looked over at her without even a flicker of hesitation. “Lucky for you, love,” he added smoothly, “I’ve got no plans to deny ya anything you want.” His voice dipped just enough to make the words feel like more than teasing. Without letting go of her hand, he lifted it between them, pressing a soft, deliberate kiss to the back of her fingers, slow, deliberate, like the moment deserved more than a joke.
When she brought up the contract, his grin kicked back into place, easy and wide. He leaned closer, their hands still laced, and gave the smallest tilt of his head, that boyish glint in his eyes returning. “Think we could make it a verbal agreement then, yeah? I’m afraid my hand’s a bit occupied at the moment... super important business.” Charlie glanced up at her through his lashes, smile soft but playful, clearly enjoying the game she was playing, and happy to meet her there.
But when she spoke about wearing her own designs, his expression shifted, that teasing smile softening into something gentler. The way she answered, hesitating and thoughtful, had him leaning in just a touch, genuinely curious now. “I’d actually really like that,” he admitted, his voice quieter now, earnest, even as the corners of his mouth still tugged upward. “If you’re comfortable, of course. I mean… sketches are one thing.. but you? Wearin’ something you made with your own hands?” His smile broke a little wider, a quiet laugh huffing out of him like he couldn’t quite believe how sincere he sounded. “That’s what I’d call art, yeah?”
He gave a small shrug, but the admiration was written all over his face as his gaze stayed locked on hers, softer than before, the flirtation not gone, but folded now into something sweeter, something real. “Fair warning though,” he added, leaning in just enough to close the space between them again, looking both ways like this was top secret information, “I’ve got a terrible habit of starin’ when I’m impressed. And somethin’ tells me I’d be absolutely ruined watchin’ you in one of your own designs.” His lips curved, eyes gleaming, but the look he gave her wasn’t just about charm, it was full of that growing ache he couldn’t quite hide anymore. Like he already knew he was in trouble with her. And maybe he liked it that way.
Signe couldn’t help the way her smile widened, teeth catching on her lower lip as she fought down the almost reckless urge to close the distance between them when he leaned in like that. Her heart gave a traitorous flutter when his voice dipped, and she felt the warmth of his breath against her ear. Signe felt the shiver that trailed down her spine that had nothing to do with the cool night air. He was so dangerous like this. The lights, the noise of the party, and all the people around them all seemed to fade until it was just him. That maddening, magnetic boy smiling at her like he already knew exactly what he was doing to her. Her cheeks flushed, but she couldn’t help wanting to meet his playful challenge. “And what if I do?” Signe asked, a teasing glint flickering in her eyes. “Just meet me for coffee, Charlie. Would you really deny me the simple pleasures in life?” When he grinned at the idea of another date, Signe laughed softly, shaking her head in amusement. “I guess you are,” she mused, laughing again as he pretended to scramble for a pen. “I could even draft that NDA for you, if you want.” Her teasing softened as he stroked the back of her hand, and when he asked if she ever wore the things she made. The question had been unexpected enough that she went quiet for a moment. “I do,” she said after a beat. “Not always. I’m usually designing with someone else in mind, but I do make things for myself from time to time.” Her gaze lifted to meet his and she smiled, sweetly and almost too innocently. “Why? Do you want to see me in one of my designs?”
“You won’t run with me to see the sunrise, but you’ll meet me after?” Charlie’s head tilted, his grin lazy as he gave her a once-over, eyes gleaming. “I’m startin’ to think you just want an excuse to catch me sweaty, Signe.” He gave a soft shake of his head, hair tossing slightly as he leaned back on one hand, all easy confidence. “Lucky for you, I do have a weakness for a good croissant after a run. Maybe some coffee… beautiful company.” His gaze drifted to meet hers again, lingering there on purpose, eyes dramatically fluttering towards her.
But then she threw that line at him, the edge of challenge in her tone, and it hit him right where she knew it would. His brows shot up, the corners of his mouth curving as heat rushed into his cheeks. Two could play at that game. Charlie’s tongue darted out across his lower lip before his teeth caught it briefly, tamping down the grin that threatened to give him away. Slowly, deliberately, he leaned in toward her, voice dropping low, “Don’t tempt me, love,” he murmured, his lips just barely brushing the shell of her ear. “I’m really tryin’ to do this the right way.” He lingered there for a beat longer than he should have, before easing back, slow and deliberate, like peeling himself away was its own kind of effort. His eyes met hers again, a spark flickering behind the teasing smile that pulled at the edge of his mouth.
“I did mention I’ve got a cocky streak, yeah? I did say I don't like to lose..” He gave a small shrug, grin still playing at his lips. “You go throwin’ around questions like if I’m a man of many talents… well, you’re practically askin’ me to brag.” But despite the bravado, there was something softer under the surface, a quiet honesty, a glint of the person he used to be and the man he’s been working hard to become. When her gaze stayed on him, focused, studying, like she was cataloging every detail of his face, Charlie felt his chest go tight for just a second. His brow, the one with the slit, lifted slightly as he leaned into the weight of her attention.
He didn’t look away. Instead, he nodded once, sure and steady when she'd questioned their expertise. When she'd brought up the idea of that next date, of mood boards and NDAs, a wide smile broke across his face, bright and boyish. “So I am gettin’ another date…” He gave an exaggerated glance around, patting at his pockets. “Anyone got a pen on ‘em? I should probably get started on that NDA, yeah?” His eyes softened as they met hers again, humor still there, but warmth blooming underneath it. “Gotta protect your trade secrets, don’t want the whole town knowin’ you’ve got a soft spot for blokes in bad designer prints.” He gave her hand one more gentle squeeze, his thumb brushing slowly along the back of her hand, the playful tone softening as he added, "You ever wear the items you make?"
