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Hello everyone!! Thank you so much for your support even through my absence, you have no idea how much it did to me.
I'm doing much better now!! After I was diagnosed with ADHD, my psychologist suggested to investigate a bit further with a psychiatrist and it turns out I'm on the spectrum as well lmao. Well, it didn't really come as a surprise to me, but it definitely did help at understanding who I am and how I work a lot more.
I've started both therapy and taking meds, plus with some help from my teachers and family I got back on track with school and my studies.
I won't make any promises to avoid disappointing anyone, but I am starting to consider going back to writing fics in the future. I've also been rediscovering some old fandoms I used to love, so I may change the list of actual fandoms I write for in the future (mostly by adding the GOT/ASOIAF fandom lol).
For now, nothing will be written, but I will reopen my requests to try and get some inspiration from your incredible ideas. Once again, thanks to everyone who stuck around and especially to those who took it upon themselves to reach out to mešš
Anywayyyy this is it!! I just wanted to share a slice of my life with you guysš
Hi are you okay? You just havenāt posted in a while so I just wanted to ask
I wanted to answer both this anon and the others who have sent me messages in the past few weeks.
In the last few months, I've been dealing with a lot of problems, both in school and mentally. I've been having a full on mental breakdown for weeks, and had to find a psychologist to clear things up. This ended up with me being diagnosed with both depression and ADHD (in my country its psychologists who diagnosed neurpdivergences but I know its different in other countries).
Meanwhile my poor mental state led me to almost failing my school year, so after I passed by miracle I decided to just focus on school and family for a bit.
As of now, I'm slowly starting to get my life put back together, but I think I'm going to go on writing hiatus for the very near future.
The fics I had already announced and those who you guys have requested are still in my drafts, and once I'm in a better moment of my life I'll finally finish them and post them, and I'll probably open requests again. But I fear this won't happen anytime soon, at least not until I'm done with my last year of high school.
I'm so sorry for having let down those who were waiting for my fics and for disappearing so suddenly, I honestly have been going online on Tumblr just to text with some friends I have here but i probably should've wrote this post a long time ago.
That being said, I'll start going back online from time to time, mostly to answer your questions and discuss with whoever is interested in discussing the books and series/movies that are in my masterlist.
Once again, thanks to all the people who have stuck around even during my absence, you guys mean the world to me and I hope to pay you back in the future with some more works.
Like fr ain't no way of making yall happyšš
he makes a good point, for once
https://dorian.app.link/IRyxY0tIkJb
Yall don't hate me, a woman can be desperate enough for some Arcana content to download Dorian (and broke enough to not physically be able to afford anythingš).
Download it too if you're another fellow Arcana-starved peer
I desperately need hearts for the modern Arcana spicy scenes ughhh
Favorite Arcana character? Or whose route did you do first?
Mmmmh I can't pick a favorite one!! Maybe Nadia or Muriel, but honestly my favorite route is Asra's which is also the first one I did.
I had the luck of playing it during its golden nyx hydra days, but my phone broke in the meantime and now I'm trying to get used to Dorian's management of the game.
So yeah romantically speaking he's my pookie but the more I think about it the more I realise that there are other characters that I respect and like more honestly.
You like the arcanaš
You have no idea I'm literally OBSESSED with it!!
I've got a literal obsession for it and already had few fics and headcanons in mind, but sadly life isn't leaving me any time for itšš
Feel free to leave any requests though!!
King Baldwin IV:
Life always comes down to a game of chess
Iāll be waiting for you
Sweetest of melodies
My archangel - coming soon!
Bandit - coming soon!
Voice of Heaven - coming soon!
Like Lancelot - coming soon!
Headcanons:
Arguing with you
Sickness
Period
Defending your honor
Nsfw
Cats or dogs?
Modern headcanons: modern music, pt 2, pt 3, reaction to immodest clothing, modern style, chips and drinks, anime
Luke Castellan:
Last date
Ghost of you - coming soon!
Leo Valdez:
Headcanons - child of Aphrodite!S/O
Lester Papadopoulos/Apollo:
It's Over, isn't It? - part one
Eternal Bonds - part two
Asra Alnazar:
Headcanons - Intimacy before and after
Young and Beautiful - coming soon!
You're my plague - coming soon!
Julian Devorak:
Kiss the girl - coming soon!
Aang:
That voice in his head
It's crazy how after both playing the Arcana and studying ancient history I can confidently say that Count Lucio is basically the same as Emperor Augustus.
I mean, their lives are so similar it's scary.
Both weren't rightfully meant to become leaders of a kingdom/empire/city, but they got that title thanks to another important figure that owned that power before them and passed it down to them.