Signe hummed softly as she listened to him. His words and his touch being equal comforts as she felt a little exposed in the moment. He squeezed her hand gently and she smiled at the gesture, and at him. There was a story in those eyes – one that it wasn’t time for just yet – but she had no doubt that he understood what she meant when she talked about wanting to be enough, to be worthy of the efforts someone else put in for you. “Thank you for listening,” she replied softly, leaning to bump her shoulder against his. Somehow, the distance between them had shrunk to next to nothing – shoulders and knees and hands brushing as they gazed at nothing but each other. “Yeah, no 5 am runs for me – although, I could be convinced to join you after the sun has come up,” she joked. When he teased her about her closet comment, Signe had to fight a laugh as she gaped at him. Taking a page from his book, she placed a hand over her chest in mock shock. “Why Charlie Hughes … are you trying to invite yourself back to my place?” she gasped, acting overly scandalized. She perked up as Charlie admitted he sung and even played guitar. Signe bit down on her bottom lip and nodded. “You’re a man of many talents, hm? I guess, if it’s quid pro quo – you sing for me, I’ll sing for you?” she tilted hear head, pointedly avoiding the Go Fish comment. Signe wasn’t a sore loser, but she was a petty one. Charlie leaned closer again and she studied him closely, his glittering eyes and his crooked smile. She smiled, her heart doing an unsteady little flip at the way he kept finding his way back to her like it was the most natural thing in the world. She cleared her throat, ducking away as she tried to calm the flush in her cheeks. “Experts, huh?” Signe looked back at Charlie and shrugged, a playful smile on her lips. “Well, I guess you’ve earned a peek at my moodboards. You’ll have to sign an NDA, naturally. I have to protect myself, you understand. Sounds like a respectable second date activity.”
Hearing the way she said his name, so soft, so breathy, so sure, knocked the breath clean out of Charlie’s chest. His heart gave a traitorous little jump, and he had to clear his throat, steadying himself before he answered, his voice gentle but certain. “Yeah… I wouldn’t blame ya. She’s my favorite person too.”
His eyes stayed locked on hers, “I’m glad I’m helpin’ even a little. There was a time I barely even opened up to myself, let alone anyone else. I think… I just got tired of lettin’ fear have the final say, y’know? Feels like the good things, the real things, tend to outweigh the scary bits if you give ‘em half a chance.” He sat up a little straighter when she started to share, the playful glint in his eyes softening into something more earnest. His hand stayed laced with hers, fingers squeezing lightly in quiet reassurance as she spoke about her parents and the pressure she put on herself. Charlie didn’t interrupt. Didn’t rush to fix it. Just listened. And as her words hung there between them, he gave a small nod, one that said I get it without needing to unpack his own ghosts in the middle of her moment.
Because he did get it. Every bit of it. He knew the weight of wanting to be enough. He’d felt it in every sprint on that pitch, scribbling down lap times of other kids, willing his body to work harder just to be the kid who could save them from the life they’d been handed. He’d heard it, word for vicious word, from his father’s mouth while he lay broken in a hospital bed, his career slipping out from his grip. But tonight, this was her space. So instead, he squeezed her hand again and smiled softly. “Thank you… for tellin’ me that.”
He leaned back just enough to let the tension ease again, bumping his shoulder gently against hers, lingering this time. “Right then.. So, pastel sage green. Got it locked in. And no five a.m. sunrise runs with me, not gonna push my luck there. Olives are officially off the menu.” His smirk returned, playful but edged with a spark of something deeper as his eyebrows lifted. “Now, not sure if that was a real subtle pickup line just now, but I will absolutely be comin’ ‘round to admire your perfectly organized closet.” The teasing slipped easily off his tongue, but there was no hiding the sincerity underneath. His gaze lingered on hers a beat longer, the warmth between them thick as honey. “I sing a bit too, actually. Got a guitar and everything. So, fair’s fair.. You sing for me sometime, yeah? Maybe while I absolutely destroy you in go fish.”
He caught her eyes again, and his own grin twitched wider as he leaned in just a touch closer. “You’re doin’ a brilliant job at this whole openin’ up thing, by the way. Look at us, we’re basically experts now.” There was a pause, a quiet moment as his eyes drifted over the other people around them before, naturally, finding their way back to her. Always back to her. “So,” he started again, lips curling into a soft, cocky grin, “for our next date… have I officially earned the privilege of seein’ those mood boards of yours yet? Or am I still on probation?” The smirk stayed, but his eyes were gentle and patient. There was no pressure in the question, only excitement. Only hope. And a whole lot of something that felt like a spark.
Signe’s face lit up when Charlie pulled out the photos and moved closer, warmth blooming in her chest the moment their shoulders brushed. She clutched the photos gently, giggles escaping her with each new picture she flipped through. Signe let their shoulders stay pressed together, grounding herself in the feeling of his heat against her skin. “Oh, Charlie,” she breathed, laughing especially hard at the sight of the bold prints and the sunglasses that looks ready to swallow his face. She held the prints in her hand as if they were precious artifact. “Your mom might be my new favorite person if she can keep supplying me with these,” Signe teased. The way that Charlie listened to her and didn’t dismiss her feelings cracked something inside her chest wide open. He spoke in soft and gentle tones, not trying to make the words anything more than what they were, and it made the back of her throat tighten. Not from sadness, but from such total acceptance – from being so quickly understood by this strange and wonderful boy. Her fingers tightened as he held her hand and confessed he wasn’t all charm and jokes, and that he was scared too, and that he was still trying, still chasing the things he wanted even when it terrified him. And then he started talking about himself – little things, mundane things, some slightly more important things. Signe blinked repeatedly, swallowing the sudden burn in her throat. She let out a shaky break and shook her head before looking at him. “You make opening up seem…less scary.” Her thumb brushed along the back of his hand, mirroring the way he’d been touching her. Signe took a moment to gather herself and then nodded, smiling faintly. “Okay. My turn.” “I’m Signe Holmström. My mom’s name is Sigrid, dad is Søren … Don’t worry, I’ll help you with the pronunciation,” she smirked to herself, already imagining Charlie struggling with the task. “They’ve always given me everything they could, and while my head understands they’re proud of me…part of me feels like I need to be…better? Successful? In order to be worthy of all that they’ve given me.” She hesitated, the shine in her eyes flickering for just a second before she pushed forward with a small smile. “My favorite color’s green – but like a pastel, sage green. I’ve lived in the States for ten years now, but I still miss Malmö every winter when we don’t get any snow.” Her eyes met his and she fought a smirk as she continued. “I’m terrible at running, I was always more of a swimmer if I had to pick a sport. Hot cheetos are my guilty pleasure snack. I hate olives, can’t stand ‘em,” Signe wrinkled her nose in distaste. “I’m a little bit of a perfectionist. And like…scary organized. You should see my closet sometime. I hate when a house or room is too quiet, so I sing to myself. I’m God awful at board games,” she let out a watery laugh, wiping any tears with her fingers. “You’d absolutely destroy me.” “But…I’m trying too,” she whispered. “Trying to be brave.”
Charlie laughed, the sound warm and easy as he watched her light up at the mention of his past questionable fashion choices. At her excited invite, he didn’t hesitate to slide closer, closing the small space between them as if it were the most natural thing in the world. He reached into the bottom of the basket, pulling out the folded stack of photos. “These were the only ones I could dig up from my football days,” he said, nudging his shoulder softly against hers as their arms touched. “But Mum said she’s got some tucked away back home, reckons they’re too good to keep to herself, so I’m sure you’ll be gettin’ those soon enough.”
Their shoulders stayed pressed together, the nerves he’d carried into the evening long gone now, replaced by something calmer, easier. He handed over the photos, loud designer prints, bold patters, shorts and shoes that did not match the top half of his outfit, sunglasses far too large, and immediately covered his face with one hand, peeking at her through the gaps between his fingers. “Listen, I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life—but these outfits? Top of the list.”
When he felt her pinky hook into his, his hand dropped, eyes catching hers just as her smile softened and her expression shifted, just enough that if he hadn’t been paying attention, he might’ve missed it. But he was paying attention. His brow knit together slightly, quieting, leaning into the moment as she spoke. “That’s what a date’s supposed to be, yeah?” he said gently. “Gettin’ to know each other. The whole picture, not just the bits we like showin’ off.” The smile on his face softened, not playful now but real, open. When she mentioned him only knowing the charming version of her, he let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head.
“You think this is me all the time?” He tilted his head, gaze steady on hers. “I promise. I’m not all charm and jokes. We’re all a bit fucked up underneath, aren’t we? It’s just about findin’ someone you can be fucked up with.” He shifted, leaning in just slightly, not to flirt, but to assure, “There’s no tellin’ what we’ll learn about each other. But you don’t have to worry about scarin’ me off. No pressure here. None at all.” He paused for a beat, his voice somehow softer now. “I’m scared too, y’know… a lot of the time. About work, about leavin' home and me mum behind, about what comes next.. But I’ve been tryin’ real hard not to let it stop me from goin’ after what I want. Not after missin' out on football.. I won't make that mistake again.”
Then, because the air felt a little too heavy for a second, and because lightening it was as much habit as it was care, he bumped their shoulders together, grinning. “Besides, I’m from Moss Side. Some of my mates were proper bad news. I don’t scare easy.” His grin widened, teasing. “I can sit through all of Nightmare on Elm Street and only have to cover my eyes, like, twice.” The tension eased between them again as he laced his fingers fully through hers, linking their hands together without rush, without asking. Just sure.
“Well… Hughes is my last name,” he started, his thumb gently stroking her knuckles. “Mum’s name is Wendy. Dad’s Charles.. yeah, I’m a Jr. But no one’s allowed to call me Charles. Been Charlie since I were a baby.” He smiled at her, eyes crinkling at the edges. “Favorite color’s blue.. but it’s a very specific blue. I’ll point it out when I see it.” “My injury was already ten years ago now, but I have some nerve damage, so long shifts in the kitchen can be hell on it. And runs, but I still go on 'em.” His lips pressed together for a second before the smile returned, a little sheepish. “I love video games. Hate broccoli. Tried, can’t do it. Absolute sucker for sushi, though. And I’m annoyin’ to watch football with ‘cause I get loud like I’m right there in the stands.” He gave her fingers a soft squeeze. “I’m a bit uptight in the kitchen. I mean, my coworkers would probably say very uptight.” A chuckle pushed past his lips. “And I’m ridiculously competitive. Doesn’t matter what it is, cards, board games, coin toss.. I hate losin’.” Charlie leaned his head to the side, considering her with a smile that felt steadier now, more sure. “But I’m workin’ on it.” His thumb brushed lightly across her hand once more, his eyes meeting hers fully again. “Like I said… determined sort of guy.”