They brought peace and promoted their victories and their right to command through art and games (the Latins used to say "panem et circenses" which literally means "bread and circus <games>", indicating that the best way to command with the support of the people was through food and fun times, which for both Vesuvia and Rome meant gladiators and Arenas).
Nobody talks about this but Augustus KILLED HIS HALF BROTHER, he threw Caesar and Cleopatra's child down a goddamn window to secure his right to the throne- and he's still remembered as a hero and the one that brought peace to the people of Rome!!!!
Also let's not mention that he wanted to promote the traditional family values yet he got married three times and left one of his wives with a message right after she had his baby. Like, baby popped out, message arrives: "yo we're divorced now".
Like, is Count Lucio that bad compared to THIS?
Summary: just some headcanons that came to my mind about Asra<3
Warning: smuttt, but nothing crazy tho, there are mostly mentions or hints of smut, nothing specifically described (itās mostly just angst tbh). There are also SPOILERS for Asraās route and the Arcana plot in general, so if you havenāt finished playing it I suggest you donāt read this post.Ā
A/N: just to specify, reader is wrote as non-binary:) Also, this is the first smuttish thing I write, so feedbacks and advices are very much welcome<3<3
Asra has always been a passionate lover. Itās just the way he is, his body canāt help but follow the intensity of feelings his soul feels, and transfer it from the level of the soul to the level of the body
When he first met you, it was almost as if a wave washed over him, depriving him of balance, and he could find it once again in the feeling of you and your body, pressed against him
Passion mixes with intensity and haste the first times the two of you have sex. His every movement is a physical demonstration ofĀ just how deep, how powerful, his feelings for you are
Once the two of you are done, youāre left breathless, legs shaking and sore, sweat covering your body, tears of pleasure running down your cheeks. Youāre spent in the best way possible
It starts to change during the beginning of the Red Plague. The deep empathy you feel for the people dying in the streets, the desire to do something to help, takes all your desires to feel pleasure (or anything joyful for that matter), replacing it with the urge to help as many as you can
You start growing distant from each other, the atmosphere in the shop becomes tense, the interactions between you and Asra are short and almost void of any emotion. You start visiting the castle more often, volunteering to help doctor Devorak in finding a cure for this Plague. It comes without say that sex wasnāt really in neither of your minds
And it only becomes worse after your death. Asra feels that same wave washing over him, but this time he doesnāt welcome the feeling of it. It make feel lost, knowing that the very person he used to hold on to, the only one that made him forget the rest of the world, and just give into the pleasure the wave brought
This wave brings grief, desperation. Hell, it even brings hallucinations to some point. He canāt make out whatās real and whatās fake, he canāt discern when heās dreaming and when heās awake
Itās at this point that his situationship with Julian starts. We all know just how toxic it was, for the both of them. But Julian needed to feel love in these dreadful times, and Asra needed to feel that same feeling of grounding to save him from the power of that wave
It wasnāt the same as you, he knew that very well. Julian couldnāt fill the void of love Asra felt, he could only satisfy his carnal desires, give him that brief high that, for just a moment, made him forget everything that was happening in his life, his losses, his mistakes, his regrets
But not much time passes before that high becomes unsatisfying, and the guilt of what heās doing takes over him. How can he do this with Julian, when all heās thinking of is you? How can he deem himself worthy of having you once again in his arms, when instead of keeping the void you left empty, awaiting for your return, he filled it with someone else, someone not even comparable to you in his eyes?
Thatās when the weird relationship between Asra and Julian ends, when Asra conveys all his energies and time in finding a way to get you back
At first, there was nothing in his mind when it came to you other than gratitude to have you back along with the utmost care to tend to you, to comfort you when you were in pain or scared at whatever appeared new to you after you came back. Your mind was at the same level as one of a child, there was no desire in Asra other than to have you back as you were
As time goes by, and you regain the aspects of the person you once were, that desire, that wave of passion, starts to awaken once again in him
And then after years of longing for the feeling of youāre touch, of your body pressed against him, he once again can feel that same feeling of euphoria once your bodies merge once again. Only that this time, his demeanor has changed. Thereās a different kind of intensity in his actions
Thereās not the feverish haste in his movements anymore; instead, he takes his sweet time kissing you, caressing your body, worshipping you as if you were some sort of deity. He holds you as if youād disappear in his arms if he loosens his grip too much
His thrusts are slow and deep, making that wave of pleasure thatās in him fall into you too. It makes you feel a deeper kind of pleasure, one with such forse that it has you detached from reality once you reach your high, it knocks the breath out of your lungs, and it makes you only desire to hold Asra closer, to have him deeper inside you. You almost wish you could become one
There are still times where you have fast, rough sex, one that ends quickly and leaves you both breathless and spent. But you just prefer to feel that deeper connection, the one that has you longing for more, that morphs into endless hours of just holding each other. It makes you both feel as if time has stopped, and thereās no one else in the world but you two
Hello everyone, new writer here!!