Signe hadn’t meant to let it show. Not really. Not the little glances, not the way her hand lingered beside his longer than necessary, not the way her laugh escaped her so easily. But Charlie was leaning in, not just physically, but in an open, fearless way that had something in her quiet defenses cracking. She felt the tiny brush of his pinky against hers and she held her breath. Her gaze flicked down briefly and then lifted back to his. The breath she took was barely audible, but it felt like lightning in her chest. She was hyper aware of everywhere that he brushed against her and it was more than a little infuriating. She tried to focus on the bounty of food that he has prepared for them, but it didn’t help much. His exaggerated flailing had her giggling once more, and only the mention of his fashion disasters had stopped her laughter. Signe immediately straightened, eyes sparkling at the idea. “I almost forgot! Come, come, show me!” She bit her lip to fight a smile as he lamented his interrupting her creative process. It was something she hadn’t considered – how much inspiration she gets from how artists depict clothing and movement - and he had noticed it without even trying. Her hand turned where it rested next to his, pinky hooking with his just slightly. Not an accident this time. Her gaze had been focused down on their linked pinkies when he spoke again. You’re brilliant. Signe’s eyes snapped up to look at Charlie, eyes wide at how open the statement was. It felt like it went beyond simple flirting. She felt the warmth rising in her cheeks–too sudden, too real. His words curled around her heart, and ached with equal parts longing and fear. And it wasn’t that she didn’t like hearing it–God, she did. His voice was so earnest, his eyes soft and open in a way that made it hard to look away. But that was the thing, wasn’t it? He didn’t know her. Not really. Not yet. For a moment, she didn’t speak like she was trying to figure out which part of her to offer him next. She let out a soft, steadying breath and smiled gently. “I like this too,” she admitted. “Being around you…you’re…” She fought a smile. “You’re really easy to like.” Signe was surprised by how easily the words came out, despite the nerves blooming in her stomach. “I just…You don’t really know me yet. You’re seeing a version of me that’s–charming, or whatever.” Signe dropped her gaze, feeling vulnerable as she was more honest with him than she normally was with most people. “I guess I just worry that if you get past that…the rest might not be what you were expecting.” In an effort to ease some of the tension between them, Signe looked back up at him, a teasing smile gracing her lips. “I mean, you don’t even know my last name yet.”
Charlie could’ve listened to her laugh for hours. There was something about the sound that cut right through him, easy and bright, pulling a smile to his face before he could think to stop it. There was a bounce of playful energy between them, but beneath it was something warmer, steadier.
Her swat at his hand after the teasing tickle made him laugh, the kind of laugh that was unfiltered, childlike, and entirely sincere. He leaned back slightly, raising both hands in surrender. “Alright, alright! Message received. Hands where you can see ’em.” But his grin stayed put, and so did the glint in his eye. “I’ll behave.. for now.” He couldn’t help the way he shifted closer in the moment, legs stretched out toward hers, the spread of food between them giving way to the smaller space they were now sharing. He could feel her hand beside his, so close they brushed against each other as he'd reached to grab a strawberry; his knee bumping against her leg. It wasn’t intentional, not fully, but Charlie wasn’t about to pull back either, after all, he rationalized to himself, they were where she could see them.
And then she started talking about her parents. That fondness in her voice hit him somewhere deep in the chest. The way she spoke about their love, their support, it sounded so easy coming from her lips. He listened, picking at the food in front of them with absent hands, but his focus never drifted. His gaze stayed locked on her, quiet admiration softening his features. “Sounds like you hit the jackpot there,” he spoke softly, the smile on his lips genuine but touched with something deeper around the edges. “You know, havin’ people who back you like that… who make it easy to believe in yourself.” He didn’t add not everyone gets that. Didn’t need to. It sat there, unspoken, in the small pause that followed.
When she gave him that playful shove to the shoulder, Charlie leaned into the dramatics again, tipping himself back with a groan like she’d knocked the wind out of him. “Oi! Tryin’ to take me out before I can show off my terrible fashion choices?” His laugh filled the space between them, light and easy, but his eyes stayed soft on her. It was the way she told her story honestly, no bravado, just the kind of quiet passion that made him feel lucky to be listening; that had him leaning in closer without even realizing. His pinky brushed against hers as he adjusted, and this time, he let it stay. Let it slide over, slow and deliberate, his hand shifting just enough that the side of his finger rested against hers fully.
He felt it when she noticed. Felt the small intake of breath, and that crooked smile of his softened into something gentler, something almost shy. “I’m guessin’ that’s why you were starin’ at that painting, yeah?” His voice lowered, teasing but tender. “Caught you right in the middle of your creative epiphany, did I?” Then, leaning back just slightly, but not enough to break the closeness between them, he raised a brow, feigning horror. “Shit… wait. Did I interrupt your whole process? Could’ve stopped the world from experiencin’ the next great piece of fashion. You’ll have to put me in the acknowledgments now, yeah? ‘Dedicated to the lad who ruined my artistic vision by flirtin’ too hard.’” The smirk curved at the edges of his lips, but there was no mistaking the warmth in his eyes. The way he looked at her like he saw all of her, not just the polish she might’ve meant to present.
When he spoke again, his voice dropped into something softer, more honest. “I mean it, though. The way you talk about it.. The way your face lights up… It’s brilliant, Signe. You’re brilliant.” There was that voice in the back of his head, the one that always told him to stay guarded, to keep it cool, to never lean too soft. But tonight, Charlie let himself ignore it. Because he was learning, slowly and stubbornly that gentleness and vulnerability weren’t weaknesses. They were the strongest things he could offer. "I might be comin' on strong, here.. I just don't wanna mess this up.. I like this.. you. I like you."
The laughter came easy at Charlie’s dramatics, shaking her head in amusement. “Well, two things can be true at the same time,” she smirked playfully at him. “It was a very…immersive one-man-show. I learned a lot about you.” She ducked and raised a hand to avoid the napkin he tossed at her. His mock offense made her laugh, and she was about to toss the napkin back at him when his fingers found her side. An involuntary squeak escaped her, immediately followed by a giggle as she swatted at his hand. “Hey now! Keep your hands to yourself!” Signe grinned, her smile lingering as her gaze softened on him. His soft words about her family had her heart aching in a beautiful way. Family’s everything. That was exactly right, wasn’t it? A truth that Signe knew all the way down to her bones. “Yeah, they are,” she murmured softly. "i’m insanely lucky, I know that. My parents have always wanted the best for me.” Her gaze met his and her breath caught at the distance ( or lack thereof ) between them. Signe ducked her head, trying to hide the way a smile tugged at her. “Quit it,” she muttered, reaching out give him a half-hearted shove. She dared glance at him from underneath her eyelashes, but the mirth in her eyes gave away just how much she was truly enjoying this – he had to know that. “You might’ve mentioned it,” she said, trying to sound more exasperated than she fell. “Just once or twice, you know.” Because you are. Ridiculously so. Ugh, he was so unfair. Charlie didn’t look away, because of course he didn’t. He simply leaned back and asked that she continue her story. She was a little flustered, brushing a loose strand of hair behind her ear, but after a slight hesitation, Signe obliged the request. “Okay, so…there was this exhibit in Copenhagen. I was, twelve, maybe? They were having a special traveling circuit that was all these medieval gowns – real ones, not just replicas,” she smiled at the memory. “And the colors were so vibrant and they were so detailed. They were the most beautiful things I’d ever seen but even beyond that, the clothing told a story.” It was one of the many brushes a person could wield to make themselves scene without words. “I was super shy as a kid, and clothing became a way for me to speak out about my place in the world. So, while my mom spoke with the staff about some consulting job she was doing, I just stood there. Absolutely floored.” “I started devouring YouTube videos and check outed books from the school library…I spent most of that first year doodling sketch ideas on the edges of my homework,” she said. “It was my little secret until college came around. Then the words came tumbling out at dinner because I couldn’t imagine doing anything else. It was absolutely terrifying.” Signe blinked, as if re-entering herself after memory lane. Her cheeks flushed and laughed, almost shyly.”But that was the ‘moment’ – not a runway, or sketchbook. Just a museum."
Charlie felt like the whole scene had slowed down, the way Signe smiled at the semla like he’d just handed her the winning lottery ticket. The glow of the sunset hitting just behind her, soft around her shoulders, made the moment feel like one of those cheesy rom-coms his mum always had on when she thought he wasn’t paying attention. And there he was, grinning like an idiot right in the middle of it. “That’s… an absolutely insane compliment,” he managed, blinking slow, dumb smile still glued to his face. “I’m well chuffed. Glad it’s dangerous. That’s what I was goin’ for.” His laugh came easy, soft as he shook his head at himself.
But it was the teasing glint in her eye when she called him out on his last ‘monologue’ that really did him in. Charlie gasped dramatically, pressing a hand to his chest like she’d wounded him. “Oi, and here I thought you enjoyed gettin’ to know me,” he shot back, feigning betrayal, though his grin only grew wider. “Et tu, Signe? Cruel.. Proper cruel.” He grabbed a crumpled napkin and tossed it at her with mock offense, his laugh spilling out fully now. “Ever the critic, aren’t ya?” he teased, leaning in just enough to reach out and give her side a playful squeeze, fingers light and quick. The kind of touch meant to make her laugh but that also left his own skin buzzing where they’d connected.
When she started sharing more, about her family, her parents, her journey into fashion, Charlie shifted, sitting up a little straighter without even realizing it. His smile softened into something steadier, quieter. The teasing faded just enough to let something more honest settle between them. “That’s… really beautiful, Signe,” he said after a beat, his voice lower, gentler. “Your folks sound like good people. Sounds like they’ve built you a right strong foundation.” He nodded slowly, the warmth in his eyes never leaving. “Family’s everything, innit? I think it’s rare.. people standin’ behind your dreams like that, especially when the dreams aren’t the safest or easiest route. Says a lot about the kind of love you grew up with.”
Charlie reached for a bottle of water from the basket as his gaze found hers again, closer now, somehow, without either of them moving too much. His lips twitched up at the corners, playful again but still soft around the edges. “Did I tell you you’re pretty yet, or…?” He raised his brows, pretending to consider, though the smile breaking across his face gave him away. “Feels like I should probably say it again. Just in case.” There was a lightness in his laugh, but when his eyes lingered on her, twisting off the cap of the bottle, the weight behind the words stayed.
“Because you are. Ridiculously so.” He leaned back slightly, just enough to give her a little space, but his gaze didn’t wander. His hand idly spun the bottle cap between his fingers, grounding himself in the motion while his attention stayed fully, deliberately on her. “Now go on,” he added with a tilt of his head and a grin that bordered on soft challenge, “don’t think you’re off the hook. I wanna hear the rest of the story. What's the piece you saw that did you in? Tell me about these medieval outfits.. Your big 'I'm gonna do this' moment.”