I have some writing ideas in mind but I thought it'd be wiser to start off by writing what you guys want to read first then I might elaborate the projects I already have in mind.
GENERAL INFOS:
English isn't my first language so please be bear with me if I make any mistakes (which will happen for sure)
I probably won't write for a male!reader. Nothing against male readers, of course, but I feel that I don't have enough writing skills to write as well for a man as I would for a woman. That being said, I still might try it out in the future if it's something that many of you want. Gender neutral is also totally fine to me!
Keep in mind that I'm still studying so I might not be always able to post the same day someone sends a request, but I'll try to write my fics in no more than 3 days after the commission
If any fic I write contains spoilers from the book/series/movie THERE WILL BE A WARNING so that I don't ruin anything to anyoneš¤
FANDOMS I WRITE FOR:
The Arcana
Dragon Age, all four games
Game of Thrones, all series and books
Kingdom of Heaven
Lord of the Rings, Silmarillion and other book characters included
Baldur's Gate 3
Death Note
My Hero Academia
If you want fics from other fandoms you can still ask me and I'll do some research on it so that I can make something, but it will take more time ofc.
THINGS I WON'T DO (smut related):
Anything revolving a lack of consent so no noncon, dubcon, cnc,...
Pedophilia and zoophilia (ew)
Any naughty actions related to any sort of bodily discharge (period excluded)
Any butt stuff related activities, no shame in who likes it at all but it's something that I just don't like personally and wouldn't be comfortable writing
I think that is all you guys need to know for now, once I'll get enough fics done I'll add the masterlist in this post too so you guys can see if my writing is of your liking.
Byeeee hope I'll see you in the requests!!!!
Now, this is rushed, I know, but last post was pretty good so... Kind of a mix between Julian from the Arcana and just a human Foxy from fnaf?
Masterpost
I just wanna be sandwiched between Nadia and Julian. Mommy dom and Sad Boy sub, what could I ever want more???
Hey, Morga! Morga, Muriel is coming! Oh, no, she canāt hear us, sheās wearing AirPods!
(We just need more of this, admit it.)
Julian Devorak
Pairing: Asra Alnazar x fem!reader ā suggestive themes!
Itās not uncommon for Asra to take your attention away, especially for his own benefit (having your focus on him).
Though itās a little startling when he suddenly pulls you to the back of a shop on a slow-moving afternoon, pressing kisses after kisses against you. Your nose, your cheeks, your lips⦠nothingās left untouched, and it flusters you to no end.
You get the feeling that heās doing so just for the sake of it. Thereās no particular goal, no hidden agendaāheās covering you entirely in his love, swallowing your half-hearted complaints with faint shushes and more kisses.Ā
āAsra, what about the shop?ā You hiss, though thereās no real venom in your tone, āWhat if someone notices?ā
āItās alright,ā he says, eyes flitting between yours and your lips. āYou saw how empty the shop is, no one will come in here anytime soon. Just...ā
Another kiss, this time under your jaw, and your breath hitches as you feel him nip lightly at the skin there. āFocus on me, love. You can do that for me, canāt you?ā
It doesnāt take long for you to melt into his armsāa whine tears itself from your throat as you nod, and a shiver runs through your body when Asra laughs, light and airy.
You hardly even realise that youāre clinging onto him, returning his kisses with fervour. He separates a little, leaving you breathless, only to nuzzle against your neck and whisper into your ear.Ā
āGood girl.ā
i'm pretty sure that someone already was thinking about it but here we go (also sorry if my english is bad, this isn't my native language!)
after the whole drama with lucio, asra and their husbands (come on, he deserves two handsome guys and i couldn't choose with who i like him better so i choose julian AND muriel<3) have their shop.
things are cool now bc julian is safe and muriel seems to be happier than he was before. asra's parents are alright, nadia is the countness and portia is nadia's wife.
so yes, things are good now. they're happy and safe.
but asra wants something more
and his new apprentice seems so scared and they always wanted to be a father...
so yeah, asra, julian and muriel basically adopt adam parrish.
adam parrish was quite uniqe magician. his powers were strong but he looked terrified because of them.
adam parrish looked like he didn't want those powers.
it was riddiculus to asra - why this teen boy doesn't want his gift?!
here's why - his biological dad was a dick, that's it.
sudenly adam has three dads and that's cool even if they scares him
he's loved and that's okay. they don't scream at him, they don't hurt him.
everything is great. (but he wants the power politics holds, magic doesn't seem that great like politics do)
on the other hand, ronan lynch's life sucks.
his dad just died and the whole city wants him to be a new council.