“It’s such a comfort food for me,” Signe began, reaching for a cream filled bun. She lifted the bun’s lid and dipped it into the mountain of paste underneath and took a bite. She paused mid-bite as the flavors hit her tongue, her eyebrows raising. She hadn’t expected it to taste so spot-on. With a grin, Signe dipped her finger into the almond paste and gave it a quick taste. “Okay, this,” she pointed at the half-eaten bun. “This is dangerous.” He flushed at her compliment, and Signe smiled to herself. “Well, the effort is appreciated, trouble or no,” she countered. She shifted to sit sideways, her legs curled underneath her. “I also noticed time moved particularly slow this afternoon.” Signe met his gaze, a knowing twinkle in her eyes. Charlie leaned back, one arm propped under his head, and a self-assured glint in his eyes that screamed he just knew how it made him look. Her pulse skipped a beat as he turned his full attention on her. It was more than just the effortless flirtation that seemed to flow out of him, but the warmth behind his gaze – like he genuinely wanted to know more. Her gaze dropped, her fingers fidgeting with the edge of the blanket as she tried to keep her expression from betraying how flustered she was. “You did kind of monologue last time,” she teased, glancing at Charlie from underneath her eyelashes. Her eyebrows rose, her eyes blinking rapidly at his words. “Date number three, huh?” Her tone was light, and full of teasing. “Bold of you to assume you’re making it past the first one.” Signe nudged him lightly with her knee, her expression a dead giveaway that she liked the confidence. Normally, she wasn’t the kind of girl who divulged much of anything beyond the curated image she wanted to put out, but the way Charlie looked at her made her want to open up. “I’m an only child,” she began. “My mom’s Chinese-Swedish, and my dad’s Danish-Swedish. They are sickeningly perfect together and so in love. They had me super young, but they’ve given me absolutely everything.” Signe paused as she thought about how much her parents had sacrificed for her, especially in those early years of their marriage. “They’re also both brilliant – Mamma is an art history professor, and Pappa is an orthopedic surgeon. I actually credit my mom for getting me into fashion, whether or not she realized what was happening in the moment. I used to go with her to museums all the time and there was this one exhibit on medieval fashion in Europe and–” She smiled, shaking her head as she refocused her attention on Charlie. “I was a goner from then. It was my dirty little secret for so long – until college applications were around the corner and I just blurted out that I wanted to do fashion design.” Signe chuckled at the memory, and shrugged her shoulders at him as if to say ‘the rest is history.’
The way Signe’s face lit up at the mention of semla had Charlie’s heart damn near stumbling over itself. All the time he’d spent stressing over the food and double-checking the setup felt instantly worth it. “I had no idea it was your favorite,” he admitted, eyes crinkling with his smile, “but I’m chuffed I landed on the right one.” Her laugh, the soft and delighted kind, made his pulse quicken, and his grin grew a little sheepish. “I know, I keep sayin’ it… but I mean it. Wouldn’t sit right with me to keep it to myself.”
When she complimented the setup, he waved his hand, bashful, his own cheeks flushing pink beneath the praise. “Oh, it weren’t any trouble, promise... Honestly, it helped. Gave me somethin’ to focus on while I was waitin’.” His gaze dropped for a second, then lifted back to hers, a hint of vulnerability tucked into his smile. “Felt like time weren't movin' fast enough.”
Charlie shifted, leaning back on his elbow, stretching out onto his side as he propped his head against his hand, more relaxed now that the ice was broken. He watched her with open admiration, the glow of the setting sun casting soft gold across her features. “You know,” he continued, voice dipping into something playful but sincere, “last time we were out, I did most of the talkin’.. Told you my story, spilled me guts…” His eyes softened as they held hers. “But I don’t really know much about you yet. Feels like I’m overdue.”
Charlie’s smile turned curious, a little more inviting. “So… tell me. Fashion, family, the whole beginner’s guide to Signe. I wanna know what makes you you. What lights you up the way cookin’ does for me.” His fingers absentmindedly toyed with the corner of the blanket, though his focus stayed locked on her. There was no rush behind the words, just an easy kind of patience, the look of someone who truly wanted to listen. “Unless…” He tilted his head slightly, teasing, “you’re secretly a woman of mystery and I’m not meant to know these things until date number three?” The smirk that tugged at his mouth was soft, good-natured, but the way his eyes stayed steady on her, the way he leaned in just a touch closer, was anything but casual.
Signe had been pretending not to watch the time all afternoon. She’d changed her outfit twice and redone her eyeliner once, and yet somehow still didn’t feel like she was ready. She wanted the date to go well so much more than she’d expected to. Still, when she opened the door and saw him standing there, with a smile and a bouquet, Signe felt her stomach flip, nerves rewriting themselves into something quieter and warmer. Butterflies. His compliment had her smiling down at the ground for a moment before she met his gaze. “Thank you,” she said, voice soft and sincere, smoothing out the skirt of her pink, sleeveless dress. “You…you clean up nice too.” Signe reached for the bouquet, her fingers brushing over the petals. “You didn’t have to do all this.” Of course, she was glad he had. She took a moment to put the flowers in water and they were off. The walk felt easy, the nerves were clearly still there, but there was also an almost giddy anticipation over what the night had to offer them. When they reached the beach and she saw the setup, her breath caught, touched by the effort he’d put into this. Signe accepted his offered hand and let herself be guided down beside him. Her eyes widen, perking up at the name. “You made semla?” she asked, surprised and already impressed. “I love semla, it’s my favorite!” She giggled as he explained running out of space in his oven to prepare even more for their date. He complimented her again and Signe laughed to herself softly. “You keep saying that,” she murmured, her cheeks warm but still pleased. “I can’t believe you went to all this effort. It’s amazing…which, I guess makes sense…considering so are you.” She offered him a shy grin and a tilt of her head.
Starter: closed ~ @ofresoluxe~ Location: Sunset Villas Beach
Charlie had spent most of the day before prepping food. More than he needed, more than made sense, but he couldn’t help himself. The excitement had gotten the better of him, and he didn’t mind it at all. He gave everything in the basket one final check, then turned to the mirror. Just a once-over. Just to make sure he looked like someone worth saying yes to. He took a steadying breath, picked up the basket, and stepped out the door. He’d given himself plenty of time to set up by the water before heading to her place. The blanket was already laid out, food packed neatly, all that was missing was her.
Now, standing at her door with a small bouquet in hand, he felt the nerves return, low and electric. Like he was seventeen again, tux too stiff, hoping prom night would go right. But the second she opened the door, all of that melted away. “Wow…” The word slipped out before he could stop it. His grin widened, soft and genuine. “You look stunnin’, Signe.” He offered her the flowers, eyes still taking her in. “You ready to get this date started?”
The walk to the beach was light, full of quiet conversation and unspoken anticipation. Charlie found himself flexing his fingers a few times to calm his hands, the nerves still buzzing under his skin. But as they stepped onto the sand and he led her toward the setup, he relaxed. The blanket was spread out beneath a warm glow, the basket waiting just off to the side. Charlie crouched down, reaching for her hand as he did. “Figured I’d show you what I picked up in Copenhagen, since you said you wanted to know.” He gently tugged her down to sit beside him, already lifting the lid of the basket. “I made semla. Was gonna bake cinnamon rolls too, but…” he let out a short laugh, “I ran outta oven space... Might’ve gone a bit overboard.” As he unpacked the rest—careful, proud—he stole a glance at her, then let his gaze linger. “You really are beautiful,” he said softly, almost like it was just for her to hear, a truth too simple not to say out loud.
The way Charlie lit up when he talked about his time in Denmark, the way he described her people with a kind of reverence had her feeling like something warm curled up in her chest. She hadn’t expected the way he said it’s a date with such ease it had her heart tripping up a little. She liked listening to him talk – his words earnest and unfiltered – about his passion for cooking, for growth, about his mum. There was a quiet sort of intensity to him that drew her in. She hadn’t realized how close they were until her skin touched his, and her eyes widened though she didn’t pull away when Charlie focused his gaze on her and placed his hand over her own. Then he said the words – Would you wanna let me take you out sometime? Signe blinked, just once, as if double-checking that this was, in fact, her life. She felt the warmth on her face before she recognized that she was blushing something awful. Signe let out a soft, nervous laugh, the corners of her mouth tilting up into a bashful curve. Not her practiced, polite smile, but a genuine expression. She glanced down at their joined hands, then back up at him–suddenly feeling shy, a little stunned, but definitely interested. Realizing she’d gone quiet for a beat too long, Signe cleared her throat and took a small step back, gently untangling her hands from his. “I–yeah,” she breathed, tucking her hair behind her ears just to give her hands something to do. “Yes. Please. I’d really like that.” But, of course, the words didn’t stop there. “There’s a bonfire party coming up–we could go together? Or, I mean, you asked me out, so obviously you should decide. Wait, I didn’t mean to hijack your plan. You know what? Forget I said anything,” Her face remained flushed, but there was a hint of amusement flickering in her eyes. “I’m terrible at this, clearly.”
“My specialty? Alright then.” Charlie’s lips curled into a soft, knowing smile. “It’s a date.” His eyes lit up when she mentioned her summers in Denmark, and the warmth in his tone deepened. “You lot are somethin’ else. I’ve never had to be so precise in my life, Signe. Everythin’ had to be exact. And they’re dead talented, yeah? Scarily good. I’ve never been so nervous to mess up. But they were all so kind about it, which made it worse somehow. Like… it felt less like I’d be lettin’ them down and more like I’d be lettin’ myself down. That’s how they get you.” He laughed lightly, a hint of nostalgia in his voice. “They build you up without sayin’ much at all. It’s clever. Makes you want to be better.”
Charlie hadn’t meant to say so much. He rarely did. Usually, he kept it simple, “I’ve always loved food” or “some of my favorite memories are in the kitchen with my mum". They were easy, safe versions of the truth. But Signe made it feel different. The way she listened. The way she looked at him like she already saw the rest of the story. And then she stopped him.
Her hand wrapped gently around his forearm, and the warmth of her skin against his pulled him back into the moment. His breath caught before he even realized it had left him. His eyes flicked down to where she held him, then back up to hers own, steady and unwavering. “I’m glad I found my way here too.” His voice came out quieter now, stripped of performance. Just truth. 'You were healing'. Somehow it was exactly what he needed to hear.
He huffed out a breath, half a laugh, half a release, his expression caught somewhere between disbelief and admiration. “You don’t even know the full story,” he murmured, “and I think you still nailed it.” Without thinking, or maybe thinking too much, he shifted, sliding his hand down to hers, curling his fingers gently around it. “Signe.. Would you wanna let me take you out sometime? A proper date. I mean, I’ll cook for you whenever you want, but I’d like to take you out too. Just us. Somewhere we’re not talkin’ shop.” He searched her expression, his smile crooked and sincere. “Only if you’re interested. No pressure. I just… I’d like to get to know you. Outside of all this.”