but he doesn't want to. he is a magician, someone powerful and politics isn't his thing
he always wanted to be someone like asra. someone who use thier power for helping people
but no, something screw up and now he is the suspect of his dad's tragic death
nadia tries to help her ex-husband cousin but it's kinda hard so she called her old team (without the mc bc... idk) plus asra's kid (a.k.a adam)
so when adam sees ronan the first time he thinks that he saw the prettiest boy but then ronan starts talking
he doesn't think that ronan is THAT pretty anymore bc he's an asshole (not in the charismatic julian way, he's just annoying)
holyfuckronansdadisdeadbecauseoflucio
nadia is done with lucio's shit
just yk the drama vol 2 but with magician who wants to be a politic and politic who wants to be a magician
that's it.
MURIELāS NEW BOOK MURIELāS NEW BOOK MURIELāS NEW BOOK MURIELāS NEW BOOK
I donāt know about you but this scene to me is Jayce realizing that he loved Viktor, especially with him being in Melās makeup
edit: l just checked to see if they were actually canon (l know l was setting myself up for disappointment) and they arenāt, l watched a video of the creators saying that they love each other but they are not gay, they are just friends. My question is if that is true why do things like this. It was a choice to make scenes like this, why did you give me hope??? Like what the fuck was the point then?? Anyway sorry for the rant
concussion:
lām coping, ok (turn on the volume)
Hello my little stars! Iām Hayden! and hereās what I will and will not write!
This will be added too over time
Will write
⢠fluff
⢠character x male!reader
⢠character x gender neutral!reader
⢠suggestive stuff (making out, etc)
⢠hurt with comfort
⢠angst
⢠FtM
⢠sometimes MtF
I wonāt write
⢠Smut (this could change in the future)
⢠topics like self harm and suicide as those are triggering topics for me
⢠racist or homophobic shit.
⢠abuse or things like that to humans or animals
⢠piss and shit kinks and others like that
⢠Murder in detail
⢠Female readers YALL have enough content (respectfully of course)
Fandoms I will write for
⢠the little vampier (the newish animated one)
⢠Undertale (Aus as well)
⢠Yuurivoice
⢠TWST
⢠TMNT (rise, bayvers, 2012)
⢠Danganronpa
⢠ATWOW
⢠Avatar
⢠Obey me! Shall we date
⢠Arcana
⢠Gravity falls (platonic only for dipper and mable)
⢠The Black phone
⢠The lost boys (1987 movie)
Aww thank you! I absolutely adore Portia! Sheās got those pretty curves and all the hot goss - we could have so much trouble fun together. Now I have to go catch her latest chapter!Ā
Could I request an Arcana matchup pretty plz? I'm 5'2", a bi redhead lady, lawyer (former French major turned child abuse prosecutor), and whiskey-loving introvert. Most of my free time is devoted to reading nonfiction, caring for any animal I can bring home, learning new languages, and traveling (if my animals have a sitter). I lived in New Orleans and Rome so I know some good recipes to cook for my gf/bf. And I may or may not have been in a bar fight. You're the real mvp :D
I pair you with Portia!
Ā - Portia would be so impressed and inspired by your work as a lawyer. She cares about protecting those who are vulnerable, so knowing that her partner is actively fighting to make sure children are safe would make her trust and confide in you pretty quickly.Ā
Ā - Portia prefers fiction pretty often, but she also loves learning about history and real adventures from the past, so sheād love to read or watch things with you about those subjects. She can find something interesting in any subject though, so sheād be happy to learn more about some of the nonfiction topics you enjoy. She also loves animals and would love to give them a home if you both have enough room.Ā
Ā - She loves to cook and do domestic things with her partner, so the skill you have with cooking would lead the way to you both spending a lot of time with each other having fun in the kitchen.Ā
Ā - Portia is a sweet and caring person, but she can also go hard when she needs to. Sheād definitely want to hear about your bar fight story. Though some would expect her to be a little taken aback, sheād have at least one story thatās similar to offer you in response. Sheās a lot stronger than people think.Ā
Jinx from arcane, loving the 2nd season so far
Found this buried deep in my folders, cleaned it up a little!
I can't believe Lucio is a Sub now lol
I'm not ready ššš
Another attempt at drawing Muriel šŗ ā¤
Okay so, I wrote that naughty Muriel fanfic I was thinking about. Thanks and hella shout out to @sat--tan for the initial idea, I really appreciate it. This is the first fanfic I've written in a really long time!
Story is below, and I really hope y'all enjoy it ⤠(I'd post it here, but I don't think they'd like all the dirty words I put into it lmao).
I'm in the mood to write a dirty Muriel x Male reader fanfic ngl. Anyone got any ideas?