“I’m not a particularly picky eater, so you can just make me your specialty,” she said with a shrug and a smile. The smile couldn’t help but widen at his enthusiasm about guessing the origin of her accent so closely. Signe brightened as he shared that he’d spent time in Denmark. “My dad’s from Denmark, so I spent a lot of summers visiting relatives. I’m glad you enjoyed it! You’ll have to show me what you learned while you were there.” She walked beside him in silence, letting his voice fill the space between them. She was surprised that he had chosen to share such a detailed version of events with her. A heavy weight sat on her heart – not bad just…real. Charlie’s deciding ( whether he realized it or not ) that she was worth trusting with the details of his story meant more than she’d expected it to. Signe took that show of trust quite seriously. She glanced over at him, and watched the way his eyes lingered on a new painting like he was still halfway somewhere else. She could picture that little boy in her mind – bright-eyed, heart pounding in his chest as he imagined what it would be like to have a stadium roaring for you. And she could see the man now, who had pivot on his dream and carry on. It agonized her, the thought of not being able to follow your passion and see it all the way through – even if you were destined to fail. To be denied the opportunity to try would have been the most infuriating of all. “You weren’t running,” she said, her voice soft but fierce, almost defensive on his behalf. She grabbed his forearm and met his gaze to make sure he heard her next words. “You were. healing. It takes great courage to find a new dream like you did. I don’t think I would be able to do that.” Signe offered what she hoped was a sympathetic smile and squeezed his arm in support. “And for what it’s worth. I’m glad you found your way here.”
"Yeah?" He licked his lips in an attempt to keep his smile down, "You let me know what to make for ya, and I'll get the photos out." Charlie's eyes met hers for a brief moment, "As long as you're gentle, I'll be mint." His hands clap together quickly as he learns he guessed well. "I knew it! It's the way ya sing your words." He can't contain his smile as she gives him a small glimpse into her past, "I've been to Denmark before. Studied with a mate at Noma in Copenhagen for a bit before I kept travelin'. I learned a lot there. I was buzzin'. In me element, swear down. I loved it." His eyes glanced around them, but he found himself being drawn back to her each time.
"I get it, what you mean by warm.. I feel the same way." He pauses to think for a moment as he listens to their footsteps, not used to letting people in this quickly. "So when I were a kid, yeah? We lived in a council estate. Rough area, makin' ends meet as much as we could. It were just me and mum. I'd go to school, come home, do me school work, and then I'd cook dinner and clean up around the house while mum was workin'. One year, she tells me she's saved enough to take me to a Man City game for my eighth birthday. At the game she'd said somethin' about watchin' me practice in the yard in the late hours and how she'd been savin' more and she'd signed me up for a footy team." He smiles fondly to himself, "I watched that game and told her I were gonna work hard, just like her, and pay her back. And she told me just to have fun.. So I did. And I was good. I was better than good. By the time I were thirteen, I was havin' scouts come around. I signed to Man City's youth team at fifteen." Charlie stops talking for a moment, looking over at a painting that caught his eye and stopping to take it in.
He finally looks back over at Signe, a sad smile resting on his lips, "I had it all planned out, yeah? My entire life, right there. Everythin' I'd worked for and told my mum I was doin' for us were in the palm of me hand." He chuckles half heartedly, "Well, I sign, right? Make my way out of EDS, which means this is it. Big leagues. Premier league. Two weeks before my startin game I got hurt. Like.. Career endin' injury. And that was it. Had to start over just like that. Back to square one." Charlie brings his eyes back to the painting that had stopped him, "Cooking was the last thing I could remember enjoying before football. It was the only thing that made sense. And it felt like studyin' all over was the best excuse for gettin' out of my town. That way I wouldn't look like I was runnin'."
A small smile ghosted across her lips at the mental image he painted. “That could be fun,” she said with a slight nod. Her fingers fiddled with the hem of her sleeve as she continued, daring to playfully tease him. “Football fashion disasters? No promises I won’t laugh, but I will try to be gentle.” His question about her accent surprised her, her eyebrows raising slightly as his guess landed rather close. “Good ear! I’m Swedish – I was born in Malmö, just across the bridge to Denmark.” No matter how long it had been since she’d lived in that beautiful coastal city, it would always be home in her heart. The place where her parents’ love story truly began. “We moved here when I was fourteen. Palmview was…an adjustment.” She let out a short, abrupt laugh – almost as if the sound escaped her before she could fight it. “Well, I understand you just fine. No subtitles needed…yet anyway.” He fell into step beside her, and his nearness was noticeable but not unwelcome. Signe’s gaze dropped for a moment before drifting back to the art along the hall. Her hands were loosely folded in front of her as they walked. “Fashion,” she echoed with a nod. “I want to…I mean, I think I’d like to have my own line one day. My interests are all over the place, but I just want to make clothes that make people feel…warm–” she stopped and glanced back at Charlie. “I mean, not literally. I don’t want to make people overheat, I just.. My style is more nostalgic, like a happy memory.” Signe felt her cheeks heat, and her words slowed, as if she was measuring each one. “It probably sounds silly. But, what about you? Why cooking?”
Charlie's eyes scanned Signe's face as she spoke about her fashion design. He nodded slowly along with her words, "No pressure. You don't have to show me." Charlie could almost see the way she'd changed her mind, "Well, I'd love that when you decide you're comfortable. I can show ya the things I used to wear as a footballer.. Maybe I'll make ya dinner and you can laugh at my poor fashion choices and I'll get tips from your mood boards" A laugh slipped easily from his lips, "Fashion at the time-.. No judgements, swear down. It was bad."
His eyebrows had scrunched together in curiosity, "Mind me askin' where you're from? I can hear the Scandinavian there, but can't place it." He shoved his hands into his pockets, his blue eyes locked on her. "Thanks for not judgin'. I've had people say I need subtitles." He joked playfully with a shake of his head.
Waiting for her response to his offer, Charlie shifted on his feet. He glanced back over at the painting they'd originally been looking over when she'd answered. She spoke so softly, he'd had to turn back and read her face to ensure she'd said yes. "Well.. Shall we?"
He'd taken a small step back to end up beside her, his hand hovering behind her back to begin their stroll. "So fashion, yeah?" His eyes scanned all the art around them as they walked together, "You got plans to have your own line? What's your dream?"